LaurazLand

I dont like feeling.

2010-02-16T22:21:00.000-08:00

What's your favorite cereal?
Fruit Loops! Though I rarely eat cereal, or breakfast for that matter.

Do you like standing in front of fires?
I dooo, in winter anyway. Summer.. not so much.

What's the geekiest game you're involved with?
None! I is no geek

In the club, would you rather them play techno or hip-hop?
Hip hop. Techno bores me after a while. :)

What age do you want kids?
In my 20s at some point. Maybe about 25?

Do you watch those judge shows?
Judge Judy you mean?? I have occasionally.

Is Taylor Lautner REALLY all that good-looking?
No! He has a hot body and that is all! His face isnt all that great.

Have you met anyone famous?
Yes, but not enough :(

What are you drinking right now?
Just polished off some Pepsi Max, mmm good shit.

Has this school year gone by fast for you so far?
So slow. Actually January flew by, probably because I was in Queensland, but February is taking foreveerr.

Have you been outside the country? (Where?)
No :(

Doesn't it suck that BBQ Cheez-Its and smoothie Skittles are gone?
Sure... if you say so kid.

Do you have that kind of teacher who's super laid back and cool?
I used to have the odd cool teacher.

What time is it?
5:35pm

Can you watch R-rated movies by yourself?
Of course. I prefer watching them with someone else though

Have you ever snuck into a movie?
Well techinally I walked into another cinema and watched half a movie, unknowing that it wasnt the movie I wanted, then waited to watch the movie I actually wanted to see. Oh and once we left some gay boring movie and went and watched Madagascar instead :P

Are you going to see Toy Story 3, even at your mature age?
Ryan and I already watched Toy Story 1&2 in 3D :D so we must go see the third one! lol.

How old are you?
18

Do you have a pet?
Just two dogs.

Did Cloverfield make you motion-sick?
It did a lil bit actually. I got over it after a while. that movies weird.

Were you part of that super small minority who voted for Kris Allen?
No...

Are you a homophobe?
Nope, love my gays.

Could you be a vegetarian for any extended period of time?
I have before. I doubt I could do it again, I just loveee the meat ;)

Do you wear contacts?
Nope.

Is the glass half full or half empty?
Neither!

What's your favorite color?
Purple <3

Do you listen to sad songs when you're sad or happy songs to cheer you up?
Mix it up, bit of both. Depends if i'm wallowing in self pity, or trying to get happy again.

Are you a fan of seafood?
Yummy.

Can you imitate accents?
I try LOL, they're usually terrible, especially when I try and sound English.
Ryan does the best random accents.

Have you been to the Seattle space needle?
No.

Do you use Youtube to listen to music?
If I can't download the song off Limewire, then yes.

What's your favorite movie?
All. Lol I can't choose. Probably Purple Rain, coz i'd never get bored of it. not for the story line, more for shirtless Prince humping stages and rubbing Appollonia.

Are you a rain person?
Only if i'm not in it.

Which side of the brain do you use? (Left- English etc., right- math, etc.)
Obviously I use both, i'm more right brain, the creative one. Not MATH!.

Which of the Pirates of the Carribeans was your favorite?
The 2nd one. Johnny Depp and Keira Knightley kiss ;) yum yum/

Wasn't the last Harry Potter unusually awful?
It was the best one by far! Crying Draco...mmm...

Are you counting down the days for anything?
Weekend, hurry up!

Gatorade or Powerade?
They're the same thing! But Gatorade, coz it has sexy purple.

What did/are you going to have for dinner tonight?
Steak urggh.

When do you graduate?
I have! 2009.

Do you think the world's gonna end December 21st, 2012?
I doubt it.

Are you going to see the movie?
2012?
Ah no.

Do you still blow out candles on your birthday cake?
Of course.

Have you ever genuinely used the word "indeed?"
Lol yes, I sound smart.

Did you ever think root beer was real beer as a young 'un?
Nope?

Last book you read?
Currently reading Lolita, thats some sick shit.

Are you into gorey movies like Saw? Or is that just grotesque?
YES. i love Saw. it gets us off. LMAO. the amount of Saw movies that have been on in the background.............

Do you use Google as your spell check?
Occasionally. I'm an awesome speller though.

Do you listen to Miley Cyrus's songs even though you hate her?
PARTY IN THE USAAAA. uhh sometimes :) she's a slutt.

What's your favorite number?
8

Who's your second period teacher?
No school mo fo.
and it changes.

What time does your school get out?
NO SCHOOL. but it was like 3:20

What's your homepage?
Google.

How tall are you?
Not very.

Do you tan or sunburn easier?
Burn, im a bino

Do you care about Hollywood gossip?
Uhh, I read it so much lol. i love it.

What's your ringtone?
Silent.

What would you save if your house was on fire?
Everything, or die with it.

Do you get up when your alarm rings or do that "five more minutes" routine?
I set my alarm earlier on purpose,so I have that 10 mins to actually drag myself outta bed.

Is your toothbrush manual or electric?
Manual.

Do your vampires sparkle & be sissies or rip people to shreds?
Lmao the second one, real vampires dont sparkle and reproduce children silly!

Peas or carrots?
Carrots.

Do you laugh when you see the number 69?
HAHAHA 69 HAHAHA. nah, used to. I've grown up :)

What's your least favorite genre of music?
Uhh like death metal : it scares me.

How many languages can you count to ten in?
3 I think.

Subway or Quiznos?
Subway!

Question marks or exclamation points?
!!!

How often do you get on Myspace now that Facebook's taken over?
Im on Facebook more, but I still have room in my heart for Myspace, my first love.

Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
You mean Myspace? of course.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Getting woken up by family yelling at each other. delightful!

Do you say sexy a lot?
Its a good adjective when describing celebrities and glam guys.

Do you have any gay friends?
Not really, acquaintances. I want a Will :(

Are your parents over the age of 40?
Yeepp, oldies.

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
Ahh yeah heaps/ well the one person has seen me heaps. not heaps of different people :

Are you ready to get out of this town?
Yes, but not just yet.

Whats more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know?
out of nowhere.... someone telling you "im about to kiss you now" is not cool.

When people call or text you, does that drive you crazy?
No! I love it. unless I hate them.

What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
Bf.

At your best friend's house, do you know where they keep their cups?
yes, how else will I drink.

What color eyes do you find the most attractive on a guy?
Green <3

The person you like at the moment finds someone new, what is your reaction?
Chop off his balls.

Do you like when people play with your hair?
Yess, as long as they dont mess up thy fringe.

Is it possible to be just friends with someone your interested in?
Yeaah.

Do you need to talk to someone right now?
Not need, want.

Do you miss someone?
Yes :(.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed, open freaks me out.

Do you wake up cranky?
Pretty much always. I hate mornings.

Do you think you'll have a valentine this year?
I didd :)

Are you one of these people who are always cold?
Nah. not right now!

How many more days till your birthday?
Heapss.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
Yes and no.

What did you last drink?
Grape Juice :)

What did you last eat?
Chipps.

Who was the last person you were with [beside family]?
Umm not sho.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Probs.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Uhm.. surfing the net :)

Who made you smile today?
I dunnoo.

Is there a person in your life that can always make you smile?
Most of the time, yes.

Would you rather sleep with someone next to you or alone?
Someone next to me :(

Are you a jealous person?
Occasionally.

Do you think age matters in relationships?
to an extent.

When was the last time you got a haircut?
Few weeks ago. i need another.

Where you happy when you woke up today?
Hell naw. im never happy in the mornings.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yess.

I bet you miss someone right now?
you bet right.

Have you told anyone you loved them today?
Yess.

Are you afraid of the dark?
I love the dark :)

Do you have any scars?
Yuup.

Are you a naturally happy person?
Im like bipolar.

What was the last thing you burnt yourself on?
Coffee :(

Do you like the rain?
i love rain :D when i'm inside.

When will you get your next piercing and where would it be?
None

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
:(

Ever kissed someone who was high?
Nah

What was the last thing you did before this survey?
Ate fooods.

Ever wore the opposite sex underwear?
yum.

shit.

2010-02-10T19:34:00.000-08:00

Who is the last person that hurt your feelings?
Ryan. sigh.

Would you consider plastic surgery?
Sure! If it was cheap.

What is bothering you at this moment?
Being told what to do!

Ever started a rumor about someone?
Haaa yes.

Whats the craziest reason why you broke up with someone?
Nothing too crazy, just being bored&shitt.

Have you ever been accused of cheating on a partner?
YES I swear like every guy ever has accused me. says a lot about me being trust worthy

Ever felt the need to change yourself for someone?
I'm trying now, but its all for the bettter really.

When is the last time you prayed?
LOL never, as if I would.

Do you watch porn?
I have been known to occasionally.

Have any of your ex's turned gay?
LMAO YES. well bi, which is still bad.

What do you wish you did for a living?
An actress! Ahh, its my dream that will never happen.

What is worse a cheater or a liar?
Both are just as bad as the other, and a cheater is usually a liar anyway.

Do you still have stuffed animals?
Behrooz (L) lol heaps.

Do you dance around in your underwear?
On the odd occasion. ;)

Do you own a dildo or a vibrator?
LOL no! I have no need for one.

Are you a picky person?
Kind of.

Do you wish your boobs were bigger?
Pamela size ;)

What do you find yourself doing while laying in bed?
Uhm listening to the Ipod, reading a bio, textingg :) I love laying in bed.

Ever been skinny dipping?
NO, we were going to in Queensland, but the lake had eels in it LOL.

How many times have you checked up on your ex?
Pfft, I don't care. I dont 'check up'

Do you consider yourself trust worthy?
I do try.

Ever used a fake ID or one that wasn't you?
Nah, I used to just under-age it.

Have you ever faked an orgasm?
Lmao noooo...

If your last ex apologized would you get back with them?
Hell no, i'm happy now :)

What family member are you closest to?
In my family? Uhhm.. I dunno, I change. I'd say my Mom

What does death teach us about life?
To cherish your life. Hehe, Saw ;)

If nothing was holding you back, where would you live and why?
Nothing? Money no object? Uhm New York :)

When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday, I cry way too much.

What is the earliest memory you have of a sibling?
Me being over-protective of Emma :P

What is the earliest photograph of yourself that you have that you remember?
I have no idea, I remember a lot really. I find it weird that I remember early life, but I struggle to remember like last week.

How did you meet your first boyfriend or girlfriend?
School probably.

Describe your typical day, from wake to sleep.
Wake up, shower, coffee, write a bit, watch Will and Grace, go for a drive, eat, text Ryan, MSN Ryan, watch a movie, stay up all night till I pass out from sleep.

What would be your ideal birthday present, and why?
A house!

Think of a loved one that you have lost. If you could ask this person one question, what would you ask, and what do you think they would say?
I haven't lost a loved one, luckily.

What is the best advice you ever received?
Dont show no love. Love will get you killed.

If you could be anybody, who would you be?
Marilyn Monroe :D

What is the most important aspect of your life and why?
Errm.. being happy I guess.

Where would you travel, if you could go anywhere?
L.A or england.

What time period you would like to be born in?
70s, so i'm in a teenager in the 80s :)

Would you be a different person today if you had a different childhood?
Well yeah, I had a good childhood though, even if i'm a bit attention starved and messed up now.

If you could build a car customized just for you, what would it contain?
Purple and sexx.

When have you realized you were really wrong in your judgment about someone?
Yeah, its happened a lot actually. I tend to judge.

How do you react when you realize you've made a mistake?
"Oh shit"

If you had to sacrifice one of your senses (taste, touch, smell, sight, hearing), which would you choose and why?
:O Uhm.. smell probably, theres some smells I could do without

Who has more power the government or the people?
government obviously.

Did you recently have an interesting conversation?
I informed my Mom that the more you tell me do to something, the less likely it is that i'll do it.

Who is the person that I feel has altered the course of my morals and values, and how did they effect me?
No idea!

What is my earliest or happiest memory?
Too much thinking.

When were you the happiest this year?
The two weeks in Queensland with my boy.

Recall a place, person or event, what emotion do you remember feeling most strongly?
Ryan; love. :D hahaa.

Which friend has had the greatest impact on your life and why?
Emily, dunno where i'd be without her really.

