Note To Self

Never drink a bottle of Everglades, put a little bit of gangsta rap on, dance around drunk, decide it's a good idea to put eyeliner on your boyfriend, give him a side fringe, and then he starts crying coz the eyeliner burns... it can only end in... naughty things ;)
LMAO
Which then resulted in me passing out then throwing up all night :) Im classy.

Your number 2 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I'd run after him.

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
Pretty boring, had a few guys on the go lol.

The person you have feelings for shows up at your house right now, what do you do?
Drag him to my bedroom.

Who was the last person you texted?
Ryan

Who was the last person to call you?
I dunnooo

What does your #2 call you ?
My name? The occasional other nick name :P

Do you have an older brother?
Nope, just a younger one

Last time you held a baby?
Aggees ago

The pool or the beach?
Pool, I hate sand.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Yuup.

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
Lying in bed with my boyy

Have you ever swam in a pool that wasn't yours?
I dont have a pool, so yes. many.

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Ew no.

When was the last time you talked on the phone for over an hour?
Hmm few weeks ago.

Will you be a strict parent someday?
I'd be the laid back cool parent, feeding the children alcohol and trying to make them into mini- Laura's.

Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
Motley Crue (y).

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Just had some water, bout the only thing I can drink without feeling sick :(

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Yeah I think so. Maybe sometimes.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
I really dont remember :

Do you like waking up to new texts in the morning?
Dont mind, I do like the occasional sweet Good Morning msg.

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
I dunno! Kissed Ryan maybe? who knows, I was wasted.

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
Hopefullyy

Where was your default picture taken?
Emilys bedroom. reowwrr ;)


What were you doing at 1am this morning?
...Who knows. LOL.

Who was the last person you just sat down and had a good chat with?
I dunno.

Ever had a threesome?
Aah no lol

When is the last time you saw number one on your top friends?
Last night/this morning.

Have you ever told someone you hated them and meant it?
I always do.

Do you and your friends ever make up 'code names' for people?
Yess haha practically every person I know has like a code nickname :P

Do you know how to work a barbecue?
No, im not that Aussie.

Do you find it rude when people text when they're talking to you?
Well I can't say its rude, when I spend most of my day texting Ryan

What would you do if the last person you spoke to on the phone asked you to marry them?
I dunno who i was.

How long would it take to walk to the nearest McDonald's?
A very long time :(

Takes Time.

Ah yes, it's been a while since i've updated on my adventures.
Lets see.. been a bit of drama at school. I've been a bad, bad girl ;)
Okay well, since I am probably one of the most laziest girls you will ever meet, I decided for the last few weeks that going to certain classes were just not worth my time, and doing things like drinking, and buying hot chips, or going to Goulbourn Park and engaging in..activities... were better ways to spend school time. As everyone knows, eventually everyone gets caught for their crimes, and this was no excpetion. Emily decided not to go to Pysch, and I, due to the promise of chips, I decided to miss out on Literature. Unfortunately, our coordinator went looking for us, discovered neither of us were in class, put two and two together, and called our parents enquiring on our whereabouts. Luckily, i'm smart and good at crying on cue, which ended up turning into real sadness, and we just escaped expulsion. Was scary though :( Suprisingly enough, my Mom didn't ground me, really yell at all, and got over it pretty quick, when I was expecting to get murdered. But I think I learnt my lesson, other than my slight slip-up, once again involving hot chips, where I got caught down the street wit Amber and Ryan. But yeah, other than that, i am now a good girl :)

Now, Friday. Emily and I decided we'd been spending too much time with our boyfriends, and organised a girls night. Girls night for Emily and I, is buying cheap wine, taking random pictures, and yelling out at randoms. Friday night was no exception.
We got rid of the guys, and went down and bought our alcohol, an event which took at least an hour. We wanted cheap alcohol that got us fucked up quick. My first thought was Goon, but knowing me, i'd throw it all up and be sick all night, so decided against that. Ended up with 2 bottles of Passion Pop. Cheap, and PURPLE. what more do I need?
Turns out, a lot more. After a few Pulses, and some sexual webcamming with uh,, Ryan LOL, and making fun of randoms, we hit the streets with our Passion Pop, in plastic Champagne flutes. I felt very sophisticated.... LOL.

Somehow, don;t actually remember, we ended up at Maccaz, as always, and befriended a number of guys, which is always a bad idea when i'm involved. Not only am I an incredibly sleazy drunk usually, I seem to attract the freaks. And not to mention, this time around, I have a boyfriend, so hooking up with randoms was a no-go.
Luckily, they gave us free drinks, and offered to buy us more at the pub. This is where the fun night..stops being fun. I'd gone past my sleazy stage, skipped angry, and went on to depressed. Normally, depressed drunk Laura found comfort in the arms of the nearest male or boyfriend, but no boyfriend around. So I went through a massive missing Ryan phase. I kept callin him, stalkerish, and ended up calling him from a payphone, demanding that he call me back, coz it was an emergency. Poor guy probably panicked, knowing what i;m like when i'm drunk and probably thought I was throwing up somewhere. But no, I just realised how in love I am. Sad really. I missed him so much. Maybe it was the effects of alcohol, maybe it was my epiphany on love, and how much one person can change in a year.

Anyway, I spent ages on the phone to Ryan, not saying all that much except how much I missed him and loved him, and a running commentery on all the stuff I was walking into, and the random guys yelling out at me. =S
We arrived at the pub, keen to see these guys with a promise of free drinks. But no, little miss Laura HAS NO FUCKING ID. i hate myself :( So Emily went in and tried to score the drinks, except was informed that she wasnt allowed to take drinks outside. Meanwhile,, I was sittng on some random seat (still not sure how I got there) on the phone STILL, trying not to burst out crying because my drunkeness had not only reached being depressed, I was now sleepy and confused. The night ended with us trying to navigate our way home, singing Lady Gaga and.. James Brown? and me depressed coz im a sad fool in love :(
Then Gossip Girl and icecream!!!!!! :D

Hopefully next outing will be much better and not so emo on my part. Although if its not emo, its angry and hating everyone, or overly sleazy and takng clothes off everywhere...hmm..

Bed Of Roses.

Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano
Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head
And some blond gave me nightmares, think that she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and french kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps it's own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love, the truth, what you mean to me and the truth is
Baby you're all that I need

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well I'm so far away the step that I take's on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd give each night
To see through this pay phone
Still I run out of time or it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to
You I'll just close my eyes, whisper baby blind love is true

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well this hotel bar's hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
Well I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died
Ooh yeah

Now as you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me to stand in her spotlight again
Tonight I won't be alone
But you know that don't mean I'm not lonely
I've got nothing to prove for it's you that I'd die to defend

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down

Freaking LOVE this song atm. Jon Bon Jovi just has the sexiest voice ever. Definately one of my favourite singers, and such a good man. Unlike most of the 80s glam scene, Bon Jovi never got into the drugs, drinking and women, and yeah they were made fun of a lot for their songs and style, but they're all still playing, making music, healthy and happy, so there ya go, not every band has to live their life the way Motley Crue did. Not that theres anything wrong with them either :)

As much as I am into the glam side of things, still love Bon Jovi. How can I not? I've been listening to them for as long as I can remember, even though I never really had a choice, as my mother is a massive Bon Jovi fan. I've been brainwashed into loving them. Well ,every 80s band I love, my Mom does too, apart from Hanoi Rocks and Cinderella and all that. Not as popular as the stuff she was into. But yeah, anyway =)

LOVE.