I dont like feeling.

What's your favorite cereal?
Fruit Loops! Though I rarely eat cereal, or breakfast for that matter.

Do you like standing in front of fires?
I dooo, in winter anyway. Summer.. not so much.

What's the geekiest game you're involved with?
None! I is no geek

In the club, would you rather them play techno or hip-hop?
Hip hop. Techno bores me after a while. :)

What age do you want kids?
In my 20s at some point. Maybe about 25?

Do you watch those judge shows?
Judge Judy you mean?? I have occasionally.

Is Taylor Lautner REALLY all that good-looking?
No! He has a hot body and that is all! His face isnt all that great.

Have you met anyone famous?
Yes, but not enough :(

What are you drinking right now?
Just polished off some Pepsi Max, mmm good shit.

Has this school year gone by fast for you so far?
So slow. Actually January flew by, probably because I was in Queensland, but February is taking foreveerr.


Have you been outside the country? (Where?)
No :(

Doesn't it suck that BBQ Cheez-Its and smoothie Skittles are gone?
Sure... if you say so kid.

Do you have that kind of teacher who's super laid back and cool?
I used to have the odd cool teacher.

What time is it?
5:35pm

Can you watch R-rated movies by yourself?
Of course. I prefer watching them with someone else though

Have you ever snuck into a movie?
Well techinally I walked into another cinema and watched half a movie, unknowing that it wasnt the movie I wanted, then waited to watch the movie I actually wanted to see. Oh and once we left some gay boring movie and went and watched Madagascar instead :P

Are you going to see Toy Story 3, even at your mature age?
Ryan and I already watched Toy Story 1&2 in 3D :D so we must go see the third one! lol.

How old are you?
18

Do you have a pet?
Just two dogs.

Did Cloverfield make you motion-sick?
It did a lil bit actually. I got over it after a while. that movies weird.

Were you part of that super small minority who voted for Kris Allen?
No...

Are you a homophobe?
Nope, love my gays.

Could you be a vegetarian for any extended period of time?
I have before. I doubt I could do it again, I just loveee the meat ;)

Do you wear contacts?
Nope.

Is the glass half full or half empty?
Neither!

What's your favorite color?
Purple <3

Do you listen to sad songs when you're sad or happy songs to cheer you up?
Mix it up, bit of both. Depends if i'm wallowing in self pity, or trying to get happy again.

Are you a fan of seafood?
Yummy.

Can you imitate accents?
I try LOL, they're usually terrible, especially when I try and sound English.
Ryan does the best random accents.

Have you been to the Seattle space needle?
No.

Do you use Youtube to listen to music?
If I can't download the song off Limewire, then yes.

What's your favorite movie?
All. Lol I can't choose. Probably Purple Rain, coz i'd never get bored of it. not for the story line, more for shirtless Prince humping stages and rubbing Appollonia.

Are you a rain person?
Only if i'm not in it.

Which side of the brain do you use? (Left- English etc., right- math, etc.)
Obviously I use both, i'm more right brain, the creative one. Not MATH!.

Which of the Pirates of the Carribeans was your favorite?
The 2nd one. Johnny Depp and Keira Knightley kiss ;) yum yum/

Wasn't the last Harry Potter unusually awful?
It was the best one by far! Crying Draco...mmm...

Are you counting down the days for anything?
Weekend, hurry up!

Gatorade or Powerade?
They're the same thing! But Gatorade, coz it has sexy purple.

What did/are you going to have for dinner tonight?
Steak urggh.

When do you graduate?
I have! 2009.

Do you think the world's gonna end December 21st, 2012?
I doubt it.

Are you going to see the movie?
2012?
Ah no.

Do you still blow out candles on your birthday cake?
Of course.

Have you ever genuinely used the word "indeed?"
Lol yes, I sound smart.

Did you ever think root beer was real beer as a young 'un?
Nope?

Last book you read?
Currently reading Lolita, thats some sick shit.

Are you into gorey movies like Saw? Or is that just grotesque?
YES. i love Saw. it gets us off. LMAO. the amount of Saw movies that have been on in the background.............

Do you use Google as your spell check?
Occasionally. I'm an awesome speller though.

Do you listen to Miley Cyrus's songs even though you hate her?
PARTY IN THE USAAAA. uhh sometimes :) she's a slutt.

What's your favorite number?
8

Who's your second period teacher?
No school mo fo.
and it changes.

What time does your school get out?
NO SCHOOL. but it was like 3:20

What's your homepage?
Google.

How tall are you?
Not very.

Do you tan or sunburn easier?
Burn, im a bino

Do you care about Hollywood gossip?
Uhh, I read it so much lol. i love it.

What's your ringtone?
Silent.

What would you save if your house was on fire?
Everything, or die with it.

Do you get up when your alarm rings or do that "five more minutes" routine?
I set my alarm earlier on purpose,so I have that 10 mins to actually drag myself outta bed.

Is your toothbrush manual or electric?
Manual.

Do your vampires sparkle & be sissies or rip people to shreds?
Lmao the second one, real vampires dont sparkle and reproduce children silly!

Peas or carrots?
Carrots.

Do you laugh when you see the number 69?
HAHAHA 69 HAHAHA. nah, used to. I've grown up :)

What's your least favorite genre of music?
Uhh like death metal : it scares me.

How many languages can you count to ten in?
3 I think.

Subway or Quiznos?
Subway!

Question marks or exclamation points?
!!!

How often do you get on Myspace now that Facebook's taken over?
Im on Facebook more, but I still have room in my heart for Myspace, my first love.

Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
You mean Myspace? of course.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Getting woken up by family yelling at each other. delightful!

Do you say sexy a lot?
Its a good adjective when describing celebrities and glam guys.

Do you have any gay friends?
Not really, acquaintances. I want a Will :(

Are your parents over the age of 40?
Yeepp, oldies.

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
Ahh yeah heaps/ well the one person has seen me heaps. not heaps of different people :

Are you ready to get out of this town?
Yes, but not just yet.

Whats more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know?
out of nowhere.... someone telling you "im about to kiss you now" is not cool.

When people call or text you, does that drive you crazy?
No! I love it. unless I hate them.

What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
Bf.

At your best friend's house, do you know where they keep their cups?
yes, how else will I drink.

What color eyes do you find the most attractive on a guy?
Green <3

The person you like at the moment finds someone new, what is your reaction?
Chop off his balls.

Do you like when people play with your hair?
Yess, as long as they dont mess up thy fringe.

Is it possible to be just friends with someone your interested in?
Yeaah.

Do you need to talk to someone right now?
Not need, want.

Do you miss someone?
Yes :(.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed, open freaks me out.

Do you wake up cranky?
Pretty much always. I hate mornings.

Do you think you'll have a valentine this year?
I didd :)


Are you one of these people who are always cold?
Nah. not right now!

How many more days till your birthday?
Heapss.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
Yes and no.

What did you last drink?
Grape Juice :)

What did you last eat?
Chipps.

Who was the last person you were with [beside family]?
Umm not sho.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Probs.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Uhm.. surfing the net :)

Who made you smile today?
I dunnoo.

Is there a person in your life that can always make you smile?
Most of the time, yes.

Would you rather sleep with someone next to you or alone?
Someone next to me :(

Are you a jealous person?
Occasionally.

Do you think age matters in relationships?
to an extent.

When was the last time you got a haircut?
Few weeks ago. i need another.

Where you happy when you woke up today?
Hell naw. im never happy in the mornings.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yess.

I bet you miss someone right now?
you bet right.

Have you told anyone you loved them today?
Yess.

Are you afraid of the dark?
I love the dark :)

Do you have any scars?
Yuup.

Are you a naturally happy person?
Im like bipolar.

What was the last thing you burnt yourself on?
Coffee :(

Do you like the rain?
i love rain :D when i'm inside.

When will you get your next piercing and where would it be?
None

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
:(

Ever kissed someone who was high?
Nah

What was the last thing you did before this survey?
Ate fooods.

Ever wore the opposite sex underwear?
yum.

shit.

Who is the last person that hurt your feelings?
Ryan. sigh.

Would you consider plastic surgery?
Sure! If it was cheap.


What is bothering you at this moment?
Being told what to do!


Ever started a rumor about someone?
Haaa yes.


Whats the craziest reason why you broke up with someone?
Nothing too crazy, just being bored&shitt.


Have you ever been accused of cheating on a partner?
YES I swear like every guy ever has accused me. says a lot about me being trust worthy


Ever felt the need to change yourself for someone?
I'm trying now, but its all for the bettter really.

When is the last time you prayed?
LOL never, as if I would.

Do you watch porn?
I have been known to occasionally.