Describe your dream house.
Prince's mansion.

If you could learn any new language, which one would you choose and why?
Italian.

What are a few qualities you dislike in other people, and why?
Selfishness, (even though I am), arrogance, rudeness.

What would you do if you had all the money in the world?
Buy everything, duh.
Give some money away coz i'm nice.

Complete this sentence: Love is…
Good yet bad. :)

What are you most grateful for?
I'm not fat. HAHAA.

Why is your best friend your best friend?
We just get along so well, opposites yet the same.

What is the best decision you have ever made in your life?
I have no idea.

Are You Happy?
Not really.

Is it cool to go edge now?
I don't caareee.

Is the last person you hung out with single?
Techinally it was my Mom LOL so no.

Does it bother you to get shots, or not so much?
Nah, I like needles. lmao freak.

Have you ever been attacked by an animal?
A dog bit me once :(

Tell me what your last text said?
I love your sex. LMAO

When was the last time you took a pill and why?
This morning. things.

Have you ever considered becoming a phychologist?
Before I realised how hard Pyschology is hahaa.

Open the nearest book and write the first sentence on the fifth page?
Uhmm no.

Do all of your best friends trust you?
Doubt itt.

Would you say you're close to your parents, or not so much?
I am to Mom yeah

How many parties did you go to in 2009?
Fair feww.

How many surveys have you taken today?
Just this once.

If you had a baby girl right now, what would you name her?
Ew I wouldn't! Andd, Serena :).

Is there anything you're craving right now?
Nah i'm good. except sex.. LOL.

As a child, did you play with Barbie dolls a lot?
Yess, I loved my Barbies. :)

Do you like it more when you eat out or when your mom cooks dinner?
Eat out, mmm cheeseburgers

What was your favorite cartoon as a child?
Alvin and the chipmunks or Sailor Moon :D and they still are! lol.

Is there anyone you'd like to dropkick right now?
Sure would.

Have you ever met someone going through post-traumatic stress disorder?
Yeah.

When did you last cook something for yourself? What was it?
Foccacia :) yum

Got laid last night?
INo :(

Are you nice to people you dislike?
No im usually really bitchy and quiet.

Did you have a better day yesterday or today?
Yesttyy was more fun.
todays being boring.

What were you doing at eleven last night?
Watching... Family Guy.

What song are you listening to?
Jessie's Girl- Rick Springfield

Relationship between the last person you were on the phone with?
Errm.. I dont actually remember who it was.

If someone catches you staring at them do you look away?
LOL always happens when im checking people out ;)
Thats if I dont know them, If I do then I keep looking :P

What are you doing right now?
This and talking.

Are all of your friends in relationships?
Not all.

Is your bed comfortable?
Not really.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Ryan, till he passed out :P

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Most

Who was the last person that called you?
Dunnooo.

Who did you last hug?
Mommyy..

2010-02-08T18:02:00.000-08:00

Would you be okay if you were sober for a month?
I was proud of myself for being two weeks sober! But yeah, I could go a month, as long as no one was drinking around me, or offering me any. Then I'd have to give in.

Do you like to set things on fire?
No, i'm scared of fire =P.

Whats the last song you heard?
Once Bitten Twice Shy- Great White. Its been stuck in my head all day too!

Do you listen to the radio?
Nah, I hate the radio, it never plays anything I like, which is 80s hits.

Don't you hate when people are constantly gossiping?
No lol, I gossip all the time, its good having people to gossip with.

What's on your mind?
Quite a lot.

Would you get in trouble if your parents raided you room right now?
I've got nothing to hide, although it would be an invasion of my privacy.

If you were president, what would be the 1st thing you would want to change?
I would be a terrible president, so I have no idea.

Do you have a big bed or a small bed?
Small :(

How many people have you dated since January?
Just one.

If you were forced to play an unusual instrument, what would that be?
Guitar! Yes, very unsual.

What was the last thing you Googled?
Um lyrics :)

Have you ever put something "un-microwavable" in the microwave?
Lol all the time, luckily someones always around to stop me before I blow the microwave up

Have you ever prank-called a big business, like Microsoft?
Nah, that would be fun though.

Did you know that the average human in a life time eats 8 total spiders in their sleep?
Eww why would you tell me that! :'(

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I highly doubt it.

How are you feeling?
Thoughtful, worried, sick

Are you a loud person?
Usually lol.

Are you a shy person?
Around people I dont know, yeah.

First and last name of everyone to text you today?
Dont. Know.

When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?
Sunday.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yes lol.

When angry, do you get loud or quiet?
Im either really loud and skitz, or I just go silent and emo.
Usually loud and yelling at everyone.

How about when your upset?
Very quiet. Or crying.

Are you happier now than you were two months ago?
Hmm two months ago.

Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?
NO.

Are you good at maths?
No i'm terrible at it.

This time last year, do you remember who you liked?
No lol. Wait yes.

What was the weather like on your birthday?
Uhmm dont remember, cold i'm guessing.

Do you prefer mint, citrus, or cinnamon toothpaste?
mint as bro.

The phone rings; who would it be?
I dont know.

In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
I prefer to talk, but I enjoy listening too.

If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
No thanks. Okay unless it was a celebrity, then it'd be hard to say no.

Anything big happen in your hometown?
No, it's boring.

What was the first thing you did when the clock struck 12 last night?
I was watching Sid&Nancy :)

Do you think someone is falling in love with you?
I doubt that.
More like out of love.

Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours?
Yep, like an hour ago.

What were you doing at 7:00 am?
Having a goooood sleep.

Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
Yess.

Do you miss anyone?
So much, not that he cares

Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
Im usually the one throwing up.

Would you rather get pregnant at a young age or never be able to?
Never be able to, i'd just adopt a kid. I'd hate to be pregnant now.

Are you the youngest in your house?
Nah.

Have you cried this week?
I always cry! So yes.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Not forever.

Have you ever walked on the beach?
Yep.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
Ah yeah, I have.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yess. Many.

What do you currently hear?
Best Ex- The Dream.

When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?
Not usually, only unless I already like them, and I want them to like me back (etc a guy).

Do you ever get paranoid when someone is reading your text messages?
Yes lol. My text messages cause too much trouble.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
Kind of, I get over it.

Could you go a day without eating?
Yeaa, I do quite often.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
Ah no

Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed?
AHH. weed probs, less embarrassing lol.

Are all of your friends virgins?
HAA no.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
Yeahh lol, I cry in every situation.

Do you think love can last forever?
I dont know, I do but I dont.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing drugs?
Maybe.

Have you ever gone camping?
Yess, it was horrible.

Are you single?
Naah.

What are you doing tomorrow?
No idea.

What does your hair look like right now?
wavyy.

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Wavy lol

Do you have a cell phone?
Uh huh.

What day of the week is it?
It is... Tuesday.

Seen someone die?
Nope.

Slept in until 3?
I did like once, it was amazing

Played dress ups?
Yup :D i love dress ups!

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Hahah yes.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Nope..

When was the last time you listened to a Lady Gaga song?
Yesterday.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Nope.

Do you prefer ily, or i love you?
i love you, obviously. ily is just stupid.

Would you rather sleep for 3 days, or stay awake for 3 days?
Awake, I like it.

How much money did you spend today?
0!

Is the person you last texted single?
NO.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yeah, not that I can :(

Do you know who you'll even kiss next?
Im guessing it will be Ryan =

Would you ever live with any of your best friends?
Course, it'd be fun.

Do you prefer to call or text?
Texting, I find it easier and funner.

What would you do if you had a kid with that last person you text?
AHH help.

Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?
Lollipop.

Do you like to listen to the radio in the car?
Nope.

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Hug probs.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Well yeah.

Could you go a month without cursing?
I doubt that

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
Yes, I hate it. its where I do mostt of my thinking.

Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
Jay Jays.

What reminds you of the last person you kissed?
Everything.

Kissed somebody whose name starts with a C, T, D, or S?
Probs. cbf thinking.

Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
He sees me cry all the time! lol.

You've taken fifteen shots of vodka, what are you doing?
Dead.

Can you open a soda can with a body part other than your hands?
Ahh no, i dont know what it is your suggesting!!

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
It is February, and its been good yet bad.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Yep

Are your eyes the same color as your dad's?
Well yes, but they;re more my Moms shade.

Would you say you are judgmental?
Little bit yes.

Do any boys like the last person you kissed?
Probably lol

Have you ever thought "I want to be with this person forever"?
Yeah...

Next time you will kiss someone?
No idea :(

Do you have any hickies?
Nup.

Do you and your girlfriend fight a lot?
Lol?

Could you handle living together with the last person who texted you?
I'd love it/

Do you think you could be with someone for over four years?
Easily, if he stayed with me

Do you think it's disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
I'd be a bit of hypocrite I said yes..

Would you rather pierce your lip or tongue?
Neither!

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Yaa.

Why do you think so many people cheat on their boyfriend/ girlfriends?
Because they;re fucked. :@

Do you watch the news?
Sometimes, not as much as I used to.

How long do you think it takes to fall in love with someone?
Depends really, i'd say a few months, i dont believe in loving someone straight away.

What is the most romantic thing you've ever experienced?
I dont know..

Do a lot of people tend to like your personality? Why do you think that is?
I dont know! Lol. My personality changes all the time anyway

After taking a shower, do you change in the bathroom or in your bedroom?
Bathroom.

What's going on with you and the person you last kissed?
Dont know anymore :(

Is there anyone you really want to see right now?
Gah yes, so much.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before.

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Yess, many. Leather sofa ;)

Ever spent the night in a tent?
Yeaa a few times.

What do you do when you have trouble falling asleep?
Just dont sleep hahaa.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Umm yess.

Have you ever been caught using your cell phone at school?
LOL yes, I always used to get it taken off me, then using my charm to win it back.

Have you ever just layed down outside and stared at the stars?
Yeep.

Over the past summer who did you have feelings for?
Ryan

When you have a sleepover with someone does that person sleep in the same bed with you?
No, they wouldnt fit in my bed haha.

If the last person you kissed wanted to kiss you again would you let them?
Well yea

Who was the last person to hold your hand?
Ryan

Were you in a relationship last Valentines Day?
Last? Nope, single as and loving it lol :P

Think of the person who has hurt you the most in your life, will you ever forgive that person for doing that to?
I did.

Survey time!!

2010-02-03T18:07:00.000-08:00

Have you dated both sexes?
Aaah no.

Who was your most painful breakup with?
Well no one really yet, but I think I have an idea of what may or may not come :(

How many of your exes do you still talk to?
A feeew.

Do you believe in heart breaks?
Well its an emotion, so yes I believe in it, but obviously it can't actually happen,

Has anyone ever cheated on you?
I hope not = wouldnt surpise me really.

In relationships, do you tend to be the clingy one?
LOL it depends, usually not, although I can be sometimes. Depends on my mood/personality rofl..

Do you seek approval from your friends before going out with someone?
Kind of yeah.
Not so much appoval as advice.

Are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
No way!

What are you doing tomorrow?
Lots of stufff, none of it any fun, except finally seeing Ryan :D

Do you get high a lot?
Err no, although it may seem as if I am most of the time.

Has one of your boyfriends best friends ever tried to get with you?
No! Lol.

Is there anyone who you think you deserve an apology from?
Nah, any apology I think I deserve, i've gotten.

Who do you think is the most attractive actor?
Would you like a list? Okay
James Dean, Johnny Depp, James Franco, Simon Baker, Jude Law, Brad Pitt, David Krumholtz, Tom Felton, Robert Pattinson (ew but yum) uhhm Heath Ledger, Leonardo Dicaprio, Ryan Phillipe, Macaulay Culkin and yeaa... I love actors.

Who wrote your favorite book?
I have a few, but Motley Crue :D or maybe Virginia Andrews.

Can you commit to one person?
Obviously.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
I had a killer headache, so fell asleep straight away.

Do you ever get depressed when something bad happens to a celebrity?
Only when they die. Or with Michael Jackson, yeah pretty much everything, I was wayy too obsessed with him.

How many sunglasses do you own?
One pair, in my draw somewhere =S

Do you think mouse traps are wrong?
NO, I hate mice.

