hate

I really hope karma doesn't exist. Because i'm screwed.
Ever had a day when you realise how much of a shit person you actually are? Thinking back to every hurtful word, every time i've purposely said things to people I love just to hurt them. Never thinking of anyones feelings but my own. Acting and pretending that I feel things when I really don't. Doing stuff for my own benefit. Generally, just being the selfish person that I am. Well, that was last night. I spent basically all night thinking about everything and how the boy that I love should not be with me. He's too good. :(


After breaking up, what's worse: knowing you still love them or pretending like you never were in love?
Can't say i've ever experienced either, but i'd imagine the first one.

What's one of your locked text messages?
I wish I could lock them.

Where is the one boy/girl you want to see the most right now?
Hmmm.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
Ah no that's a bit harsh.

Is anyone over- protective of you?
Yess.

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
Many.

Do you know anyone named Joshua?
Yup.

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
Hell yeah, it'd be fun AND i'd get money.

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
Sleep. or drifting in and out of sleep.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yea, it's been a challenge lol

Do you think two people can last forever?
I don't know.. I want to believe it , but I don't think so.

Would you put yesterday on repeat and live it forever?
I loved yesterday, but i'd change last night. :(

Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
Probably.

Do you drink tea?
Ah no, coffee.

When's the next time you'll see your friends?
Tomorrow..exams woo.

What did you do today?
Not much at all, today is mega shit.

Name one person you wish you could fix things with, and why haven’t you?
Ryan, i'm not sure if they are fixed or not, but i'm going to change.

Do you have feelings for someone?
Ya huh.

Do you find smoking unattractive?
Yes, massive turn off.

How many people do you fully trust?
No one these days.

Do you look decent when you wake up?
I look like shit.

Say, the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
Eh.

How far away are you from the person you like?
Too far.

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Lol nah.

When is the last time you were at a beach?
Ageees ago.


Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
Yess..

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I hope he still does.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
GAHFUCKFUCK

What are you doing tonight?
Uhhmm I dunno. studying..yay

Where were you at 2 this morning?
Bed.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a B? How many?
Like.. 3.

What about J? How many?
Fuck, heaps LOL.

What do you currently hear right now?
November Rain- GNR

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
Haha all thee time.

Who was your last text from?
Ryan

Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
Yess.

Would you rather be able to control the weather or control traffic?
Weather.. that would come in handy.

Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer?
Prolly typing.

Would you rather sleep for 3 days, or stay awake for 3 days?
stay awake

What time did you go to sleep last night?
No idea... early hours of the morning.

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
Bit of both.

What were you doing before this survey?
Studying, i got restless.

What will you do after the survey?
GAH study I spose.

When was the last time you had starbucks?.
Back in Surfers, that was the best night :P

If you were to runaway, where would you go?
AMERICA. nah i dunno, far far away.

What's the tenth text in your inbox say and who is it from?
MCBF.

When was the last time you laughed?
Yesterday

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
Yeaa :(

What was the last thing you hid?
I dotn know.

Think back three months ago, were you single?
Naah.

How many piercings do you have besides ears?
none.

Do you prefer to call or text?
Textingg.

Ever like someone older than you?
Ooh yes, older men are yummy.

What year are you in?
12, well after exams i'm finished :

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past five days?
Yerrp.