Have any of your ex's turned gay?
LMAO YES. well bi, which is still bad.

What do you wish you did for a living?
An actress! Ahh, its my dream that will never happen.

What is worse a cheater or a liar?
Both are just as bad as the other, and a cheater is usually a liar anyway.

Do you still have stuffed animals?
Behrooz (L) lol heaps.


Do you dance around in your underwear?
On the odd occasion. ;)


Do you own a dildo or a vibrator?
LOL no! I have no need for one.


Are you a picky person?
Kind of.

Do you wish your boobs were bigger?
Pamela size ;)


What do you find yourself doing while laying in bed?
Uhm listening to the Ipod, reading a bio, textingg :) I love laying in bed.

Ever been skinny dipping?
NO, we were going to in Queensland, but the lake had eels in it LOL.

How many times have you checked up on your ex?
Pfft, I don't care. I dont 'check up'

Do you consider yourself trust worthy?
I do try.

Ever used a fake ID or one that wasn't you?
Nah, I used to just under-age it.

Have you ever faked an orgasm?
Lmao noooo...

If your last ex apologized would you get back with them?
Hell no, i'm happy now :)

What family member are you closest to?
In my family? Uhhm.. I dunno, I change. I'd say my Mom

What does death teach us about life?
To cherish your life. Hehe, Saw ;)

If nothing was holding you back, where would you live and why?
Nothing? Money no object? Uhm New York :)

When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday, I cry way too much.

What is the earliest memory you have of a sibling?
Me being over-protective of Emma :P

What is the earliest photograph of yourself that you have that you remember?
I have no idea, I remember a lot really. I find it weird that I remember early life, but I struggle to remember like last week.

How did you meet your first boyfriend or girlfriend?
School probably.

Describe your typical day, from wake to sleep.
Wake up, shower, coffee, write a bit, watch Will and Grace, go for a drive, eat, text Ryan, MSN Ryan, watch a movie, stay up all night till I pass out from sleep.

What would be your ideal birthday present, and why?
A house!

Think of a loved one that you have lost. If you could ask this person one question, what would you ask, and what do you think they would say?
I haven't lost a loved one, luckily.

What is the best advice you ever received?
Dont show no love. Love will get you killed.


If you could be anybody, who would you be?
Marilyn Monroe :D

What is the most important aspect of your life and why?
Errm.. being happy I guess.

Where would you travel, if you could go anywhere?
L.A or england.

What time period you would like to be born in?
70s, so i'm in a teenager in the 80s :)

Would you be a different person today if you had a different childhood?
Well yeah, I had a good childhood though, even if i'm a bit attention starved and messed up now.

If you could build a car customized just for you, what would it contain?
Purple and sexx.

When have you realized you were really wrong in your judgment about someone?
Yeah, its happened a lot actually. I tend to judge.

How do you react when you realize you've made a mistake?
"Oh shit"

If you had to sacrifice one of your senses (taste, touch, smell, sight, hearing), which would you choose and why?
:O Uhm.. smell probably, theres some smells I could do without

Who has more power the government or the people?
government obviously.

Did you recently have an interesting conversation?
I informed my Mom that the more you tell me do to something, the less likely it is that i'll do it.

Who is the person that I feel has altered the course of my morals and values, and how did they effect me?
No idea!

What is my earliest or happiest memory?
Too much thinking.

When were you the happiest this year?
The two weeks in Queensland with my boy.

Recall a place, person or event, what emotion do you remember feeling most strongly?
Ryan; love. :D hahaa.

Which friend has had the greatest impact on your life and why?
Emily, dunno where i'd be without her really.

Describe your dream house.
Prince's mansion.

If you could learn any new language, which one would you choose and why?
Italian.

What are a few qualities you dislike in other people, and why?
Selfishness, (even though I am), arrogance, rudeness.

What would you do if you had all the money in the world?
Buy everything, duh.
Give some money away coz i'm nice.

Complete this sentence: Love is…
Good yet bad. :)

What are you most grateful for?
I'm not fat. HAHAA.

Why is your best friend your best friend?
We just get along so well, opposites yet the same.

What is the best decision you have ever made in your life?
I have no idea.

Are You Happy?
Not really.

Is it cool to go edge now?
I don't caareee.

Is the last person you hung out with single?
Techinally it was my Mom LOL so no.

Does it bother you to get shots, or not so much?
Nah, I like needles. lmao freak.

Have you ever been attacked by an animal?
A dog bit me once :(

Tell me what your last text said?
I love your sex. LMAO

When was the last time you took a pill and why?
This morning. things.

Have you ever considered becoming a phychologist?
Before I realised how hard Pyschology is hahaa.

Open the nearest book and write the first sentence on the fifth page?
Uhmm no.

Do all of your best friends trust you?
Doubt itt.

Would you say you're close to your parents, or not so much?
I am to Mom yeah

How many parties did you go to in 2009?
Fair feww.

How many surveys have you taken today?
Just this once.

If you had a baby girl right now, what would you name her?
Ew I wouldn't! Andd, Serena :).

Is there anything you're craving right now?
Nah i'm good. except sex.. LOL.

As a child, did you play with Barbie dolls a lot?
Yess, I loved my Barbies. :)

Do you like it more when you eat out or when your mom cooks dinner?
Eat out, mmm cheeseburgers

What was your favorite cartoon as a child?
Alvin and the chipmunks or Sailor Moon :D and they still are! lol.

Is there anyone you'd like to dropkick right now?
Sure would.

Have you ever met someone going through post-traumatic stress disorder?
Yeah.

When did you last cook something for yourself? What was it?
Foccacia :) yum

Got laid last night?
INo :(

Are you nice to people you dislike?
No im usually really bitchy and quiet.

Did you have a better day yesterday or today?
Yesttyy was more fun.
todays being boring.

What were you doing at eleven last night?
Watching... Family Guy.

What song are you listening to?
Jessie's Girl- Rick Springfield

Relationship between the last person you were on the phone with?
Errm.. I dont actually remember who it was.

If someone catches you staring at them do you look away?
LOL always happens when im checking people out ;)
Thats if I dont know them, If I do then I keep looking :P

What are you doing right now?
This and talking.

Are all of your friends in relationships?
Not all.

Is your bed comfortable?
Not really.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Ryan, till he passed out :P

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Most

Who was the last person that called you?
Dunnooo.

Who did you last hug?
Mommyy..

Would you be okay if you were sober for a month?
I was proud of myself for being two weeks sober! But yeah, I could go a month, as long as no one was drinking around me, or offering me any. Then I'd have to give in.

Do you like to set things on fire?
No, i'm scared of fire =P.

Whats the last song you heard?
Once Bitten Twice Shy- Great White. Its been stuck in my head all day too!

Do you listen to the radio?
Nah, I hate the radio, it never plays anything I like, which is 80s hits.

Don't you hate when people are constantly gossiping?
No lol, I gossip all the time, its good having people to gossip with.

What's on your mind?
Quite a lot.

Would you get in trouble if your parents raided you room right now?
I've got nothing to hide, although it would be an invasion of my privacy.

If you were president, what would be the 1st thing you would want to change?
I would be a terrible president, so I have no idea.

Do you have a big bed or a small bed?
Small :(

How many people have you dated since January?
Just one.

If you were forced to play an unusual instrument, what would that be?
Guitar! Yes, very unsual.

What was the last thing you Googled?
Um lyrics :)

Have you ever put something "​un-​microwavable"​ in the microwave?
Lol all the time, luckily someones always around to stop me before I blow the microwave up

Have you ever prank-called a big business, like Microsoft?
Nah, that would be fun though.

Did you know that the average human in a life time eats 8 total spiders in their sleep?
Eww why would you tell me that! :'(

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I highly doubt it.

How are you feeling?
Thoughtful, worried, sick

Are you a loud person?
Usually lol.

Are you a shy person?
Around people I dont know, yeah.

First and last name of everyone to text you today?
Dont. Know.

When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?
Sunday.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yes lol.

When angry, do you get loud or quiet?
Im either really loud and skitz, or I just go silent and emo.
Usually loud and yelling at everyone.

How about when your upset?
Very quiet. Or crying.

Are you happier now than you were two months ago?
Hmm two months ago.

Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?
NO.

Are you good at maths?
No i'm terrible at it.

This time last year, do you remember who you liked?
No lol. Wait yes.

What was the weather like on your birthday?
Uhmm dont remember, cold i'm guessing.

Do you prefer mint, citrus, or cinnamon toothpaste?
mint as bro.

The phone rings; who would it be?
I dont know.

In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
I prefer to talk, but I enjoy listening too.