Do you like the taste of beer?
Ew no. It only tastes okay when already wasted.
I cant drink it sober. yuck

Who's your worst enemy?
I have heaps, not sure they all know it, but :@

What color do you want to dye your hair?
Blonder! I wont stop

Do your pets like to destroy the house?
Paris does, by peeing everywhere.

What's your favorite sad song?
Goodbye my lover. LOL i only recently started listening to it, too sad to listen to really :( and yeah heaps, I love sad songs when i'm sad.
I have a whole playlist of them :O

Do you like the taste of fish?
LOL my first thought was "who the fuck would eat a fish" err dumbass
but yes, I love fish :)

Who was the last friend you stopped talking to and why?
I dunno, I ignored a few on MSN, coz im such a nice person.

Do you know anyone who has recently tried to kill themselves?
Umm not to my knowledge.

What was the one of the worst days of your life? Who were you with?
The worst day I can think of actually wasnt all that bad in the end, could have been a lot lot worse. most days are up and down, i dont really stay in one mood. so yeah i dunno wtf im on about

Have you ever tried to break someone up?
No thats mean.

Would you rather be a priest or a drug dealer?
drug dealer :)

How many states have you lived in?
One

Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Nah.

Are you a dog or cat person?
Um dog, only coz I have them

What were the last words you said to your Dad?
"Shut up"
pretty much all I say to him

Do you ever think about the past?
Well yeah, what else would I think of?
Nothing bad though.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
I think not

What are you listening to?
She Dont Have To Know- John Legend (L)

Last people you rode in a car with?
Mom

Do you find sleeping in a car easy?
NO lol, specially with Ryan sleeping on my lap lol, Queensland ;)

Are you stubborn?
Pretty much yeah

Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
I dont know, maybe.

What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid?
The same things im scared of now! Witches, spiders, clowns, death.

Do you miss the last person you kissed?
Lots :(.

When was the last time you completely broke down?
Uhm.. not completely, but I cried a bit too much Saturday night/ Sunday. poor Ryan lol.

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
Err, no i think i'd wannna stay there ;)

Are you wearing a ring?
Nopee.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
Nah

Are any of your friends virgins?
I doubt it lol

What were you doing at 11:00 last night?
Playing Wedding Dash =p I;m so lame. or maybe listening to zee ipod

What are you sitting on right now?
A rather uncomfortable chair./

You find out your ex is having a kid with someone you don't like, you say?
BHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
I'd more than care. or less. i dunno.

What did you last say to your brother? Sister?
Cant remember, probably the usual 'shut up' or 'dont talk to me'

Which color: orange or red?
red.

Last time you got let down?
Uh i dunno

Are you lying to yourself about something?
Im pretty much always in denial so yes.

Is your bathroom clean?
Yepp

What were you doing at 12 this afternoon?
Watching Will and Grace, new obsession.

What did you dress up as for Halloween?
Uh nothing. normal clothes

What is your favorite salad dressing?
Italian ;)
yum

Song playing right now?
Do Ya Wanna Touch Me- Gary Glitter (y)

Do you look like your sibling(s)?
NO
okay maybe.

We'll start things off blunt, are you a virgin?
Honestly.. no. Lol.

Someone tells you that your beautiful/good looking. What do you say?
I know right.
;)

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
You have problems, obviously.

Do you spend more time on myspace or facebook?
I'm more Facebook these days, sadly. I cannot stick to my morals! I was all against Facebook and Twilight. Next thing you know, im on Facebook talking about Twilight :(

Does your hair have layers?
Yuss.

What did you do today?
Errm, woke up, pondered my dream, watched Will and Grace, showered, cooked Yum Cha, and now this :)

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
Hell naw.

Are you attracted to the last person you hugged?
My Mom? No way.

Are you easy to make mad?
Hahah yes, I have such a random temper.

Would you rather donate to help sick kids or help abused animals?
Sick kids.

Is anyone irritating you?
Yeaa.

What are you listening to you?
I Want Your Sex- George Michael. hahaa

What do you want right now?
Coke, and love. :)

A random person yells to you "Hey baby" what do you say or do?
Run!

Do you want it to snow?
I highly doubt that would ever happen here.

Your ex, do they still like you?
Depends which 'ex' only like one of them hates me, that I know of.

Do you still like them?
Not really.

How many people have you had STRONG feelings for in the year of 2010?
One :)

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Pfft no, i'd change some thing, but not myself completely. if they dont like me, too bad :)

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
Yeaa lol. not that I answered.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Nope.

Are you angry with someone right now?
Little bit/

Why aren't you and the last person you kissed in a relationship?
We are!

Did anything wake you up in the middle of the night?
Nope, slept all the way through

What were you doing an hour ago?
Showeringg.

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Nope.

Are you completely 100% committed to your relationship?
absolutely.

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
I think so.

Is it awkward when you run into your ex's?
I dunno.

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
Yeah. but luckily he came back.

Who did you spend most of your time with last night?
Myself LOL

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Nah i love her :)

Your ex says "I'm sorry", what do you say?
Okay, for what? =S

If you are up after 3 am, what are you most likely doing?
Being insomniac, 'watching movies' with Ryan, or drunk somewhere.

Does anyone call you babe?
Yep :)

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
No!

Is there anyone you're holding onto, even though you know you shouldn't?
Nah :)

You found out you have to put down your pet. Are you crying about it?
Well yeah.

Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
Robert Pattinson (L)

Reach your right arm out, What do you touch?
Computer!

How long have you liked the person you like?
Almost a year now :)

What did you last drink?
Coffeee.

Who is the last person you texted?
Ryan, even though he can't reply.

What is this person to you?
Boyfriend

Are you busy tomorrow?
Yis actually.

How many letters in your middle name?
4

When's your birthday?
May 13.

What did you do before you went to sleep last night?
Messaged Ryan, then like passed out.

Do you want to see the movie Paranormal Activity?
I watched it with Ryan, so scary :(

Who's in your house right now?
Just me and Mom

Would you rather be called 'baby' or 'honey'?
Baby :) honey is just weird, unless you're a lot older than me.

The last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
No ideaa.

Are you currently talking to anyone?
Mommyy.

Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
Lmao yes, it's survived a lot.

Would you ever camp out under the stars, on the beach?
NO.

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
lots.

What should you be doing?
Something productive

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Yuup :) in front of Ambers house, lil bit tipsy, apparently I came onto him, which I highly doubt. still a very great night :D

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?
Kind of.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yeepp.

How does your heart feel?
Uh I dunno.

Do you think things will change in the next 3 months?
Yess, things always change, hopefully for the better.

Do you currently have any bruises, jockeys ect?
Yeah of course.

Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
No thankss.

Im not the kind of girl who likes to be alone.

2010-01-31T21:57:00.000-08:00

Is the person you text the most also your best friend?
He pretty much is really.

How many ipods have you owned?
Just the one. I had all mp3 players before that.

What are your feelings on texting? Do you think it's rude to text while you're hanging out with another person or on a date?
Yeah I think it's rude, but I do it too. Im such a hypocrite lol.

Do you own DVD box sets of your favorite TV show?
I have all of Friends :D and almost all of Will and Grace. I'll get there someday!

What is/was your favorite class in high school?
Usually English, or whatever the bludge lessons were.

Do you like to drive?
I've only driven a few times, and it was pretty fun. Scaring my mother and all.

Where do you find that you do the most thinking?
Bed! I think too much then.

How do you feel about boobs? If you're a guy, can you explain what is so attractive about them?
Yum. and no, im not a guy haha. Yeah I dont really get them, they're pretty much just an acessory to an outfit really, makes you look better. no use unless you breastfeed.

Have you ever seen the movie Dazed and Confused? If so, what did you think of it?
It sounds like the title of a story of my life!

Have you read the Harry Potter andor Twilight books? What do you think of them?
Unfortunately i've read both. Harry Potter I actually really got into, falling in love with Draco Malfoy along the way. I only read Twilight due to peer pressure and curiosity. and I think they make no sense. and they're highly unrealistic. Not that Harry Potter is exactly realisitic, but Edward Cullen just makes normal guys look bad coz of his damn perfection.

How often do you get your haircut?
Whenever my fringe starts to annoy me.

Do you like have long or short hair better?
Long?

Are you the sort of person who keeps the same best/close friends for years, or do you jump from group to group?
I usually keep the same friends, or add to them. not change.

Do you like fake (acrylic) nails, or do you think they look trashy?
Depends how they look on the person I spose.

Have you ever lived in/been to a trailer park?
Err no. I think i've been to one.

Do you feel like you always have to be in a relationship?
Nah, I never wanted one until I met Ryan. welll even in the first few months, I didnt think it was anything, but he proved me wrong :) but i'm usuallly content being single, i dont like being dependent, even though I am.

Do you feel like your identity comes more from what other people think of you, or from yourself?
Bit of both, but myself. I dont care for others views..

Do you smoke weed regularly? Do you feel like it's irresponsible to do so?
I do not, and never will. and yes, it is. but each to their own i spose.

Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex that has always been "just friends" with you?
Very few have remained 'just friends' Brad being an exception.

Do you think all of those movies produced by Judd Apatow (40-Year-Old Virgin, Knocked Up, Superbad, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Pineapple Express, Zach & Miri Make a Porno) all use the same jokes?
Uh, they;re all the same style of humour I spose. I still find them hilarious, especailly Superbad and Forgetting Sarah Marshall

Do you like touch screens on phones and computers, or do you find them annoying?
Well my Ipod one pisses me off, but you get used to it. Easily broken though, wouldnt like one on my phone.

What do you spend the most money on?
Drinks and food. and make up, hair dye and dvds.

What political issue do you feel the most strongly about?
Nothing really, im more involved in celebrity issues.

Do you believe in God?
No!

Why do you think some people have such strong faith while others don't have any?
Usually how they've been raised, or life events causing them to turn to religion.

Do you wear perfume/colone?
Yupp =)

Are you homophobic or racist at all?
Not homophobic, I adore gay guys. Maybe a tiny bit racist. Only towards Asians really.

For girls: Do you carry big purses, small purses, or no purseat all?
Huge ones, so I can smuggle drinks everywhere and carry all my make up, sometimes even a change of clothes.

For everyone: Why do girls usually carry purses while guys don't carry anything?
Guys use their pockets lol. Or have a satchel rofl.

Are you excited to be a parent someday?
Not excited about the parenting bit, be cool to have a kid though that I can turn into a mini-me, way to obsessed with Prince, purple and the 80s.

Can you even imagine yourself as a grownup?
HAHAHAHAHAH no. I'm still a child at 18, its gonna be a while before I grow up.

Do you think, even unconsciously, that people who smoke cigarettes look cooler than people who don't?
Umm no they look feral specially if they’re girls. Only James Dean had the ability to smoke a ciggie and look extremely hot while doing so. ;) Other than him, its a huge turn off.

Why do people hate country music so much?
Coz it seems like old people

Do you like reading classics or contemporary "teen" literature better?
I read anything really, I prefer biographys on bands though ^_^

Do you have Netflix? If so, do you find it hard to remember to send movies back?
Nope.

Do you ever feel like there's something really, really wrong with you?
Other than the fact i'm Histrionic...? No, im just moody lol.

When you're upset do you listen to sad music to reflect your mood, or happy music to bring it up?
Sure do, I love music as a mood fixer. I even have a sad playlist on Itunes. its good :)

Do you ever feel like life would be significantly easier if you were just a little better-looking?
Of course it would be.

Who do you think has it harder, ugly people or fat people?
I guess fat people can lose weight, while ugly people will always be ugly, but then fat people are noticed by everyone and made fun of. I suppose ugly is just an opinion, who is ugly to one may be beautiful to another.

Do you understand why people do drugs?
As much as I think its stupid, I do understand why it happens. Specially 80s rock stars.

Do you like cuddling?
I love it. who doesnt love cuddles??

Do you sometimes think it would be fun to be a slut?
To be honest, yes. Provided condoms were always used, and by slut you mean groupie in the 80s.

What do you think about people who drop out of high school?
Its their choice. Depends what they're dropping out for, if they have a goal, then its okay. if they're just derros who drop out with no job, then they're stupid.

Do you know what you want to do with your life, really?
I have a vauge idea, but not really. anythings possible.