If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
No thanks. Okay unless it was a celebrity, then it'd be hard to say no.

Anything big happen in your hometown?
No, it's boring.

What was the first thing you did when the clock struck 12 last night?
I was watching Sid&Nancy :)


Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I doubt that.
More like out of love.

Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours?
Yep, like an hour ago.

What were you doing at 7:00 am?
Having a goooood sleep.

Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
Yess.

Do you miss anyone?
So much, not that he cares

Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
Im usually the one throwing up.

Would you rather get pregnant at a young age or never be able to?
Never be able to, i'd just adopt a kid. I'd hate to be pregnant now.

Are you the youngest in your house?
Nah.

Have you cried this week?
I always cry! So yes.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Not forever.

Have you ever walked on the beach?
Yep.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
Ah yeah, I have.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yess. Many.

What do you currently hear?
Best Ex- The Dream.

When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?
Not usually, only unless I already like them, and I want them to like me back (etc a guy).

Do you ever get paranoid when someone is reading your text messages?
Yes lol. My text messages cause too much trouble.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
Kind of, I get over it.

Could you go a day without eating?
Yeaa, I do quite often.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
Ah no

Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed?
AHH. weed probs, less embarrassing lol.

Are all of your friends virgins?
HAA no.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yeahh lol, I cry in every situation.

Do you think love can last forever?
I dont know, I do but I dont.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing drugs?
Maybe.

Have you ever gone camping?
Yess, it was horrible.

Are you single?
Naah.

What are you doing tomorrow?
No idea.

What does your hair look like right now?
wavyy.

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Wavy lol

Do you have a cell phone?
Uh huh.

What day of the week is it?
It is... Tuesday.

Seen someone die?
Nope.

Slept in until 3?
I did like once, it was amazing

Played dress ups?
Yup :D i love dress ups!

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Hahah yes.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Nope..

When was the last time you listened to a Lady Gaga song?
Yesterday.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Nope.

Do you prefer ily, or i love you?
i love you, obviously. ily is just stupid.

Would you rather sleep for 3 days, or stay awake for 3 days?
Awake, I like it.

How much money did you spend today?
0!

Is the person you last texted single?
NO.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yeah, not that I can :(

Do you know who you'll even kiss next?
Im guessing it will be Ryan =

Would you ever live with any of your best friends?
Course, it'd be fun.

Do you prefer to call or text?
Texting, I find it easier and funner.

What would you do if you had a kid with that last person you text?
AHH help.

Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?
Lollipop.

Do you like to listen to the radio in the car?
Nope.

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Hug probs.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Well yeah.

Could you go a month without cursing?
I doubt that

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
Yes, I hate it. its where I do mostt of my thinking.

Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
Jay Jays.

What reminds you of the last person you kissed?
Everything.

Kissed somebody whose name starts with a C, T, D, or S?
Probs. cbf thinking.

Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
He sees me cry all the time! lol.

You've taken fifteen shots of vodka, what are you doing?
Dead.

Can you open a soda can with a body part other than your hands?
Ahh no, i dont know what it is your suggesting!!

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
It is February, and its been good yet bad.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Yep

Are your eyes the same color as your dad's?
Well yes, but they;re more my Moms shade.

Would you say you are judgmental?
Little bit yes.

Do any boys like the last person you kissed?
Probably lol

Have you ever thought "I want to be with this person forever"?
Yeah...

Next time you will kiss someone?
No idea :(

Do you have any hickies?
Nup.


Do you and your girlfriend fight a lot?
Lol?

Could you handle living together with the last person who texted you?
I'd love it/

Do you think you could be with someone for over four years?
Easily, if he stayed with me

Do you think it's disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
I'd be a bit of hypocrite I said yes..

Would you rather pierce your lip or tongue?
Neither!

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Yaa.

Why do you think so many people cheat on their boyfriend/ girlfriends?
Because they;re fucked. :@

Do you watch the news?
Sometimes, not as much as I used to.

How long do you think it takes to fall in love with someone?
Depends really, i'd say a few months, i dont believe in loving someone straight away.

What is the most romantic thing you've ever experienced?
I dont know..

Do a lot of people tend to like your personality? Why do you think that is?
I dont know! Lol. My personality changes all the time anyway

After taking a shower, do you change in the bathroom or in your bedroom?
Bathroom.

What's going on with you and the person you last kissed?
Dont know anymore :(

Is there anyone you really want to see right now?
Gah yes, so much.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before.

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Yess, many. Leather sofa ;)

Ever spent the night in a tent?
Yeaa a few times.

What do you do when you have trouble falling asleep?
Just dont sleep hahaa.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Umm yess.

Have you ever been caught using your cell phone at school?
LOL yes, I always used to get it taken off me, then using my charm to win it back.

Have you ever just layed down outside and stared at the stars?
Yeep.

Over the past summer who did you have feelings for?
Ryan

When you have a sleepover with someone does that person sleep in the same bed with you?
No, they wouldnt fit in my bed haha.

If the last person you kissed wanted to kiss you again would you let them?
Well yea

Who was the last person to hold your hand?
Ryan

Were you in a relationship last Valentines Day?
Last? Nope, single as and loving it lol :P

Think of the person who has hurt you the most in your life, will you ever forgive that person for doing that to?
I did.

Survey time!!

Have you dated both sexes?
Aaah no.

Who was your most painful breakup with?
Well no one really yet, but I think I have an idea of what may or may not come :(

How many of your exes do you still talk to?
A feeew.

Do you believe in heart breaks?
Well its an emotion, so yes I believe in it, but obviously it can't actually happen,

Has anyone ever cheated on you?
I hope not = wouldnt surpise me really.

In relationships, do you tend to be the clingy one?
LOL it depends, usually not, although I can be sometimes. Depends on my mood/personality rofl..

Do you seek approval from your friends before going out with someone?
Kind of yeah.
Not so much appoval as advice.

Are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
No way!

What are you doing tomorrow?
Lots of stufff, none of it any fun, except finally seeing Ryan :D

Do you get high a lot?
Err no, although it may seem as if I am most of the time.

Has one of your boyfriends best friends ever tried to get with you?
No! Lol.

Is there anyone who you think you deserve an apology from?
Nah, any apology I think I deserve, i've gotten.

Who do you think is the most attractive actor?
Would you like a list? Okay
James Dean, Johnny Depp, James Franco, Simon Baker, Jude Law, Brad Pitt, David Krumholtz, Tom Felton, Robert Pattinson (ew but yum) uhhm Heath Ledger, Leonardo Dicaprio, Ryan Phillipe, Macaulay Culkin and yeaa... I love actors.

Who wrote your favorite book?
I have a few, but Motley Crue :D or maybe Virginia Andrews.

Can you commit to one person?
Obviously.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
I had a killer headache, so fell asleep straight away.

Do you ever get depressed when something bad happens to a celebrity?
Only when they die. Or with Michael Jackson, yeah pretty much everything, I was wayy too obsessed with him.


How many sunglasses do you own?
One pair, in my draw somewhere =S

Do you think mouse traps are wrong?
NO, I hate mice.

Do you like the taste of beer?
Ew no. It only tastes okay when already wasted.
I cant drink it sober. yuck

Who's your worst enemy?
I have heaps, not sure they all know it, but :@

What color do you want to dye your hair?
Blonder! I wont stop

Do your pets like to destroy the house?
Paris does, by peeing everywhere.

What's your favorite sad song?
Goodbye my lover. LOL i only recently started listening to it, too sad to listen to really :( and yeah heaps, I love sad songs when i'm sad.
I have a whole playlist of them :O

Do you like the taste of fish?
LOL my first thought was "who the fuck would eat a fish" err dumbass
but yes, I love fish :)

Who was the last friend you stopped talking to and why?
I dunno, I ignored a few on MSN, coz im such a nice person.

Do you know anyone who has recently tried to kill themselves?
Umm not to my knowledge.

What was the one of the worst days of your life? Who were you with?
The worst day I can think of actually wasnt all that bad in the end, could have been a lot lot worse. most days are up and down, i dont really stay in one mood. so yeah i dunno wtf im on about

Have you ever tried to break someone up?
No thats mean.

Would you rather be a priest or a drug dealer?
drug dealer :)

How many states have you lived in?
One

Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Nah.

Are you a dog or cat person?
Um dog, only coz I have them

What were the last words you said to your Dad?
"Shut up"
pretty much all I say to him

Do you ever think about the past?
Well yeah, what else would I think of?
Nothing bad though.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
I think not

What are you listening to?
She Dont Have To Know- John Legend (L)

Last people you rode in a car with?
Mom

Do you find sleeping in a car easy?
NO lol, specially with Ryan sleeping on my lap lol, Queensland ;)

Are you stubborn?
Pretty much yeah

Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
I dont know, maybe.