Do you think you lie to your parents more or less often than other people your age?
Umm I don’t know, i dont lie that much.

Do you think people who wear sweats in public look sloppy?
Nah. depends what kind of 'sweats'

Are you younger or older than most of your friends?
Older, but I look a lot younger.

Do you ever feel like you're a bad influence on people?
I've been told I am! Haha but I dont think so. Maybe on Ryan. Okay definately on Ryan.

Are you proud of the person you're becoming?
Pfftt no.

Queensland 2010

2010-01-26T19:18:00.000-08:00

Probably the best holiday i've ever been on, no offence to my family. But seriously, it was amazing. Spending two weeks with my beloved boyfriend and his large family. No stress, no fights, just relaxing during the day, and sex all night ;) LOL.

It all started Thursday the 14th of January, where we departed from Puckapunyal at about 3pm. Car travels are never any fun, yet somehow Ryan and I managed to not get bored, except perhaps towards the end. We amused ourselves by singing, eating, chatting, cuddling and whatnot. We stopped in Goulburn, in NSW for the night, got there fairly late. The motel looked like the type you'd see in a horror movie, where everyone gets slaughtered in the night. It was pretty spooky, old fashioned, and no one was around really. We stopped for dinner at some cafe that almost closed, when all 12 of us came in. The youngsters just about to go home for the night were like "OH SHIT"

Yet we sat down and enjoyed a nice meal. Went back to our motel rooms. Ryan and I had to share with Brandon and Leah. his step-siblings. None of us could sleep, so we stayed up for a while talking about stuff. Eventually, they fell asleep, me and Ryan were still awake ;)

So ah hem, yes anyway, we stayed up most of the night, having a deep and meaningful conversation. It was amazing really, I love those chats when you're in bed and talking about EVERYTHING. Even better when it's with someone I love so much, and want to tell everything.

Day 2- we were running late. I took a quick shower, Ryan kept walking in at various times getting ready, even opening the door wide when I was standing their naked for his younger siblings to see. = Awkward times.

We travelled all that day, stopping for lunch at McDonalds. It was yum. Ryan and I decided we needed a thickshake, for the car journey, yet we didn't even make it to the car before we scoffed it down. That night we stayed at some place, forget the name. It was so much better than the night before, the room was larger, we had a huge, sexy double bed, with aa big tv in front of it, and a shiny reflective headboard... ;)

We decided to go for a swim in the pool, where I decided not to go underwater, so I didnt ruin my hair. Yet everyone thought it'd be better to force me under! It was fun though, I almost died several times, I seemed to have forgotten how to swim so I rode around on Ryans back like a child. After that, we had delicious pizza from Eagle Boys, our favourite place now. Pigged out on that, then sat around, had a few drinks, and laughed at Emma, who acted like she was a drunk. We then went on the playground, and decided to go back up to bed. Emma grabbed the keys, and we were j oking, saying she was trying to drive us home, when drunk. I love our maturity.

Ryan and I watched Ghost that night, then heaps of random music videos, then Seven, then started watching some Zombie movie, which I fell asleep in. Only to wake up to Ryan staring at me. It was cute ^_^ potentially creepy.

Day 3- morning, woke up relatively early, ready to check out at 10. They had free coffee, so of course I took advantage of that, and even made my boy some tea, coz i;m such a nice person. We smuggled some biscuits out, to eat in the car. Our final car trip, much the same, Ryan kept laying on my lap to sleep, while I zoned out to listen to music on my ipod. Finally, we reached Queensland :)

We were staying at a place called Mermaid Beach, near Surfers Paradise. It was so beautiful, we stayed in a huge holiday house, complete with a pool, 5 bedrooms, huge kitchen, two living rooms, and over looking a lake, that even had a canoe. We looked around for a while, and then had dinner, and stayed up for ages sitting outside, talking. Ryan and I had a big room, with a balcony. :)

Day 4- was a lazy day. Woke up, brekky outside in the sun, then swimming. After that, Ryan and I took a walk to the shopping centre around 5 minutes away, where we discovered McDonalds, Hungry Jacks, and other shops. We went to Safeway and bought heaps of lollies. I wanted a Kinder Surprise, and was whining to Ryan, trying to get him to buy me one, when a lady behind us commented that I sounded like her children. Because I am clearly the most mature 18 year old ever. It was pretty funny though, we have too many father/daughter moments, kinda sick really. Only because I act like a child, while he acts like an adult and takes care of me.

After that, Ryan and I took the small canoe out on the lake. Soon as we hopped in, Ryan went to step past me to get to the oars, I leaned over, next thing you know, we capsized and fell in the water. It was such a bimbo moment, all I remember is seeing Ryan like "Oh shit!" and i fell in screaming ARGGH. lucky for bathers ;) We had a nice romantic trip after that, tried to move as little as possible, last thing we wanted was to go overboard in the middle of the lake. We got back and Bob and Brandon were fishing. We spotted a turtle, and Ryan ended up catching it, even though it scratched him heaps. TEENAGE MUTANT TURTLE CATCHERRR. It was fun though. After that we had a BBQ and sat around again. :)

Day 5- was Seaworld! Woke up bright and early to travel to Seaworld, not without getting lost first. Ryan saved the day with his Iphone! We got there and looked around at all the fishes and sharks and whatnot. I get so bored so easily of looking at animals, all I wanted was a rollercoaster! Then we went to the little kid area, which excited me. I wanted to go on some merry go round, but nooo i'm too old apparently. We chilled there for a bit, while the kids went on rides (lucky bastards) "AND THEY'RE BOTH THE SAME SIIIIZZEEE"

We ditched after that, to go on some jet racer thingyy. It was so fun, the line took forever, but Ryan and I amused ourselves as always. Scary ride, coz it was so fast, and theres no harness,you're on a jet ski thing, with a belt pushed up against your stomach, pushed forward to the handlebars, so I did not feel safe at all. At one point, I was screaming, then stopped randomyl, and Ryan thought I'd fallen off and panicked.

We went on some rollercoaster, which I freaked out on again, the Bermuda Triangle, which was so so fun, and some romantic log ride, where we spotted Ryans family up ahead of us, pushed through people, and Ryan knocked into some huge bloke with a beard, to get to them, then they told us off coz pushing in is 'wrong' we didn't go back though :)
Had Dominos Pizza for lunch, we're such fatties, but it was yum. I bought a big souvernier cup, which became my pride and joy. I carrried it around with me all day. Had icecream, chilled, then went home. We wanted Maccaz for dinner, coz pizza wasnt enough for us, so we went there and set ourselves a mission : eat the biggest burger McDonalds has to offer. Ryan decided it was the Grand Angus, I had some big bacon beef something. we managed to do it, then I was STILL hungry, but I refrained from eating more.

Day 6: Today Ryan and I decided that we wanted to go SHOPPING :) We got s bus to Pacific Fair, and immediatly began our adventure. First stop was JB HIfi. Ryan went a little crazy in there, overwhelmed by all the Who dvds he hasn't got. He bought a few, I settled on just getting Will and Grace, season 7. Also, I was looking at some dvds, when Ryan came up to me and went "I just saw the cutest thing ever!" I was confused, then he said "A gay blonde Asian" Lol i was like wtf, then turned around, to sure enough see, a blonde asian, who was as gay as anything. He was holding hands with his boyfriend, and squealing over dvds, and yelling out. They WERE cute indeed, bit odd that my boyfriend spotted it though. I do have my doubts about him sometimes lol. Then we saw them talking to some gangsta looking black guy, who I assumed wouldnt like gay men talkig to him. Then we saw him go "oh my god :O" so we were like haha gay gangsta. Very random indeedss. Then I lost my mascara, so I had to go buy soem more, along with hair products. Got a call from my Mom while shopping, Ryan kept pointing out condoms and lube at the same time. Looked at book shops, and heaps of clothes shops, while I whined about all the clothes I wanted but couldn't have, coz I had to save money. Had Healthy Habits for lunch, introduced Ryan to its delciousness. He was shocked at our eating healthy, so we got a milkshake after. Found an American candy shop, along with English lollies, like Galaxy, so we bought heaps naturally.
Took a bus into Surfers Paradise then, to go to the Haunted House. It's such a cool place,I went there last time and almost cried, I got so scared. Its not what I thought it'd be at all, and I couldnt wait to show Ryan it, when last time I was texting him trying to describe it, wishing he was just there with me. It was an amazing feeling knowing now he was, and we could experience it together.

And it was so scary. Even though I knew pretty much what to expect, that didnt stop me freaking out, and scaring Ryan even more by screaming at every littel thing. It was so fun though, I loved it. The spider bit almost made me hyperventialite, I just held Ryans hand, shut my eyes, and run through it screaming. He thinks im crazy.

Then we decided to go out for dinner at a restraunt. The biggest dilemma? What did we feel like? We walked around for AGES, me being convinced I knew the way, but getting us lost and breaking my shoe. Eventually, we found a restruant area, but still couldn't decide what I wanted. I felt like Chinese, Ryan said he hated it, then realised Chinese isnt just rice and noodles, so we found a good place and ate their. Ryan had beer, I had Coke. I've changed so much, it's scary = I guess the 'Smirnoff Incident' really did put me off alcohol for a while.

After our meal, I led Ryan to Cold Rock, and got icecream :D Ryan once again proved his feminity, by exclaming "HOW CUTE IS THAT GUY" about some pretty boy behind the counter at Cold Rock. Seriously, worried about it. lol. The icecream was yumy, but then we panicked coz we had to catch a bus. We got on one taking us to Pacific Fair, amusing ourselves by listening to some MUzzas behind us talking to some slut, who in about 10 mins, revealed she'd been arrested, had a one night stand, got high in her living room, and flashed her boobs at Pizza Hut. It was a pisser, I was trying so hard not to burst out laughing.

Unfortunately, we missed our bus back to Mermaid Beach. Which meant we had to walk home : Now it would have been like a 30 min walk, had we known exactly where to go. Ryans iphone led us most of the way then it went flat so we had to guess. We guessed wrong many times. We freaked out coz we were in dark lonelt streets, no idea where to go and some man on a bike was riding around. we laughed that he was probably scared of us coz of us being teenagers. "Oh shit, dont get a flat tire now!"

Ryan entertained me by making up random songs, and pretending he was in a Disney film. It started to annoy me, so I put my headphones in and listening to other music. I'd zoned out, yet noticed Ryan was STILL singing to himself. I paused to hear "TO PROVE MY FATHER WRONG!" and Ryan doing a really queer run, so I burst out laughing, it was so hilarious and well timed. We actually thought up an idea for a musical.

Eventually, we found our way after about 2 hours of walking. We got home, exhausted, and passed out watching some movie made by Roger Daltrey named Tommy, which was one of the trippiest movies i've seen.

Day 7- MOVIE WORLD! I was so excited, being the movie world fan I am. We got there, and immediatly ran to the big scary rides. We then decided to take a walk around first, me leading the way. We looked at the shops, then I got hungry so we bought lunch. I got another souvernier cup :D Then we went on the Wild West ride, waited in line for so long. It was so fun, except you go down this big waterfall thing, and I was wearing a white dress, so I got water all over me. I looked like such a slut, dripping wet, boobs hanging out, see thru haha :P
After that, we went on the Scooby Doo coaster, which was also very fun :) My photo actually looked normal for once. Gah, I love that ride so much, its like a perfect blend of scariness and amusement. Except some little bitch tried to push in front of us, so we kept blocking her off. Then Ryan dragged me on the Lethal Weapon. That was so freaky, I really didnt want to go on, but he's a good persuader so I ended up on it. Screamed the whole time, and banged my head and got a killer headache. stupid scary rollercoasters. After that we watched the parade, including seeing Marilyn Monroe. We decided I needed to take her job, I look a lot more like her. This wannabe looked wog and had a retardedd face. They needed my pale face and blue eyes! I'd barely need a wig either!Grrr. My dream job, standing around, looking sexy, dressed as my idol and taking picturess with randoms.