What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid?
The same things im scared of now! Witches, spiders, clowns, death.

Do you miss the last person you kissed?
Lots :(.

When was the last time you completely broke down?
Uhm.. not completely, but I cried a bit too much Saturday night/ Sunday. poor Ryan lol.

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
Err, no i think i'd wannna stay there ;)

Are you wearing a ring?
Nopee.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
Nah

Are any of your friends virgins?
I doubt it lol

What were you doing at 11:00 last night?
Playing Wedding Dash =p I;m so lame. or maybe listening to zee ipod

What are you sitting on right now?
A rather uncomfortable chair./

You find out your ex is having a kid with someone you don't like, you say?
BHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
I'd more than care. or less. i dunno.

What did you last say to your brother? Sister?
Cant remember, probably the usual 'shut up' or 'dont talk to me'

Which color: orange or red?
red.

Last time you got let down?
Uh i dunno

Are you lying to yourself about something?
Im pretty much always in denial so yes.

Is your bathroom clean?
Yepp

What were you doing at 12 this afternoon?
Watching Will and Grace, new obsession.

What did you dress up as for Halloween?
Uh nothing. normal clothes

What is your favorite salad dressing?
Italian ;)
yum

Song playing right now?
Do Ya Wanna Touch Me- Gary Glitter (y)

Do you look like your sibling(s)?
NO
okay maybe.


We'll start things off blunt, are you a virgin?
Honestly.. no. Lol.

Someone tells you that your beautiful/good looking. What do you say?
I know right.
;)

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
You have problems, obviously.

Do you spend more time on myspace or facebook?
I'm more Facebook these days, sadly. I cannot stick to my morals! I was all against Facebook and Twilight. Next thing you know, im on Facebook talking about Twilight :(

Does your hair have layers?
Yuss.

What did you do today?
Errm, woke up, pondered my dream, watched Will and Grace, showered, cooked Yum Cha, and now this :)

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
Hell naw.

Are you attracted to the last person you hugged?
My Mom? No way.


Are you easy to make mad?
Hahah yes, I have such a random temper.

Would you rather donate to help sick kids or help abused animals?
Sick kids.

Is anyone irritating you?
Yeaa.

What are you listening to you?
I Want Your Sex- George Michael. hahaa

What do you want right now?
Coke, and love. :)

A random person yells to you "Hey baby" what do you say or do?
Run!

Do you want it to snow?
I highly doubt that would ever happen here.

Your ex, do they still like you?
Depends which 'ex' only like one of them hates me, that I know of.

Do you still like them?
Not really.

How many people have you had STRONG feelings for in the year of 2010?
One :)

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Pfft no, i'd change some thing, but not myself completely. if they dont like me, too bad :)

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
Yeaa lol. not that I answered.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Nope.

Are you angry with someone right now?
Little bit/

Why aren't you and the last person you kissed in a relationship?
We are!

Did anything wake you up in the middle of the night?
Nope, slept all the way through

What were you doing an hour ago?
Showeringg.

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Nope.

Are you completely 100% committed to your relationship?
absolutely.

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
I think so.

Is it awkward when you run into your ex's?
I dunno.

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
Yeah. but luckily he came back.

Who did you spend most of your time with last night?
Myself LOL

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Nah i love her :)

Your ex says "I'm sorry", what do you say?
Okay, for what? =S

If you are up after 3 am, what are you most likely doing?
Being insomniac, 'watching movies' with Ryan, or drunk somewhere.

Does anyone call you babe?
Yep :)

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
No!

Is there anyone you're holding onto, even though you know you shouldn't?
Nah :)

You found out you have to put down your pet. Are you crying about it?
Well yeah.

Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
Robert Pattinson (L)

Reach your right arm out, What do you touch?
Computer!

How long have you liked the person you like?
Almost a year now :)

What did you last drink?
Coffeee.

Who is the last person you texted?
Ryan, even though he can't reply.

What is this person to you?
Boyfriend

Are you busy tomorrow?
Yis actually.

How many letters in your middle name?
4

When's your birthday?
May 13.

What did you do before you went to sleep last night?
Messaged Ryan, then like passed out.


Do you want to see the movie Paranormal Activity?
I watched it with Ryan, so scary :(

Who's in your house right now?
Just me and Mom

Would you rather be called 'baby' or 'honey'?
Baby :) honey is just weird, unless you're a lot older than me.

The last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
No ideaa.

Are you currently talking to anyone?
Mommyy.

Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
Lmao yes, it's survived a lot.

Would you ever camp out under the stars, on the beach?
NO.

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
lots.

What should you be doing?
Something productive

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Yuup :) in front of Ambers house, lil bit tipsy, apparently I came onto him, which I highly doubt. still a very great night :D

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?
Kind of.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yeepp.

How does your heart feel?
Uh I dunno.

Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yess, things always change, hopefully for the better.

Do you currently have any bruises, jockeys ect?
Yeah of course.

Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
No thankss.

Im not the kind of girl who likes to be alone.

Is the person you text the most also your best friend?
He pretty much is really.

How many ipods have you owned?
Just the one. I had all mp3 players before that.

What are your feelings on texting? Do you think it's rude to text while you're hanging out with another person or on a date?
Yeah I think it's rude, but I do it too. Im such a hypocrite lol.

Do you own DVD box sets of your favorite TV show?
I have all of Friends :D and almost all of Will and Grace. I'll get there someday!

What is/was your favorite class in high school?
Usually English, or whatever the bludge lessons were.


Do you like to drive?
I've only driven a few times, and it was pretty fun. Scaring my mother and all.

Where do you find that you do the most thinking?
Bed! I think too much then.

How do you feel about boobs? If you're a guy, can you explain what is so attractive about them?
Yum. and no, im not a guy haha. Yeah I dont really get them, they're pretty much just an acessory to an outfit really, makes you look better. no use unless you breastfeed.

Have you ever seen the movie Dazed and Confused? If so, what did you think of it?
It sounds like the title of a story of my life!

Have you read the Harry Potter andor Twilight books? What do you think of them?
Unfortunately i've read both. Harry Potter I actually really got into, falling in love with Draco Malfoy along the way. I only read Twilight due to peer pressure and curiosity. and I think they make no sense. and they're highly unrealistic. Not that Harry Potter is exactly realisitic, but Edward Cullen just makes normal guys look bad coz of his damn perfection.

How often do you get your haircut?
Whenever my fringe starts to annoy me.

Do you like have long or short hair better?
Long?

Are you the sort of person who keeps the same best/close friends for years, or do you jump from group to group?
I usually keep the same friends, or add to them. not change.

Do you like fake (acrylic) nails, or do you think they look trashy?
Depends how they look on the person I spose.

Have you ever lived in/been to a trailer park?
Err no. I think i've been to one.

Do you feel like you always have to be in a relationship?
Nah, I never wanted one until I met Ryan. welll even in the first few months, I didnt think it was anything, but he proved me wrong :) but i'm usuallly content being single, i dont like being dependent, even though I am.

Do you feel like your identity comes more from what other people think of you, or from yourself?
Bit of both, but myself. I dont care for others views..

Do you smoke weed regularly? Do you feel like it's irresponsible to do so?
I do not, and never will. and yes, it is. but each to their own i spose.

Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex that has always been "just friends" with you?
Very few have remained 'just friends' Brad being an exception.


Do you think all of those movies produced by Judd Apatow (40-Year-Old Virgin, Knocked Up, Superbad, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Pineapple Express, Zach & Miri Make a Porno) all use the same jokes?
Uh, they;re all the same style of humour I spose. I still find them hilarious, especailly Superbad and Forgetting Sarah Marshall

Do you like touch screens on phones and computers, or do you find them annoying?
Well my Ipod one pisses me off, but you get used to it. Easily broken though, wouldnt like one on my phone.


What do you spend the most money on?
Drinks and food. and make up, hair dye and dvds.

What political issue do you feel the most strongly about?
Nothing really, im more involved in celebrity issues.

Do you believe in God?
No!

Why do you think some people have such strong faith while others don't have any?
Usually how they've been raised, or life events causing them to turn to religion.

Do you wear perfume/colone?
Yupp =)

Are you homophobic or racist at all?
Not homophobic, I adore gay guys. Maybe a tiny bit racist. Only towards Asians really.

For girls: Do you carry big purses, small purses, or no purseat all?
Huge ones, so I can smuggle drinks everywhere and carry all my make up, sometimes even a change of clothes.

For everyone: Why do girls usually carry purses while guys don't carry anything?
Guys use their pockets lol. Or have a satchel rofl.