After all that, we went on the Batman simulater thing, which just made me feel sick, as always. But we loved Batman so ehh. Then the Shrek 4d cinema, also very fun. Then finally, the Superman Escape, the scariest, yet funnest rollercoaster. It still haunts me! I screamed the whole time, yet had so much fun. Ryan just laughed.
That night we got Eagle Boys pizza for dinner. God I love that place, it's so cheap and so yum. We scoffed it down so quickk, then went to Maccaz LOL. we looked like such fatties, going from pizza back to Maccaz. Yet Ryan just wanted a milkshake, as always.

Day 8- Another 'lazy day' Ryan and I had a wicked sleep in, then decided that we wanted to go the cinema. We also remembered seeing Hard Rock Cafe in Surfers Paradise, and being the music fans that we are, decided to go there for lunch. Its like my dream restaurant, music stuff everywhere. I found a Bon Jovi tshirt, around the same time I discovered I was pretty much out of money. We looked at all the memorobillia, Ryan loved it alll coz there was Who stuff. Once we got inside, right near our table was Slash's jacket, and a letter he wrote to Michelle Young, the inspiration behind 'My Michelle' so naturally I was fasicanted by that. It was such a sweet letter too :) I felt like I was in a 50s diner, it had that look to it. I also ordered a burger and milkshake, which made me feel like I was in Grease. Which was cool.

After lunch, we took a bus to Pacific Fair, with a very Aussie Asian bus driver. Confused the hell out of Ryan. We walked around for ages, Ryan bought some English game magazine which he fell in love with. I bought water, coz i was dying. Then we watched TOY STORY... in 3d :) I love it. It was so cool though, they played Toy Story 1 and 2, so I felt like I was a little girl again, when I actuallly went and saw them in cinemas when they first came out. At least im with someone who appreciates the classics hehe. We walked home, coz it was a nice night ,and Ryan knew the way finally. Saw Bats and Lizards.. very strange. Had Hungry Jacks for a late dinner. We wanted Nandos, but just as we got there, they closed :O Bitches.

Day 9- Wet and wild ;) Theme park or relationship slogan? As Ryan once asked hehe. Now last time I went there, I was, ironically enough, depressed, moody and missing Ryan. I didnt even feel like going on any rides there. But this time I had my boy with me, so of course it was fun. He dragged me on all the scary water rides. First one we went on was the Black Hole, basically an all black, dark water slide. Was fun though. Waiting in line wasnt even boring, we just made fun of all the ugly people. and girls from the wrong decade. Went on a few more scary rides, then had a yummy lunch. I got another souvernier cup, to complete my collection :D It was amazing. We went in the wave pool, which was a struggle. I kept falling over, and Ryan was tackling me, then we both fell over heaps, then the waves knocked us about. I got so many bruises from that thing. Anyway, so many fun rides, can't believe i missed out on most of them last time. Ryan made it more fun :)

Had Eagle Boys again that night. Same dude served us, he knows we're fattys. Bought some wine too, as it was our last night in Queensland. Had like two glasses back at home, then fell asleep watching Tommy, the Roger Daltrey movie. Ryan knew how to wake me up though ;)

Day 10- Sigh, our final day in Queensland. Was pretty boring really, packed everything up in the morning, got in the car, both Ryan and I got car sick so I slept most of the way. We stayed in Port Macquarie, at some scary motel again. Ryan and I shared a room. but with single beds :O
Went out down the street there, found some lake area, was pretty happening. Got Fish and Chips for dinner :) We all went on the playground, and decided to take over all the rides. With like 7 of us, it wasnt hard to intimidate all the lil kiddys and take over the best ride things :) All went on some massive swing lol. I love being a child still. Then we went for a walk while waiting for food. Theree was like a flock of bats all flying the one way, taking over the sky so it appeared all black. At first we all thought it was birds, but Leah went and asked some bouncer, and he told us they were bats, and it happens every night./ Was really amazing, never seen so many bats ever, let alone all in one place, flying together, in the one direction.
We also saw some random 'street performer' who was basically just a young man,dressed in all white, standing still. Of course, it freaked me out. But the kids all just tried to get him to move. He would randomly jump out and grab someone while we stared at him. So freaky. I decided i'd make a much better statute, just pose in a sexual position in a bikini and see the money i make :)
Then later on we caugth him, not in white, eating fish and chips!
Felt sick again that night, so went to bed early. Was having some random dream about a black telling me he needed to urgently talk to me, and was woke up by Ryan laying next to me ,kissing me all over. It was so cute ^_^ but i was still half asleep when it happened, so I thought some black man was molesting me.

Day 11-
The next mornings car trip was much more fun. I wasn't sick, Ryan and I cuddled a bit, and he kept falling asleep on my lap while I listened to music again, so it was pretty relaxing. We had Mcdonalds again for lunch, so yummy <3>
Stayed at some really nice hotel this time. Had a mini bar, which I was so tempted to touch, but didnt. Foxtel on the tv, biscuits that we had. Then we went out for dinner at some restraunt, it was so good. Ryan and I being idiots as always. Except he drank Carlton Draught, which I can never drink again, after th one night Ryan and I broke up for. I went out and got wasted, so much so that I resulted in drinking beer. Everytime I see it now, it just brings back horrible memories, me sitting alone with beer, being fine all afternoon with the break up, then finally that night, it all hitting me.That I was alone and he was never coming back, and I didnt know how to live without him. Thank God he got back with me the next day. Anyway, that caused me to have a bit of a low, but Ryan snapped me out of it, like he always manages to. The food was so yum, I only had salad, coz I was over hot food really, but Ryan had wedges with his meal, so I stole some of them.
And then had an amazing night with him <3

So yeah, not much happened the next day, got back to Ryans and such. This holiday was so perfect in every way, and i'll never forget it. <3

Blogging it.

2010-01-26T14:59:00.000-08:00

Only becoming a little obsessed with posting surveys on this blog. cbf talking about life and such right now, surveys are more fun XD

Describe your last dream?
I had heaps of random ones, one I remember was being in a nightclub, seeing Emily and asking her to come drink with me, and she said she'd given up drinking :O

Is there anyone you wish you still had a chance with?
Nope, I have who I want :)

How many times a day do you check yourself in a mirror?
Over a million!

Do you change your clothes more than twice a day?
Yeah sometimes if I get bored of what i'm wearing or I find something better.

Llama or alpaca?
Llama. I dunno.

Do you hate it when people take photos of the sky and call it 'photography'?
LOL I hate it when people take photos of themselves, over-edit it on Photoshop, and then call it 'Photography'

How many days in a leap year?
Fark, I dunno. I don't pay attention to minor things like that.

How many years do you have left of school?
None! Schools out

Chocolate or strawberry ice-cream?
Vanilla!

Have you ever had feelings for the same sex?
LOL only celebrities, like Marilyn Monroe and Pamela Anderson. and only coz I wanna look like them.

Have you ever been ON A BOAT MOTHERFUCKERS?
I HAVEEE.

Dr Phil or Opera?
Oprah. :)

I'm watching Judge Judy, are you?
Sure am not.

What are you doing next Monday?
No ideaa. Monday will be shit, everyone goes back to school.

How about next Friday?
DONT KNOOOWW. i think I need a Melbourne trip. or a job to get money to go to Melbourne.

What was the favourite thing that you got for Chirstmas?
Errm.. my iPod, which caused me to neglect Ryan for a few weeks :P

Who did you hang out with at the start of highschool?
The very start? All the girls from Primary School. and Brad :) Year 7 was the best.

When you were young, were you obsessed with horses?
Lol no, I was too obsessed with Barbies.

Your favourite band or song at the moment?
Its always Prince! and Bon Jovi. and Pinball Wizard by The Who. Damn you Ryan!

Do you ever flirt with people over myspace?
Used to lol, how sad.

How many times have you been to church?
Like once or twice for things.

What would you do if you saw a squirrel eating mustard on a beach?
Literally rofl.

Do you play any musical instruments?
Nopee.

Have you ever been called 'emo' 'scene' or 'goth'?
Emo LMAO. By like heaps of stupid bitches, when clearly i'm not. that could have been the days of my thick eyeliner though.

Will you die in your home or in a nursing home?
I'd rather die at home. or not die at all really.

Have you ever ridden motorbikes?
Yuup, Jay and I had a purple rain moment on them lol.

How many years until you have your open license?
Who knows, I need to start driving more LOL L plate bitch.

Peanut butters good hey?
Mmmm (L)

What are you worried about at the moment?
Few things, feeling better about a lot though.

What are you excited about at the moment?
Nothing really, lifes shit without Ryan. I need moneysss!

Would you feel funny if you kissed somebody of the same sex?
Depends who. I'm sure Ryan wouldn't mind if it was some hot blonde that looked like me lmao.

Name three things in your room that other probably don't have in theirs:
Purple Rain on vinyl, Alvin and the chipmunks on DVD and a big James Dean poster.

What's your best jacket like?
Comfy :)

If your best friend grabs your hand, what do you automatically do?
Lol I don't know. be used to it?

What's something you can cook or bake like a pro?
Nothing LOL. Toast? Sweet chilli wraps? ;)

Do you have plans for tonight?
Nothing at all, stay up on MSN and Facebook probs, maybe a little bit of Will and Grace.

What deodorant do you wear?
Some stuiff.

If you could pull off any hairstyle, what would it look like?
I don't know, Marilyn Monroe hair? Even though i'd look like I belong in the 50s.

What is the worst thing that happened so far today?
I have a sore throat :O

Did that ruin your day?
Its gonna annoy me thats for sure.

What's something good you're looking forward to?
No ideaaa.

Besides furniture, what's the biggest thing in your bedroom?
I dunno.

Name three things that are the colour of your fave colour:
My cup, my wall, my floor. LOL

Do you diet and exercise regularly?
LOl hell naw.

What's something that you think is really cute?
"I just saw the cutest thing EVER. A gay blonde Asian!"
hahaha I love my boyfriend

Would you rather donate time, blood, or money?
Blood LOL I have heaps of that. and it saves lives!

Why are hugs so great?
Coz you feel close :)

Do you think fashion models are bizarre or beautiful?
Mostly bizarre. I dunno, dont pay attention to them really. I prefer actresses.

Describe your feet:
?

Do you ever stop to think that things could be a lot worse than it is?
No, everything bad always happens to me! LOl im so self centered.

What's a pretty bird?
Me. hahahaha

Besides sleeping, what do you do in bed?
Oh you ;)
Uhhm.. read, listen to music, text, drink occasionally.

If you see somebody crying, do you start crying too?
YES Lol happens alll the time, i'm a sympathetic crier.

Is the last person you called attractive?
Errr no.
well I dunno, she's my Mom haha.

Are you comfortable naked?
Most of the time

What does your name mean?
I think its a tree haaha woo.

How do you like your hoodies?
Yuss, I need more though.

Have you ever hacked into somebody's account?
Lmao yes.

Do you get complimented on your looks or personality more?
Looks usually, no one takes time to see my personality, unless they already know me that is. and its never compliments, its always how much of a child I still am.

Is having to pee really badly worse than being really thirsty?
Uhhm.. both are bad.

Were you a cute baby?
I'd like to think so!

What do your nails look like?
Normal?

Are you talking to anybody right now?
Nah, was talking to Dad but he bailed.

Have you ever touched a Qu'ran?
Excuse me?

Can grills be sexy on a guy?
If they're black, maybe its okay. if you're white.. hell no.

Are braces cute?
No

Do you love animals more than most?
Nah, I like them a normal amount, sometimes they piss me off.

How tall are your tallest socks?
Knee highs ;) oh I miss school now.

What's in your belly right now?
Nothing? lol

Which of your friends is the cutest?
ME. lol no I dunno.

Which of your friends makes you laugh the hardest?
Alll.

Why do you eat fastfood?
CoZ its yummyy.

What's something good that's on your mind right now?
Ryan :)

yup yup

2010-01-26T02:53:00.000-08:00

Queensland was amazing! Twice in 12 months, made perfect by the fact I got to spend two weeks with my boyfriend :)
Best two weeks of my life. <3><

Do you think you'll have a Valentine this year?
I reckon so! Its like two weeks away, how exciting. my first Valentines with a boyfriend lol.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon?
Hopefully not emotionally, physically yes, coz I always do.

Whats better, amazing eyes or amazing smile?
I love both, eyes are prettier though.

Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
Yes, quite recently in fact

Are you currently sad?
Lil bit yeah. more confused/worried than anything.