Are you excited to be a parent someday?
Not excited about the parenting bit, be cool to have a kid though that I can turn into a mini-me, way to obsessed with Prince, purple and the 80s.

Can you even imagine yourself as a grownup?
HAHAHAHAHAH no. I'm still a child at 18, its gonna be a while before I grow up.


Do you think, even unconsciously, that people who smoke cigarettes look cooler than people who don't?
Umm no they look feral specially if they’re girls. Only James Dean had the ability to smoke a ciggie and look extremely hot while doing so. ;) Other than him, its a huge turn off.

Why do people hate country music so much?
Coz it seems like old people

Do you like reading classics or contemporary "teen" literature better?
I read anything really, I prefer biographys on bands though ^_^

Do you have Netflix? If so, do you find it hard to remember to send movies back?
Nope.

Do you ever feel like there's something really, really wrong with you?
Other than the fact i'm Histrionic...? No, im just moody lol.

When you're upset do you listen to sad music to reflect your mood, or happy music to bring it up?
Sure do, I love music as a mood fixer. I even have a sad playlist on Itunes. its good :)

Do you ever feel like life would be significantly easier if you were just a little better-looking?
Of course it would be.

Who do you think has it harder, ugly people or fat people?
I guess fat people can lose weight, while ugly people will always be ugly, but then fat people are noticed by everyone and made fun of. I suppose ugly is just an opinion, who is ugly to one may be beautiful to another.

Do you understand why people do drugs?
As much as I think its stupid, I do understand why it happens. Specially 80s rock stars.

Do you like cuddling?
I love it. who doesnt love cuddles??

Do you sometimes think it would be fun to be a slut?
To be honest, yes. Provided condoms were always used, and by slut you mean groupie in the 80s.

What do you think about people who drop out of high school?
Its their choice. Depends what they're dropping out for, if they have a goal, then its okay. if they're just derros who drop out with no job, then they're stupid.

Do you know what you want to do with your life, really?
I have a vauge idea, but not really. anythings possible.

Do you think you lie to your parents more or less often than other people your age?
Umm I don’t know, i dont lie that much.

Do you think people who wear sweats in public look sloppy?
Nah. depends what kind of 'sweats'

Are you younger or older than most of your friends?
Older, but I look a lot younger.

Do you ever feel like you're a bad influence on people?
I've been told I am! Haha but I dont think so. Maybe on Ryan. Okay definately on Ryan.

Are you proud of the person you're becoming?
Pfftt no.

Queensland 2010

Probably the best holiday i've ever been on, no offence to my family. But seriously, it was amazing. Spending two weeks with my beloved boyfriend and his large family. No stress, no fights, just relaxing during the day, and sex all night ;) LOL.


It all started Thursday the 14th of January, where we departed from Puckapunyal at about 3pm. Car travels are never any fun, yet somehow Ryan and I managed to not get bored, except perhaps towards the end. We amused ourselves by singing, eating, chatting, cuddling and whatnot. We stopped in Goulburn, in NSW for the night, got there fairly late. The motel looked like the type you'd see in a horror movie, where everyone gets slaughtered in the night. It was pretty spooky, old fashioned, and no one was around really. We stopped for dinner at some cafe that almost closed, when all 12 of us came in. The youngsters just about to go home for the night were like "OH SHIT"


Yet we sat down and enjoyed a nice meal. Went back to our motel rooms. Ryan and I had to share with Brandon and Leah. his step-siblings. None of us could sleep, so we stayed up for a while talking about stuff. Eventually, they fell asleep, me and Ryan were still awake ;)


So ah hem, yes anyway, we stayed up most of the night, having a deep and meaningful conversation. It was amazing really, I love those chats when you're in bed and talking about EVERYTHING. Even better when it's with someone I love so much, and want to tell everything.




Day 2- we were running late. I took a quick shower, Ryan kept walking in at various times getting ready, even opening the door wide when I was standing their naked for his younger siblings to see. = Awkward times.


We travelled all that day, stopping for lunch at McDonalds. It was yum. Ryan and I decided we needed a thickshake, for the car journey, yet we didn't even make it to the car before we scoffed it down. That night we stayed at some place, forget the name. It was so much better than the night before, the room was larger, we had a huge, sexy double bed, with aa big tv in front of it, and a shiny reflective headboard... ;)


We decided to go for a swim in the pool, where I decided not to go underwater, so I didnt ruin my hair. Yet everyone thought it'd be better to force me under! It was fun though, I almost died several times, I seemed to have forgotten how to swim so I rode around on Ryans back like a child. After that, we had delicious pizza from Eagle Boys, our favourite place now. Pigged out on that, then sat around, had a few drinks, and laughed at Emma, who acted like she was a drunk. We then went on the playground, and decided to go back up to bed. Emma grabbed the keys, and we were j oking, saying she was trying to drive us home, when drunk. I love our maturity.


Ryan and I watched Ghost that night, then heaps of random music videos, then Seven, then started watching some Zombie movie, which I fell asleep in. Only to wake up to Ryan staring at me. It was cute ^_^ potentially creepy.





Day 3- morning, woke up relatively early, ready to check out at 10. They had free coffee, so of course I took advantage of that, and even made my boy some tea, coz i;m such a nice person. We smuggled some biscuits out, to eat in the car. Our final car trip, much the same, Ryan kept laying on my lap to sleep, while I zoned out to listen to music on my ipod. Finally, we reached Queensland :)


We were staying at a place called Mermaid Beach, near Surfers Paradise. It was so beautiful, we stayed in a huge holiday house, complete with a pool, 5 bedrooms, huge kitchen, two living rooms, and over looking a lake, that even had a canoe. We looked around for a while, and then had dinner, and stayed up for ages sitting outside, talking. Ryan and I had a big room, with a balcony. :)





Day 4- was a lazy day. Woke up, brekky outside in the sun, then swimming. After that, Ryan and I took a walk to the shopping centre around 5 minutes away, where we discovered McDonalds, Hungry Jacks, and other shops. We went to Safeway and bought heaps of lollies. I wanted a Kinder Surprise, and was whining to Ryan, trying to get him to buy me one, when a lady behind us commented that I sounded like her children. Because I am clearly the most mature 18 year old ever. It was pretty funny though, we have too many father/daughter moments, kinda sick really. Only because I act like a child, while he acts like an adult and takes care of me.


After that, Ryan and I took the small canoe out on the lake. Soon as we hopped in, Ryan went to step past me to get to the oars, I leaned over, next thing you know, we capsized and fell in the water. It was such a bimbo moment, all I remember is seeing Ryan like "Oh shit!" and i fell in screaming ARGGH. lucky for bathers ;) We had a nice romantic trip after that, tried to move as little as possible, last thing we wanted was to go overboard in the middle of the lake. We got back and Bob and Brandon were fishing. We spotted a turtle, and Ryan ended up catching it, even though it scratched him heaps. TEENAGE MUTANT TURTLE CATCHERRR. It was fun though. After that we had a BBQ and sat around again. :)





Day 5- was Seaworld! Woke up bright and early to travel to Seaworld, not without getting lost first. Ryan saved the day with his Iphone! We got there and looked around at all the fishes and sharks and whatnot. I get so bored so easily of looking at animals, all I wanted was a rollercoaster! Then we went to the little kid area, which excited me. I wanted to go on some merry go round, but nooo i'm too old apparently. We chilled there for a bit, while the kids went on rides (lucky bastards) "AND THEY'RE BOTH THE SAME SIIIIZZEEE"


We ditched after that, to go on some jet racer thingyy. It was so fun, the line took forever, but Ryan and I amused ourselves as always. Scary ride, coz it was so fast, and theres no harness,you're on a jet ski thing, with a belt pushed up against your stomach, pushed forward to the handlebars, so I did not feel safe at all. At one point, I was screaming, then stopped randomyl, and Ryan thought I'd fallen off and panicked.


We went on some rollercoaster, which I freaked out on again, the Bermuda Triangle, which was so so fun, and some romantic log ride, where we spotted Ryans family up ahead of us, pushed through people, and Ryan knocked into some huge bloke with a beard, to get to them, then they told us off coz pushing in is 'wrong' we didn't go back though :)
Had Dominos Pizza for lunch, we're such fatties, but it was yum. I bought a big souvernier cup, which became my pride and joy. I carrried it around with me all day. Had icecream, chilled, then went home. We wanted Maccaz for dinner, coz pizza wasnt enough for us, so we went there and set ourselves a mission : eat the biggest burger McDonalds has to offer. Ryan decided it was the Grand Angus, I had some big bacon beef something. we managed to do it, then I was STILL hungry, but I refrained from eating more.