What are you currently listening to?
Prince <3

How tall is the last person you kissed?
Pretty tall, I like it :)

Do you always answer your texts?
Usually, unless I cbf.

What would you say if the last person you kissed told you that kissing you was a mistake?
LOl well he's made over a million mistakes then :P

Have you done something recently that you regret?
Nah :)

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
I pretty much tell him everything, I love our random chats at like 3am about everything.

Could you go the rest of your life without doing drugs?
Easy.
Unless it's caffeine..

Is it ever too late to apologize?
In a way yeah it can be. but it's still good.

Does anyone like you?
Love I hope.

Have you ever been completely alone with a boy in their bedroom?
:O many many times. lol

Why aren't you texting the last person you kissed?
He's on MSN and i'm pretty sure he can't text anyway, silly boy.

Will the last person you kissed be the next person you kiss?
YIS

Do you like to hold hands?
Yeaahh I love it.

Is anything wrong?
A few things.

Is there a person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yup

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Someone else.

Are you a jealous person?
At times yeah

Do yiou think age matters in relationships?
Nah. if its like 20 years, then there may be some problems, even though i'm all for older guys.

Ever feel like you’re not good enough?
Sometimes, it never used to happen.

Do you like to cuddle?
Very much so.

Is your life falling apart or coming together?
Err neither

What month were you born in?
May

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
Its my Mom!

Do you think people think bad things about you?
Probably yeah.

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Next month is in like a few days, so im gonna say yes.

Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
Pretty much all Ryan.

What did you do today?
Had a Friends marathon with Ryan :) then lots of cuddles. then home to an empty and lonely house :(

Have you had alcohol in the past 48 hours?
I actually haven't.

Where would i have found you at 11pm last night?
Errm watching movies with Ryan :)

Have you eaten a live fish?
Ew no

What pissed you off yesterday?
Nothing I don't think. travelling in a car for like 6 hours

Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?
Off, I feel weird wearing shoes indoors

When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?
Off, unless im alone then I have them on coz I get freaked haha.

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
Beforeee

Do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yess,even though i've just seen him/

Is there anyone else in the room with you?
Nope, alone.

Can you honestly say you okay right now?
Ehhh.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
I doubt it. might get up early-ish though

Is your room clean?
Yes, Mom cleaned while I was away. soon to be messed up with my unpacking.

Do you check your texts straight away when you recieve them?
if I have my phone on me, yep.

Does anyone hate you?
Most likely

You get a text message, who do you want it to be?
Ryan :)

Is anything bothering you?
Yeaahh

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
Yeah, everything.

Do you have dial-up or broadband?
Broadband, fuck dial up

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Pepsi Max yumyum.

Will you have a boyfriend / girlfriend in the next 6 months?
Really don't know, I sure hope so.

Do you plan on getting your hair cut anytime soon?
Maybe my fringe.

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
Uhhmm I have

Do you straighten your hair?
Sometimes

Can you sleep in jeans?
I have a few times, not comfy

Have you read "To Kill a Mockingbird"?
No, I think i've seen the movie though,

Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Heaps LOL and I almost always get caught.

When was the last time you ate Sushi?
Years ago.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Ew no

What colour are your eyes?
Blue

Is there a person of the opposite gender on your mind?
Yuupp.

Do you like your life at the moment?
Sometimes lol

What would you take from your house if you knew it would be flooded?
Oh God, I'd give it a good shot at grabbing everything. important ones would be my box of memories, phone,ipod, photo albums, and laptop lol. and clothes and make up. and my Friends dvds and Prince stuff. :)

If you could erase anything you ever said to anyone, what would it be?
Horrible stuff i've said to Ryan, wish I could take it back.

Your stuck in a room for an hour with a chalk board, what do you draw on it?
I'd probably write out heaps of random lyrics. coz thats how I roll.

Your theme song is called?
Prince.

If your life was a movie, what category would it be in? (horror, Romance)
Romantic comedy! For sure lol. or a musical lol.

How much does it take to make you laugh?
Not much at all, everythings funny. even when i'm upset I still laugh.

How many sheep do you want on your farm?
Try none.

Which wizard of Oz character are you most like?
Err none. I dont know!

You learn through mistakes, what mistake are you glad you made? (to learn)
Going through a few years of shit guys to find my perfect one.

Would you ever run naked in the rain with your love?
Sounds fun.

Do you think Giant anacondas really have a purpose on this earth?
Eww. no scary animal has any purpose on my planet!

Which is worse...15 pounds underweight or overweight?
Under.

Do you like eating icecream out of the carton?
Im not that piggy!

Do you find it gross to share drinks with family or friends?
Nah I share drinks with like everyone.

Do you trust your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yeep.

Does the world revolve around you?
Sure does. lol. at least I think so

Do some people truely not deserve to live?
Many people. unfortunately they're the ones who live until they're like 100

If the world comes to an end...how do you think it will go?
explosion!

How long does it take you to get out of bed in the morning?
Aaagess. every morning on the holiday we'd set an alarm for like 8 and spend the next hour tryna get outta bed and into the shower.

What do you think well use other planets for in the future?
Shopping! i dunno.

What do you think about california?
I think I would have loved to hit up Sunset Strip in the mid 80s ;)

Is it important to you to always stay(live) close to family?
Not important, but I wouldn't exactly move too far away from them

Why are slasher films entertaining?
People getting killed?

Do you think it would be a good idea if we rebirthed dinosaurs?
If you wanna die and destroy cities, then sure.

What do you think about tennesee?
HICKSS.

What kind of animal do you think the world could live without?
Every insect.

If you were a spider where would you crawl away and live?
Ew go away.

Would you prefer to be emotionless, so you didn't have to feel a heartbreak?
Yep, even though I enjoy living emotions to the fullest, heartbreak would hurt too much. missing someone you havent seen in like a few days hurts enough :( so yes, no emotion would be good but bad.

When you die, and if you become an angel, who will you watch over?
My family. and Ryan to make sure he cries and I get to see it.

If when you die, you become a ghost, would you try to contact your loved ones?
Nah i'd leave them be.

Is there a way to solve world hunger, that we are ignoring?
Probably.

What do you think should be added to planes?
Just make a replica of the Motley Crue jet :)

Do you have a weak stomach for watching animals consume each other?
I dont watch it!

If you could go back in time to the dinosaur era, would you take a visit?
Nah.

Which popular pretend character do you wish really existed?(santa, tooth fairy, etc.)
Draco Malfoy, mmm mm

If leprechauns existed what would the world be like?
Errm.

Mistakes help you learn, but is there some you regret making?
Yeahh a few, but eh.

Do you often make the same mistake twice? three times? constantly?
Lol yes! i never seem to learn really.

NYE.

2010-01-04T22:20:00.000-08:00
Was great, yet not. There was some vital things missing from my evening, especially in comparison to last year. The main, shocking one? I wasn't drunk : I'd had a fight with Ryan in the afternoon, so decided cracking open a bottle of Passion Pop and basically downing all that was a good idea, ending in me emotional and feeling sick by the time we were ready to go out. I had a Cruiser on the way, then realised police were swarming the lake, because there was no alcohol allowed : My actions that night proved how i've matured from last year, where the same rule applied. Last year, I had a bottle of Vodka stashed in my bag, with a lil bit of lemonade for the drinking. I managed to get away with it, getting myself trashed through the night, until about 2am, when the cops found us and tipped out alocohol out, me hiding on a slide behind a guy i'd got friendly with.

This year? Decided I didn't need alcohol to have fun, so went on some carnival rides and laid on the grass with my boyfriend. it was cute, and not risky at all.

Later that night, there was an announcement that a storm was coming this way, so they had to let the fire works off early. i was pissed off. But then a storm hit at almost exactly 12am, pissing down rain, thunder, lightening, the works. Ryan and I almost decided to make a break for it, but instead, slowed down and wanderered in the rain. it was weirdly romantic, even if we did end up back at mine, saturated.

Then the power decided to go out just as we decided to watch Titanic. we had torches and candles, that amused us for some time, until everyone went to bed. then I got scared because of the after effects of Paranormal Activity and slept with Ryan :P
All in all, a decent evening, made better by my boyfriend of course.

Woo hoo.

2009-12-23T03:02:00.000-08:00
Who is the first person you thought of this morning?
Ryan, he was lying next to me :P

Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Mildura, because i am awesome.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Ryaannn :)

What's your most recent ex doing?
Dpn't know, don't care.

Do you give out second chances easily?
I don't think easily, if they deserve it then yes.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
No idea, I passed out watching Meet The Parents, then woke up when it was back at the main menu and Ryan was convinced that it was stilll the movie playing.

What are you doing at this very second?
This and laughing at Friends.

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nuup

Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
YES haha so many people

Did you sleep well last night?
Yess, I was cuddled up with my boy :)

Are you afraid of falling in love?
I'm only afraid of getting hurt, being in love is the best

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
Probably have.

What side of a heart do you draw first?
Either left or right. definitely one of those.

Has anyone put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
Yeees

Is there someone that you used to talk to every single day but you don't now?
Yeaah, in fact this time last year, he was all I talked to

Have you told anyone that you missed them lately?
I've told them i'm going to miss them?

Has a best friend ever done anything behind your back?
I'm sure.

Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
Nooope, i'm always the same. probably louder and more attention seeking

Do you remember who you liked on New Year's?
No onee, I was free as a bird.

Is there a person in your life that you know you'll never forget?
Yuupp

How many arguments have you had with the last person you kissed?
Hahaha heaps, but it's all good.

Are you nice to everyone?
No way.

Do you believe your ex cares about you?
No?

Do you usually apologize first?
Depends really

The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
It depends what he needs me for, he's a bit far away to do anything :(

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I am now

What does your hair look like right now?
Wavy and crazy

Do you want a tattoo?
Nah i'm over the idea. keep my body ink free :)

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Very much.

What on your body is hurting/ bothering you?
My chest and tummy :(

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Don't remember, something Ryan related.

Is anyone else in the room with you?
All alone.

What’s something you’re looking forward to?
Like everything.

Do you like hugs?
I love them

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Longgg.

Let's start off blunt, have you done anything sexual in the past 12 hrs?
Honestly.. yesss.

Who means the most to you in your life?
Family&Ryan

Who was the last person to make you upset?
Hmm probably Ryan.

Ever kissed a brown eyed person?
Yeeepp

When your being kissed, do you like it when they hold your face?
Yess, tis cute.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Of course, we love PDA.

Are you happy with the way things are going?
Yeep somewhat.

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
Im always either really hot or really cold.

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
Yeeepp

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Yeahh heaps.

Do you open up to a lot of people?
Nope, very few.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
I doubt that.

Do you sit down & eat dinner with your family every night?
Lol no, its only ever me and mum.

Do you like for your neck to be rubbed?
Surree..

Look at your fingernails, do they need to be cut?
Naah.

Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Sober :)

Have you ever met someone who is incredible?
Yep

Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
I'd make it a great movie!

Are you an emotional person?
Very haha.

Who did you first see this morning besides family?
Ryan

Do you get butterflies around someone you like?
Sometimes actually :P

Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Ryan (L)

Are all of your friends in relationships?
Naah. a lot are though.

Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?
Probably, he's tall :P

Are you okay with answering personal questions?
It depends/

Are you currently talking to/ texting/ instant messaging anyone?
Textingg yes.

Are you a simple or complicated person?
Confusing & complicated lmao. nothings ever simple.

Is your best friend single?
Nup

Are you a jealous person?
Sometimes.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My boyyy =)

You're locked in a room with your ex, any problems?
Ewww yes.

Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
Im wearing like nothing, so no

Is your hair long enough to put in a ponytail?
Yeep

Do you get attached to people easily?
Kind of, not really.

Did you have a better day yesterday or today?
Both were great, but yesterdat involved Hungry Jacks and sleepover with my boy so yes :)

What time did you wake up this morning?
About 11.
and laid in bed for a few more hours.

What were you doing at eleven last night?
Not sure actually, was with Ryan.

i'll leave the morning after.

2009-12-14T14:54:00.000-08:00
Say something too someone without saying names.
I hate you... because I love you. but I can't love you... because I hate you.