Day 6: Today Ryan and I decided that we wanted to go SHOPPING :) We got s bus to Pacific Fair, and immediatly began our adventure. First stop was JB HIfi. Ryan went a little crazy in there, overwhelmed by all the Who dvds he hasn't got. He bought a few, I settled on just getting Will and Grace, season 7. Also, I was looking at some dvds, when Ryan came up to me and went "I just saw the cutest thing ever!" I was confused, then he said "A gay blonde Asian" Lol i was like wtf, then turned around, to sure enough see, a blonde asian, who was as gay as anything. He was holding hands with his boyfriend, and squealing over dvds, and yelling out. They WERE cute indeed, bit odd that my boyfriend spotted it though. I do have my doubts about him sometimes lol. Then we saw them talking to some gangsta looking black guy, who I assumed wouldnt like gay men talkig to him. Then we saw him go "oh my god :O" so we were like haha gay gangsta. Very random indeedss. Then I lost my mascara, so I had to go buy soem more, along with hair products. Got a call from my Mom while shopping, Ryan kept pointing out condoms and lube at the same time. Looked at book shops, and heaps of clothes shops, while I whined about all the clothes I wanted but couldn't have, coz I had to save money. Had Healthy Habits for lunch, introduced Ryan to its delciousness. He was shocked at our eating healthy, so we got a milkshake after. Found an American candy shop, along with English lollies, like Galaxy, so we bought heaps naturally.
Took a bus into Surfers Paradise then, to go to the Haunted House. It's such a cool place,I went there last time and almost cried, I got so scared. Its not what I thought it'd be at all, and I couldnt wait to show Ryan it, when last time I was texting him trying to describe it, wishing he was just there with me. It was an amazing feeling knowing now he was, and we could experience it together.


And it was so scary. Even though I knew pretty much what to expect, that didnt stop me freaking out, and scaring Ryan even more by screaming at every littel thing. It was so fun though, I loved it. The spider bit almost made me hyperventialite, I just held Ryans hand, shut my eyes, and run through it screaming. He thinks im crazy.


Then we decided to go out for dinner at a restraunt. The biggest dilemma? What did we feel like? We walked around for AGES, me being convinced I knew the way, but getting us lost and breaking my shoe. Eventually, we found a restruant area, but still couldn't decide what I wanted. I felt like Chinese, Ryan said he hated it, then realised Chinese isnt just rice and noodles, so we found a good place and ate their. Ryan had beer, I had Coke. I've changed so much, it's scary = I guess the 'Smirnoff Incident' really did put me off alcohol for a while.


After our meal, I led Ryan to Cold Rock, and got icecream :D Ryan once again proved his feminity, by exclaming "HOW CUTE IS THAT GUY" about some pretty boy behind the counter at Cold Rock. Seriously, worried about it. lol. The icecream was yumy, but then we panicked coz we had to catch a bus. We got on one taking us to Pacific Fair, amusing ourselves by listening to some MUzzas behind us talking to some slut, who in about 10 mins, revealed she'd been arrested, had a one night stand, got high in her living room, and flashed her boobs at Pizza Hut. It was a pisser, I was trying so hard not to burst out laughing.


Unfortunately, we missed our bus back to Mermaid Beach. Which meant we had to walk home : Now it would have been like a 30 min walk, had we known exactly where to go. Ryans iphone led us most of the way then it went flat so we had to guess. We guessed wrong many times. We freaked out coz we were in dark lonelt streets, no idea where to go and some man on a bike was riding around. we laughed that he was probably scared of us coz of us being teenagers. "Oh shit, dont get a flat tire now!"


Ryan entertained me by making up random songs, and pretending he was in a Disney film. It started to annoy me, so I put my headphones in and listening to other music. I'd zoned out, yet noticed Ryan was STILL singing to himself. I paused to hear "TO PROVE MY FATHER WRONG!" and Ryan doing a really queer run, so I burst out laughing, it was so hilarious and well timed. We actually thought up an idea for a musical.


Eventually, we found our way after about 2 hours of walking. We got home, exhausted, and passed out watching some movie made by Roger Daltrey named Tommy, which was one of the trippiest movies i've seen.





Day 7- MOVIE WORLD! I was so excited, being the movie world fan I am. We got there, and immediatly ran to the big scary rides. We then decided to take a walk around first, me leading the way. We looked at the shops, then I got hungry so we bought lunch. I got another souvernier cup :D Then we went on the Wild West ride, waited in line for so long. It was so fun, except you go down this big waterfall thing, and I was wearing a white dress, so I got water all over me. I looked like such a slut, dripping wet, boobs hanging out, see thru haha :P
After that, we went on the Scooby Doo coaster, which was also very fun :) My photo actually looked normal for once. Gah, I love that ride so much, its like a perfect blend of scariness and amusement. Except some little bitch tried to push in front of us, so we kept blocking her off. Then Ryan dragged me on the Lethal Weapon. That was so freaky, I really didnt want to go on, but he's a good persuader so I ended up on it. Screamed the whole time, and banged my head and got a killer headache. stupid scary rollercoasters. After that we watched the parade, including seeing Marilyn Monroe. We decided I needed to take her job, I look a lot more like her. This wannabe looked wog and had a retardedd face. They needed my pale face and blue eyes! I'd barely need a wig either!Grrr. My dream job, standing around, looking sexy, dressed as my idol and taking picturess with randoms.


After all that, we went on the Batman simulater thing, which just made me feel sick, as always. But we loved Batman so ehh. Then the Shrek 4d cinema, also very fun. Then finally, the Superman Escape, the scariest, yet funnest rollercoaster. It still haunts me! I screamed the whole time, yet had so much fun. Ryan just laughed.
That night we got Eagle Boys pizza for dinner. God I love that place, it's so cheap and so yum. We scoffed it down so quickk, then went to Maccaz LOL. we looked like such fatties, going from pizza back to Maccaz. Yet Ryan just wanted a milkshake, as always.



Day 8- Another 'lazy day' Ryan and I had a wicked sleep in, then decided that we wanted to go the cinema. We also remembered seeing Hard Rock Cafe in Surfers Paradise, and being the music fans that we are, decided to go there for lunch. Its like my dream restaurant, music stuff everywhere. I found a Bon Jovi tshirt, around the same time I discovered I was pretty much out of money. We looked at all the memorobillia, Ryan loved it alll coz there was Who stuff. Once we got inside, right near our table was Slash's jacket, and a letter he wrote to Michelle Young, the inspiration behind 'My Michelle' so naturally I was fasicanted by that. It was such a sweet letter too :) I felt like I was in a 50s diner, it had that look to it. I also ordered a burger and milkshake, which made me feel like I was in Grease. Which was cool.

After lunch, we took a bus to Pacific Fair, with a very Aussie Asian bus driver. Confused the hell out of Ryan. We walked around for ages, Ryan bought some English game magazine which he fell in love with. I bought water, coz i was dying. Then we watched TOY STORY... in 3d :) I love it. It was so cool though, they played Toy Story 1 and 2, so I felt like I was a little girl again, when I actuallly went and saw them in cinemas when they first came out. At least im with someone who appreciates the classics hehe. We walked home, coz it was a nice night ,and Ryan knew the way finally. Saw Bats and Lizards.. very strange. Had Hungry Jacks for a late dinner. We wanted Nandos, but just as we got there, they closed :O Bitches.