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
Well i'm inbetween, probably more bad then anything, but I can be good :)

Have you seen New Moon yet?
No how dare you suggest that i'd go watch that!

What's the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
This Is It with my Mommy ^_^

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
Uhh... unintentionally.

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
Yes.... :(

Your parents are out of town for the weekend. Do you throw a blowout party?
Ooh that'd be fun. But i'd probably just have Ryan over :P

Do you regret a past relationship?
I wouldn't exactly call it a relationship, but yes.

What's one thing that really pisses you off?
LIARS. and bitches.

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
Party :D

Would you rather date someone who is extremely protective or not protective at all?
Well I like being protected, so probably the first one, but not to much so that it causes problems.

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
Nah, I change tastes.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?
No! Well at least I hope not.

Do you care too much about your appearance?
Yes, it even drives me crazy sometimes.

Do you have more friends of the same sex or the opposite sex?
Opposite. I hate girls.

Do you secretly like drama?
It's no secret that I love drama.

Are you a jealous person?
Ehh sometimes.

Where were you 1 hour ago?
In bed :P

Are you wearing socks right now? What do they look like?
I'm not

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Coffeeeeee

Honestly, what is everything that your wearing right now?
T-shirt and pj shorts. that is all;)

Last food you ate?
I don't even remember... something last night.

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Nah.

What's the last sporting event you watched?
Ewww sport.

What is the last thing you purchased online?
Nothing! I want Alvin and the Chipmunks

Do you miss anyone?
Grr yes.

Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Nah. i'm unshowered.

Last person who made you cry?
Probably Ryan LOL.

Ever purposely broken your iPod/phone just for a new one?
No i'm not that spoilt.

Ever kissed a green eyed person?
All the time ;)

Does your ex piss you off?
No I don't pay any attention to him or any others.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Not sure yet.

Is your number one single?
Nope.

Your last received text, would you kiss them?
Naah.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
No!

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Not right now. maybe when I look good.

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
Errr no. no piercings thanks

Did you wear what you are wearing today for a specific reason?
To sleep in.

Did you eat a cookie today?
I wish

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
I'd never! Ok I kinda have and if he walks away i'll kill him

Do you hate being the first person to start a conversation?
Depends on who it is.

Has a boy ever thrown stones or pebbles at your window before?
Oohh how cute. but no my window is right near a fence and it'd just be stupid.

Do you like cotton candy?
Yeees.

How many of your top friends have seen you cry?
Most of them, everyones seen me cry

What color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss?
Uhmm.. white?

Do you regret anything you've done recently?
Kinda.

Was the last person you texted male or female?
Male.

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
Mom I think.

Are your eyes the same color as your Mum's or Dad's?
Well they both have blue eyes, but mine look more like Moms. I hope

Will you ever run away and get married at Las Vegas with no notifications?
Oohhh Ross and Rachel style, fun.

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17?
I'm 18. so no

If you're single, then why don't you get a girlfriend/ boyfriend?
I'm not and if I was, it'd be because boys are gay.

Do you think that crying is a form of weakness?
No, I love crying. crying guys are hot.

I don't know about you, but I like saying "fuck" a lot. Do you?
I don't like it. but it happens.

Do you need to say something to someone?
I don't think so?

Here's your chance, fess up?
How about NO

New phone or new computer?
I want a phone.

Are all guys players and cheaters?
Yes. nah I'd like to think that all guys aren't the same.

Do you tend to make things complicated?
Yes always, nothings easy around me

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yep :(

What did you do last night?
Not much at all, watched the sexyness of Simon Baker.

Do you trust people easily?
No way

Is there anything written on your arms?
Naa

Do you wear make-up everyday?
Of course

Do you have siblings?
2

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
Yess :P

What song do you have stuck in your head?
The Morning After-Ratt.

Last person you told a secret to?
Ryan probs,

Did you see a girl today that made you smile?
Nope lol.

Has anyone made you feel like crap lately for something you didn't do?
Nah?

How would you look with blonde hair?
You tell me.

Have you ever turned to drinking or smoking to solve a problem?
Drinking solves all problems lmao how sad.

Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?
Not recently!

How has the past week been for you?
The weekend was amazing, and yesterday and today are shit.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yeee.

What's on your mind right now?
Need shower and what to wear.

Is there a person of the same sex who means a lot to you?
Yeess.

Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
Almost.

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Just one.

What were you doing at 12:00am last night?
Friends :)

Who do you go to for advice the most?
not sure

Do you ever wish you could be somebody else?
Marilyn Monroe! or any celebrity really

How would you feel if the last guy you talked to wanted to date you?
Oh wouldn't surprise me.

What is your current mood?
dhufghsilz;dfv

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
III GET MONEY III GET MONEY.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mom came in and woke me up. bitch.

Will this week be a good one?
hope soooo.

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
Many things.

Who were you with last night?
myself.

Where was the last place you slept besides your own bed?
Ryan's bed.

What is the oldest you've ever been mistaken for?
Not old at all lol, it's always been younger.

At the moment, are you ticked off at someone?
Lil bit yeah

Are you a jealous type of person?
Sometimes.

Where did yu get the shirt you are wearing?
Jay Jays

If you could, would you hookup with the last person you commented?
No thats called cheating.

How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?
Grr ages.

What is your biggest fear?
a lot.

Is your best friend single?
No.

Are you a mean person?
Usually lmao

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Texted Ryan

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
Yes :(

Last time you were really happy?
Sunday.

Next time you will kiss someone?
Uhmm I dunno, whenever I see him :(

Anything funny happen today?
not yet..

Who was the last person you texted before you went to bed last night?
Ryan

Who did you spend your summer '08 with?
Lottaaa people :)

Who's the last person you talked to?
Mom in person

When did you wake up to today?
Like 9

What was the last movie you watched?
..Twilight.. :'(

If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
shopping spreeeee!

Do you think someone is talking shit about you behind your back?
Probz lol

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Tommyyyy.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i doubt it.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Probs.

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?
The boy! lol nah I dunno, either.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Not sure yet.

yeah yeah yeaaaah.

2009-12-06T13:49:00.000-08:00
Your last kiss mean anything to you?
Yess, of course.

Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
LOL no, i'm usually the one doing the throwing up.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yeah all the time broo.

Did you run a lot today?
Hell no, I barely moved.

Are you tired?
Very. late night watching Grease, and haven't had a sleep in in ages :(

Your phone is ringing, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
"HEY!"

Did you cry today?
Uhmm.. no, I cried too much last night:P
Damn you Titanic&alcohol

What song are you currently listening to?
I WANT TO KNOW WHAT LOVE ISSSSS

Would you marry someone you didn't love if paid 10 thousand dollars?
Thats not much money. so no way
maybe 10 million :)

Do you usually have weird dreams?
Yes, always haha. my dreams are retarded.

Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy?
Yuupp.

Would you date a friends ex?
NO.

Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?
Yepp :)

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night, i'm dead in the mornings.

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
I'm in a great mooodd :)

Who are the last 3 people to send you a text message?
Ryan Ryan Christian

Are you comfortable hanging out with your friends boyfriends/ girlfriends?
I suppoosse.

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
I have a few times actuallyyy :)

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Dad

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Probs Ryan I think :)

Are there any people who don't like you?
LOl for sure.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
I'm either very open or very closed off. or just confused.

How often do you listen to music?
Every dayyy :)

Do you remember names or faces better?
Faces, i always see familiar faces :

Have you ever had braces?
Nope.

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Well technically today started at 12am, so it was a male.

What woke you up this morning?
Just naturally woke up.

How has the past week been for you?
The bestestt

Did you have a dream last night?
I did, then I went to go tell it, and forgot it.

Who was the last person you sat next to on a bus?
I think Ryan,last weekend.

Is there someone that every time you see, you have to stop what you're doing?
Not really? =S

Are you excited for winter?
Not excited =S

What are you listening to?
Round&Round-Ratt.

Have you ever been friends with someone who has hurt you?
Yeaaa..

If you could change one thing this year about your life would you?
Maybe.

Can you walk to the beach from your house?
Helll NO.

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Clean :

Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
I drink it like every single day. its yummy..

Are you a shy person?
Sometimes, i'm half outgoing half shy LOL

Everything happens for a reason, right?
No i hate that saying.
except for some things.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
Yes, yes I would

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Ryan :)

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Nah, too many people.

Have you ever let someone be your everything?
No thats sillyy.

Do you think there is a difference between fucking and making love?
Well yeaah. fucking sounds sleazy and making love is romantic :)

Are you planning on watching New Moon?
NEVER. ever :)

What's something fun you did today?
ooh wouldnt you like to know ;)

What color are your eyes?
Blue

Can you do splits?
I used to almost be able to :P

Do you ever want to leave it all and just go somewhere else?
Yeahh sometimes it gets like that.

What have you changed in the last week?
Clothes?
LOl.

Could things possibly get any better?
Of course, everything can improve.

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
Kind of. sounds emo as though haha.

Is love really worth fighting for?
If I have to fight for someone to love me back, then theres not much point really. and i'm too lazy to fight.

Last person you were in a car with?
Umm Mom Emma and Ryan x2 last night lol.

Are you a jealous person?
Ehhh sometimes, I have phases of jealously and phases of not giving a shit.

What are you thinking about right now?
My head hurts :(

You find out the last person you kissed is now dating someone, who would it be?
Some slut LOL

Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nuup.

Have you chewed gum after someone else already has?
Eww yes hahah yuck

Do you miss anyone?
Lots&lots

You've had sex within the past four days haven't you?
Errrmm.....

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yess, it does.

When's the last time you cried?
Last night.. like 3 times. haha.

What were you doing last night at EXACTLY midnight?
Exactly? Uhmm probably cuddling with Ryan

Last person you cried infront of?
Ryan haha :P i'm a loser.

Think of the last person you kissed, did that person ever take off your pants?
Many many times.

Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?
Like one person.

Do you like to cuddle?
Yess, its the best.

Do you cry easily?
Yes, i'm the biggest sook ever.

Who have you been with most of the day?
Ryan.

Are you excited for anything?
Uhmm yes.

How are you feeling right now?
Greaaatt

What should you be doing right now?
FOOD TIME.

How do you think this day will be?
It's been excellent, so the only thing left to do is sleep =)

Have you ever been used?
Probably.

Are you afraid of getting your heart broken?
Yes :(

Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell?
No idea.

Did you have any unread messages when you woke up today?
Fuckloads, all from my stalker.

Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
I don't know.

Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yes, i miss him.

Why did you say sorry the last time you did? And to who?
Not surree. Oh to my Mom coz I said i didn't want dinner :P

Is life getting better or worse?
Depends on my mood LOL.

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Ryannn :)

Have you ever fallen asleep in the arms of the opposite sex?
Yuup.

Ever sang to the person you liked?
Hahaha probs.

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Yep.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
My short shorts :P

How long does it take you in the morning to get ready?
Like half an hour-45 mins/

Have you ever played spin the bottle?
Yep, good times indeed.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
Yeah, we get along pretty well.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
I have lmao

Do you ever feel curious about how people see you?
Sometimes, don't really care

When was the last time you hung out with someone of the opposite sex?
Today.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Lmao always

Are you wasting your time on someone?
I really hope not =

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forget lmao.

When was the last time you saw number two on your top friends?
About an hour ago.

Trivia!