Day 9- Wet and wild ;) Theme park or relationship slogan? As Ryan once asked hehe. Now last time I went there, I was, ironically enough, depressed, moody and missing Ryan. I didnt even feel like going on any rides there. But this time I had my boy with me, so of course it was fun. He dragged me on all the scary water rides. First one we went on was the Black Hole, basically an all black, dark water slide. Was fun though. Waiting in line wasnt even boring, we just made fun of all the ugly people. and girls from the wrong decade. Went on a few more scary rides, then had a yummy lunch. I got another souvernier cup, to complete my collection :D It was amazing. We went in the wave pool, which was a struggle. I kept falling over, and Ryan was tackling me, then we both fell over heaps, then the waves knocked us about. I got so many bruises from that thing. Anyway, so many fun rides, can't believe i missed out on most of them last time. Ryan made it more fun :)

Had Eagle Boys again that night. Same dude served us, he knows we're fattys. Bought some wine too, as it was our last night in Queensland. Had like two glasses back at home, then fell asleep watching Tommy, the Roger Daltrey movie. Ryan knew how to wake me up though ;)

Day 10- Sigh, our final day in Queensland. Was pretty boring really, packed everything up in the morning, got in the car, both Ryan and I got car sick so I slept most of the way. We stayed in Port Macquarie, at some scary motel again. Ryan and I shared a room. but with single beds :O
Went out down the street there, found some lake area, was pretty happening. Got Fish and Chips for dinner :) We all went on the playground, and decided to take over all the rides. With like 7 of us, it wasnt hard to intimidate all the lil kiddys and take over the best ride things :) All went on some massive swing lol. I love being a child still. Then we went for a walk while waiting for food. Theree was like a flock of bats all flying the one way, taking over the sky so it appeared all black. At first we all thought it was birds, but Leah went and asked some bouncer, and he told us they were bats, and it happens every night./ Was really amazing, never seen so many bats ever, let alone all in one place, flying together, in the one direction.
We also saw some random 'street performer' who was basically just a young man,dressed in all white, standing still. Of course, it freaked me out. But the kids all just tried to get him to move. He would randomly jump out and grab someone while we stared at him. So freaky. I decided i'd make a much better statute, just pose in a sexual position in a bikini and see the money i make :)
Then later on we caugth him, not in white, eating fish and chips!
Felt sick again that night, so went to bed early. Was having some random dream about a black telling me he needed to urgently talk to me, and was woke up by Ryan laying next to me ,kissing me all over. It was so cute ^_^ but i was still half asleep when it happened, so I thought some black man was molesting me.


Day 11-
The next mornings car trip was much more fun. I wasn't sick, Ryan and I cuddled a bit, and he kept falling asleep on my lap while I listened to music again, so it was pretty relaxing. We had Mcdonalds again for lunch, so yummy <3>
Stayed at some really nice hotel this time. Had a mini bar, which I was so tempted to touch, but didnt. Foxtel on the tv, biscuits that we had. Then we went out for dinner at some restraunt, it was so good. Ryan and I being idiots as always. Except he drank Carlton Draught, which I can never drink again, after th one night Ryan and I broke up for. I went out and got wasted, so much so that I resulted in drinking beer. Everytime I see it now, it just brings back horrible memories, me sitting alone with beer, being fine all afternoon with the break up, then finally that night, it all hitting me.That I was alone and he was never coming back, and I didnt know how to live without him. Thank God he got back with me the next day. Anyway, that caused me to have a bit of a low, but Ryan snapped me out of it, like he always manages to. The food was so yum, I only had salad, coz I was over hot food really, but Ryan had wedges with his meal, so I stole some of them.
And then had an amazing night with him <3

So yeah, not much happened the next day, got back to Ryans and such. This holiday was so perfect in every way, and i'll never forget it. <3

Blogging it.

Only becoming a little obsessed with posting surveys on this blog. cbf talking about life and such right now, surveys are more fun XD

Describe your last dream?
I had heaps of random ones, one I remember was being in a nightclub, seeing Emily and asking her to come drink with me, and she said she'd given up drinking :O

Is there anyone you wish you still had a chance with?
Nope, I have who I want :)

How many times a day do you check yourself in a mirror?
Over a million!

Do you change your clothes more than twice a day?
Yeah sometimes if I get bored of what i'm wearing or I find something better.


Llama or alpaca?
Llama. I dunno.

Do you hate it when people take photos of the sky and call it 'photography'?
LOL I hate it when people take photos of themselves, over-edit it on Photoshop, and then call it 'Photography'

How many days in a leap year?
Fark, I dunno. I don't pay attention to minor things like that.


How many years do you have left of school?
None! Schools out

Chocolate or strawberry ice-cream?
Vanilla!

Have you ever had feelings for the same sex?
LOL only celebrities, like Marilyn Monroe and Pamela Anderson. and only coz I wanna look like them.

Have you ever been ON A BOAT MOTHERFUCKERS?
I HAVEEE.

Dr Phil or Opera?
Oprah. :)

I'm watching Judge Judy, are you?
Sure am not.

What are you doing next Monday?
No ideaa. Monday will be shit, everyone goes back to school.

How about next Friday?
DONT KNOOOWW. i think I need a Melbourne trip. or a job to get money to go to Melbourne.

What was the favourite thing that you got for Chirstmas?
Errm.. my iPod, which caused me to neglect Ryan for a few weeks :P

Who did you hang out with at the start of highschool?
The very start? All the girls from Primary School. and Brad :) Year 7 was the best.

When you were young, were you obsessed with horses?
Lol no, I was too obsessed with Barbies.

Your favourite band or song at the moment?
Its always Prince! and Bon Jovi. and Pinball Wizard by The Who. Damn you Ryan!

Do you ever flirt with people over myspace?
Used to lol, how sad.

How many times have you been to church?
Like once or twice for things.

What would you do if you saw a squirrel eating mustard on a beach?
Literally rofl.

Do you play any musical instruments?
Nopee.

Have you ever been called 'emo' 'scene' or 'goth'?
Emo LMAO. By like heaps of stupid bitches, when clearly i'm not. that could have been the days of my thick eyeliner though.

Will you die in your home or in a nursing home?
I'd rather die at home. or not die at all really.

Have you ever ridden motorbikes?
Yuup, Jay and I had a purple rain moment on them lol.

How many years until you have your open license?
Who knows, I need to start driving more LOL L plate bitch.


Peanut butters good hey?
Mmmm (L)

What are you worried about at the moment?
Few things, feeling better about a lot though.

What are you excited about at the moment?
Nothing really, lifes shit without Ryan. I need moneysss!


Would you feel funny if you kissed somebody of the same sex?
Depends who. I'm sure Ryan wouldn't mind if it was some hot blonde that looked like me lmao.

Name three things in your room that other probably don't have in theirs:
Purple Rain on vinyl, Alvin and the chipmunks on DVD and a big James Dean poster.

What's your best jacket like?
Comfy :)

If your best friend grabs your hand, what do you automatically do?
Lol I don't know. be used to it?

What's something you can cook or bake like a pro?
Nothing LOL. Toast? Sweet chilli wraps? ;)

Do you have plans for tonight?
Nothing at all, stay up on MSN and Facebook probs, maybe a little bit of Will and Grace.

What deodorant do you wear?
Some stuiff.

If you could pull off any hairstyle, what would it look like?
I don't know, Marilyn Monroe hair? Even though i'd look like I belong in the 50s.

What is the worst thing that happened so far today?
I have a sore throat :O

Did that ruin your day?
Its gonna annoy me thats for sure.

What's something good you're looking forward to?
No ideaaa.

Besides furniture, what's the biggest thing in your bedroom?
I dunno.

Name three things that are the colour of your fave colour:
My cup, my wall, my floor. LOL

Do you diet and exercise regularly?
LOl hell naw.

What's something that you think is really cute?
"I just saw the cutest thing EVER. A gay blonde Asian!"
hahaha I love my boyfriend

Would you rather donate time, blood, or money?
Blood LOL I have heaps of that. and it saves lives!

Why are hugs so great?
Coz you feel close :)

Do you think fashion models are bizarre or beautiful?
Mostly bizarre. I dunno, dont pay attention to them really. I prefer actresses.

Describe your feet:
?

Do you ever stop to think that things could be a lot worse than it is?
No, everything bad always happens to me! LOl im so self centered.

What's a pretty bird?
Me. hahahaha

Besides sleeping, what do you do in bed?
Oh you ;)
Uhhm.. read, listen to music, text, drink occasionally.

If you see somebody crying, do you start crying too?
YES Lol happens alll the time, i'm a sympathetic crier.

Is the last person you called attractive?
Errr no.
well I dunno, she's my Mom haha.

Are you comfortable naked?
Most of the time

What does your name mean?
I think its a tree haaha woo.

How do you like your hoodies?
Yuss, I need more though.

Have you ever hacked into somebody's account?
Lmao yes.

Do you get complimented on your looks or personality more?
Looks usually, no one takes time to see my personality, unless they already know me that is. and its never compliments, its always how much of a child I still am.

Is having to pee really badly worse than being really thirsty?
Uhhm.. both are bad.

Were you a cute baby?
I'd like to think so!

What do your nails look like?
Normal?

Are you talking to anybody right now?
Nah, was talking to Dad but he bailed.

Have you ever touched a Qu'ran?
Excuse me?

Can grills be sexy on a guy?
If they're black, maybe its okay. if you're white.. hell no.

Are braces cute?
No

Do you love animals more than most?
Nah, I like them a normal amount, sometimes they piss me off.

How tall are your tallest socks?
Knee highs ;) oh I miss school now.

What's in your belly right now?
Nothing? lol

Which of your friends is the cutest?
ME. lol no I dunno.

Which of your friends makes you laugh the hardest?
Alll.

Why do you eat fastfood?
CoZ its yummyy.

What's something good that's on your mind right now?
Ryan :)

yup yup

Queensland was amazing! Twice in 12 months, made perfect by the fact I got to spend two weeks with my boyfriend :)
Best two weeks of my life. <3><

Do you think you'll have a Valentine this year?
I reckon so! Its like two weeks away, how exciting. my first Valentines with a boyfriend lol.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon?
Hopefully not emotionally, physically yes, coz I always do.

Whats better, amazing eyes or amazing smile?
I love both, eyes are prettier though.

Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Yes, quite recently in fact

Are you currently sad?
Lil bit yeah. more confused/worried than anything.

What are you currently listening to?
Prince <3

How tall is the last person you kissed?
Pretty tall, I like it :)

Do you always answer your texts?
Usually, unless I cbf.

What would you say if the last person you kissed told you that kissing you was a mistake?
LOl well he's made over a million mistakes then :P

Have you done something recently that you regret?
Nah :)

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
I pretty much tell him everything, I love our random chats at like 3am about everything.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing drugs?
Easy.
Unless it's caffeine..

Is it ever too late to apologize?
In a way yeah it can be. but it's still good.

Does anyone like you?
Love I hope.


Have you ever been completely alone with a boy in their bedroom?
:O many many times. lol

Why aren't you texting the last person you kissed?
He's on MSN and i'm pretty sure he can't text anyway, silly boy.

Will the last person you kissed be the next person you kiss?
YIS

Do you like to hold hands?
Yeaahh I love it.

Is anything wrong?
A few things.

Is there a person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yup

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Someone else.

Are you a jealous person?
At times yeah

Do yiou think age matters in relationships?
Nah. if its like 20 years, then there may be some problems, even though i'm all for older guys.

Ever feel like you’re not good enough?
Sometimes, it never used to happen.

Do you like to cuddle?
Very much so.

Is your life falling apart or coming together?
Err neither

What month were you born in?
May

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
Its my Mom!

Do you think people think bad things about you?
Probably yeah.

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Next month is in like a few days, so im gonna say yes.

Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
Pretty much all Ryan.

What did you do today?
Had a Friends marathon with Ryan :) then lots of cuddles. then home to an empty and lonely house :(

Have you had alcohol in the past 48 hours?
I actually haven't.

Where would i have found you at 11pm last night?
Errm watching movies with Ryan :)

Have you eaten a live fish?
Ew no

What pissed you off yesterday?
Nothing I don't think. travelling in a car for like 6 hours

Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?
Off, I feel weird wearing shoes indoors

When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
Off, unless im alone then I have them on coz I get freaked haha.

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
Beforeee

Do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yess,even though i've just seen him/

Is there anyone else in the room with you?
Nope, alone.

Can you honestly say you okay right now?
Ehhh.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
I doubt it. might get up early-ish though

Is your room clean?
Yes, Mom cleaned while I was away. soon to be messed up with my unpacking.

Do you check your texts straight away when you recieve them?
if I have my phone on me, yep.

Does anyone hate you?
Most likely

You get a text message, who do you want it to be?
Ryan :)

Is anything bothering you?
Yeaahh

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
Yeah, everything.

Do you have dial-up or broadband?
Broadband, fuck dial up

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Pepsi Max yumyum.

Will you have a boyfriend / girlfriend in the next 6 months?
Really don't know, I sure hope so.

Do you plan on getting your hair cut anytime soon?
Maybe my fringe.

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
Uhhmm I have

Do you straighten your hair?
Sometimes

Can you sleep in jeans?
I have a few times, not comfy

Have you read "To Kill a Mockingbird"?
No, I think i've seen the movie though,

Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Heaps LOL and I almost always get caught.

When was the last time you ate Sushi?
Years ago.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Ew no

What colour are your eyes?
Blue

Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
Yuupp.

Do you like your life at the moment?
Sometimes lol

What would you take from your house if you knew it would be flooded?
Oh God, I'd give it a good shot at grabbing everything. important ones would be my box of memories, phone,ipod, photo albums, and laptop lol. and clothes and make up. and my Friends dvds and Prince stuff. :)

If you could erase anything you ever said to anyone, what would it be?
Horrible stuff i've said to Ryan, wish I could take it back.

Your stuck in a room for an hour with a chalk board, what do you draw on it?
I'd probably write out heaps of random lyrics. coz thats how I roll.

Your theme song is called?
Prince.

If your life was a movie, what category would it be in? (horror, Romance)
Romantic comedy! For sure lol. or a musical lol.

How much does it take to make you laugh?
Not much at all, everythings funny. even when i'm upset I still laugh.

How many sheep do you want on your farm?
Try none.

Which wizard of Oz character are you most like?
Err none. I dont know!

You learn through mistakes, what mistake are you glad you made? (to learn)
Going through a few years of shit guys to find my perfect one.

Would you ever run naked in the rain with your love?
Sounds fun.

Do you think Giant anacondas really have a purpose on this earth?
Eww. no scary animal has any purpose on my planet!

Which is worse...15 pounds underweight or overweight?
Under.

Do you like eating icecream out of the carton?
Im not that piggy!

Do you find it gross to share drinks with family or friends?
Nah I share drinks with like everyone.

Do you trust your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yeep.

Does the world revolve around you?
Sure does. lol. at least I think so

Do some people truely not deserve to live?
Many people. unfortunately they're the ones who live until they're like 100

If the world comes to an end...how do you think it will go?
explosion!

How long does it take you to get out of bed in the morning?
Aaagess. every morning on the holiday we'd set an alarm for like 8 and spend the next hour tryna get outta bed and into the shower.

What do you think well use other planets for in the future?
Shopping! i dunno.

What do you think about california?
I think I would have loved to hit up Sunset Strip in the mid 80s ;)

Is it important to you to always stay(live) close to family?
Not important, but I wouldn't exactly move too far away from them

Why are slasher films entertaining?
People getting killed?

Do you think it would be a good idea if we rebirthed dinosaurs?
If you wanna die and destroy cities, then sure.

What do you think about tennesee?
HICKSS.

What kind of animal do you think the world could live without?
Every insect.

If you were a spider where would you crawl away and live?
Ew go away.

Would you prefer to be emotionless, so you didn't have to feel a heartbreak?
Yep, even though I enjoy living emotions to the fullest, heartbreak would hurt too much. missing someone you havent seen in like a few days hurts enough :( so yes, no emotion would be good but bad.

When you die, and if you become an angel, who will you watch over?
My family. and Ryan to make sure he cries and I get to see it.

If when you die, you become a ghost, would you try to contact your loved ones?
Nah i'd leave them be.

Is there a way to solve world hunger, that we are ignoring?
Probably.

What do you think should be added to planes?
Just make a replica of the Motley Crue jet :)

Do you have a weak stomach for watching animals consume each other?
I dont watch it!

If you could go back in time to the dinosaur era, would you take a visit?
Nah.

Which popular pretend character do you wish really existed?​(​santa,​ tooth fairy, etc.)
Draco Malfoy, mmm mm

If leprechauns existed what would the world be like?
Errm.

Mistakes help you learn, but is there some you regret making?
Yeahh a few, but eh.

Do you often make the same mistake twice? three times? constantly?
Lol yes! i never seem to learn really.

NYE.

Was great, yet not. There was some vital things missing from my evening, especially in comparison to last year. The main, shocking one? I wasn't drunk : I'd had a fight with Ryan in the afternoon, so decided cracking open a bottle of Passion Pop and basically downing all that was a good idea, ending in me emotional and feeling sick by the time we were ready to go out. I had a Cruiser on the way, then realised police were swarming the lake, because there was no alcohol allowed : My actions that night proved how i've matured from last year, where the same rule applied. Last year, I had a bottle of Vodka stashed in my bag, with a lil bit of lemonade for the drinking. I managed to get away with it, getting myself trashed through the night, until about 2am, when the cops found us and tipped out alocohol out, me hiding on a slide behind a guy i'd got friendly with.

This year? Decided I didn't need alcohol to have fun, so went on some carnival rides and laid on the grass with my boyfriend. it was cute, and not risky at all.

Later that night, there was an announcement that a storm was coming this way, so they had to let the fire works off early. i was pissed off. But then a storm hit at almost exactly 12am, pissing down rain, thunder, lightening, the works. Ryan and I almost decided to make a break for it, but instead, slowed down and wanderered in the rain. it was weirdly romantic, even if we did end up back at mine, saturated.

Then the power decided to go out just as we decided to watch Titanic. we had torches and candles, that amused us for some time, until everyone went to bed. then I got scared because of the after effects of Paranormal Activity and slept with Ryan :P
All in all, a decent evening, made better by my boyfriend of course.