2009-11-24T15:49:00.000-08:00
+My full name is Laura Jane Morgan
+I turned 18 on May 13.
+I have a number of obsessions, the main ones being Prince and purple.
+Whenever I go shopping, or anywhere really, I find it necessary to point out purple whenever I see it.
+Everything I own is purple, pretty much
+My idea of a balanced breakfast is Red Bull or coffee. or both.
+Words cannot describe how much I love Prince. I have a lifelong dedication to him.
+I fall over or walk into something every day of my life. It's sad really.
+I put sweet chilli sauce on prettty much everything possible.
+Whenever I get drunk, I HAVE to eat a cheeseburger. I always crave them. Deluxe cheeseburgers being my favorite.
+Guitar players are sexy. Knowing how to play an intrusment is defintely hot. Unless you're already ugly. It can only increase hottness.
+The sexiest guys wear make-up. I love glam looking guys. Not emos or tryhards.
+The tighter the pants, the better.
+I love my sister, Emma. we have the most random conversations, and agree on quite a lot.
+I like to wear other peoples clothes.
+I wear jumpers and trackies that are way to big for me. Oversized stuff is the best.
+I hate wannabe gangstas.
+I hate people who can't spell. It just pisses me off how poorly some people spell words.
+I want Austar so bad. I can't understand why I don't have it.
+I have to take pictures everywhere I go. Otherwise I forget it even happened, specially on drunken nights out.
+I need some form of caffine everyday, otherwise I can't operate
+I enjoy using big words, just to mislead people
+I have kissed my cousin Mikaela, back in the day.
+I love seeing people fall over, it makes my day and causes huge laughing fits.
+I get excited over the weirdest things
+Sometimes I accidently stare at guys crotches. I just zone out at the most awkward times.
+I hate smokers, they're disugusting. No, it doesn't make you look any hotter or cooler.
+I never pronounce words right, it's pretty funny.
+I would turn lesbian for Vanity or Sheila E, no doubt
+I actually have a crush on Pamela Anderson ,I think she's so hot. Plus, I admire her slutiness and attention seeking
+I am convinced that I am Histrionic. If you ever researched it, every trait a histrionic person has, I also have, such as overreacting to situations, craving attention, dramatic mood swings, exaggerating and being inappropriately sexual.
+I am always contradicting myself.
+I love flashing colors and bright lights.
+I like learning random trivia about stuff.
+I love doing surveys on Myspace, they're fun.
+I was absolutely convinced that i'd never get Facebook, but my boyfriend Ryan ended up making me get it. I still hate it, yet it's strangely addictive.
+I draw Prince's symbol everywhere.
+I always work on my signiture. It's not perfected yet. In fact it looks like a child scribbled.
+Emily and I used to get so bored in classes at school, we'd draw Stick Figure Adventures on tables, then stick paper on the desk and run off at the end of the lesson. Cleaners loved us.
+One day we decided to go through our SOSE text book and drew stick figures everywhere, and gave every historical figure a French moustache. This caused me to have a laughing fit and got kicked out.
+Once Emily's dad had a French Mo.
+I say LOL in real life. No really. Lawl
+I have days when I feel the urge to pretend i'm black.
+In 10 years, I will be on the Biggest Loser for sure, im probably one of the most unhealthy girls you will ever meet. I have one meal a day and usually it's hot chips or something equally as fattening.
+I get called emo so much, just because of my huge fringe and overuse of eyeliner.
+My dream is to be an actress. I have an obsession with fame and celebrities. and I wouldn't mind having crazy affairs with married co-stars.
+I have a weird obsession with tumbleweeds.
+I hate using dictionary when texting. I'm a lot faster with the so called
slower' form of texting.
+Indians on trains scare me, espcially when they sit near me and talk crap so I can't hear them. Or when I see two men sleeping, sharing a pink blanket.
+One day, Emma and I learnt the Crank Dat dance. It look ridiculous
+I hate people who walk really fast and I can't catch up. Or they walk really slow and I wanna pass them.
+I hate Myspace's that are really boring and have like ONE pic. they serve no purpose.
+I love sexual songs. I can't listen to anything that doesnt have at least one sexual reference in it.
+I hate people who try and be me.
+Actually I just hate people, very few people do I actually like.
+I get annoyed whenever I walk down the street either by myself or with a lady friend, and Muzza's feel the need to play their techno shit really loud and beep and yell out at us.
+I am the worst at mixing drinks. I always put WAY to much alcohol in, and pour other stuff in that isn't good and end up making myself very sick eg Last day of school Year 10 with the Jim Beam.
+I LOVE Lil Wayne, he has a sexy voice.. too bad about his face
+I feel sorry for my future kids. My son will have a strange obsession with purple.
+I was brainwashed at a young age, to rougly 10 years later, fall in love with every Hair Metal band. Mainly Bon Jovi. See, my Mom used to give me tapes to listen to on my Walkman (old school) and not knowing what they were, used to listen every night before bed. Without realising, this Bon Jovi greatest hits tape got implanted in my brain, until a few years later, in my teens when I finally moved on to MP3s and downloading, I rediscovered Bon Jovi and to my surpise, knew all the songs. I even remebered the order of the tape. And most of the lyrics.
+I go for North Melbourne, and im pretty much always in denial when they lose.
+I can make pretty much anything sound suggestive.
+Prince gave me a dirty mind. I used to be a normal innocent girl. Now look at me!
+I love dancing in the rain
+And in Summer.. i love a good old waterfight.
+Never go swimming in a white top. EVER. Trust me.
+I think more celebrities are hot then actual people I know.
+I have way to many celebrity crushes, it really isn't normal.
+As much as I love and adore the 80s, I really love the 50s and all the movies. James Dean was the most gorgeous guy ever, and I have ALL his movies. ALL three of them!
+I fucking HATE emos, they're nothing but attention seeking depressive freaks. They all claim they have so many problems, but having experienced a lot of their shit, they bring most of it on themselves. No one wants to be friends with an emo, so stop being emo and you'll have friends. problem solved!
+I have one talent. and that is relating every single topic back to Prince. Such as someone talkin about 'Youtube' I would say "Well Prince actually removed all his video's off Youtube"
+Theres no one I like talking about more then Prince.
+One day me and Emily watched the shower scene in Get Rich Or Die Trying and freeze framed it, then zoomed on a guy we thought was 50 Cent. It wasnt....
+Emily can quote the whole of Get Rich Or Die Trying. It scared me when I first watched it with her. So I decided to scare HER when we watched Purple Rain!
+We always recite 'The Rules' such as my favourite, Rule Number 5- Show no love. Love will get you killed.
+I listen to the most random music. I'm either in an 80s hair metal mood, or a black RNB/Hip Hop mood.
+One day, I blocked my whole MSN list. The repercussions were funny
+My official list of women i'd turn gay for ARE- Marilyn Monroe, Elizabeth Taylor, Pamela Anderson, Beyonce, Vanity, Sheila E, Jennifer Aniston and 80s chicks.
+I watch movies just to check out the hot guys.
+Actually, I never watch a movie unless it has at least one hot guy.
+I get over things really easy. My favourite phrase has gotta be "Over it"
+I hate people so easy
+I say 'I hate you' more then 'I love you'
+Sometimes I say 'I hate how much I love you' LMAO
+I wanna live in New York and have Starbucks every day and live in a penthouse
+I like drinkin Coke for breakfast
+Most people hate going to the movies with me coz I dont shut up. Or distract them from watching ;) Or moan at inappropriiate times coz of the hot man in the movie aka HARRY POTTER. So yes, I usually don't go to movies just to watch it. It's an experience.
+Prince in a g string excites me.
+On that note, dont ever watch the Dirty Mind video with me... I get way to... excited...
+I hate icecream but I eat it.
+I was vegetarian for 6 months.
+I like to confuse people on purpose.
+I love a good set of lyrics.
+I think Adore is the most romantic song of all time.
+Whoever marries me must like Prince, coz I plan on a Prince-Themed wedding. Then theres the wedding night ;)
+I wish I grew up in the 50s. wait no, 80s. I'd be a stripper working down Sunset Strip and entertaining members of bands such as Motley Crue, Poison, Ratt, GNR, Hanoi Rocks etc
+My Grandparents are way cooler then yours
+I want Purple eyes. Like Elizabeth Taylor.
+I love my family. My grandparents are so cool.
+I got through nationality obsessions. I've had Italian, Greek and now English :)
+I really really want a gay best friend who can come shopping with me and check out sexy men.
+At the beginning of this year, I set myself a mission. Own every season of Friends. Well, I did it and now I am so addicted. I have Friends marathons constantly, and quote it all the time.
+People think i'm joking when I say i'd tap an older man and whatnot. I'm really not.
+I love older men, teenagers are way to immature.
+I hate immmaturity, even though i'm one of the most immature girls you'll know. I literally act like a child. So yes, once again i'm a hypocrite.
+I think that Michael Jackson was hot in the 80s. I cried so much when he died, it was the worst. I refused to go to school.
+Macaulay Culkin was my first crush. I told my Mom i'd marry him.
+I love guys who cry. It sounds weird, but when I see a guy cry, i just melt inside.. lmao
+I like eyes. they're hot.
+I would do anything to be Mayte Garcia.
+I swear the pick up line I get the most is lame guys telling me they're Prince or met Prince or something stupid.
+I love leggings. I even have purple ones :O
+I love pretty boys!
+Guys that try and act all tough make me laugh- I hate them.
+Asians piss me off.
+I'll try any food once.
+I wanna adopt a lil African kid and call him Usher
+Bald guys scare me.
+I had my first kiss when I was 7.... with my cousin.. who is a girl..... I wish I was joking lmao.
+I once slept in a driveway back in the day. and I wasnt even drunk.
+I love playin Truth Or Dare.
+I cried all day when I found out Heath Ledger died.
+I like swings and playgrounds.
+Playgrounds are still fun.
+I stuck a chip up my nose when I was 4. I had to go to the doctor.
+Arj Barker is my fave comedian. And yes, I met him and we made eye contact. LOL
+I have an urge to live in either Atlanta or New Orleans. Im secretely black.
+Majority of my wardrobe is purple
+One day I counted all my purple things in my room. I lost count.
+I have Prince's Purple Rain on vinyl. Currently trying to convince the parents to give me Motley Crue and Ratt Vinyls.
+I adore Old Hollywood. I have the biggest obsession with Marilyn Monroe, i'd give anything to look like her.
+Once, Mikky and I went to get photos developed and she put her last name as 'Smithbro' so thanks to her, I call everyone by their last names with 'bro' on the end. EG= HUNTBRO
+Mikky and I have about the same level of intelligence. We blame Genes.
+Apparently I walk like a penguin.
+I like confidence.. not arrogance.
+I hate confusion, although I am constantly confused by everything.
+Lipgloss tastes good.
+I cannot walk in the dark wihtout crashing into walls.
+Never take your clothes off and jump into a lake.
+I truly believe that I was a groupie in the 80s.. I WAS REINCARNATED.
+I wear the most random things to bed
+I love photo comments, they make me HAPPY.
+Every year, I over-decorate my school planner. I should have got a prize!
+I crave random food at random times
+I say random alot. Or rando!
+I love threatening to sue people.
+Jai Rodriguez is way to sexy to be gay.
+I love bitchy gay guys!
+One day i'd love to star in a musical.
+My favourite type of movies are musicals.
+Me anf Ryan always watch Saw together. it gets us in the mood.. ROFL.
+I want a mirror on my ceiling...
+I love hazlenut, it tastes good.
+I like spinning around in circles then falling over
+I always serenade people
+My dog is a pedo named MJ
+I LOVE photoplus, its the funnest place ever.
+I want a Prince tattoo on my hip.. or possibly lower...
+My teddy Behrooz is a pervert.
+I have an addiction to nail polish
+Am I the only one who thinks Timbaland is strangely attractive?
+Also, Claude Kelly. What can I say, song writers/producers are hot.
+I love writing in permo markers.. they smell good.
+My Mommy taught me how to play poker.. and then I forgot.
+I like taking trains and singing random songs and scaring other passengers
+I love climbing trees
+Me and Emma always used to play Barbies together
+If you cant love yourself, who can you love.
+I hate bogans, yet im pretty sure I am. Specially when I drink beer.
+I am so lazy. I start stories and MCBF finishing. I eat something, then MCBF with the rest so chuck it. sometimes I just MCBF even moving.
+I hate chewing it takes too long
+I suck at spelling, but when I take time to think, i'm a pretty good speller?
+I like to talk about myself. I am so in love.
+I will never be tanned
+I wish I had a hot teacher......
+I like Pimp Juice.................
+One week I had Frozen Coke every single day
+I got my photo taken with 'Marilyn Monroe' at Movieworld, and spent the rest of afternoon telling everyone how i'm hotter and could do a better job, and planning ways to make her lose her job so I could take over.
+I love horror movies
+Im seriously scared of witches, thanks to The Wizard Of Oz.
+I love the English accent, it's so sexy. Luckily my boyfriend is English and has the sexiest voice :)
+I wish I could have been Bridget Jones but chosen Daniel Cleaver in the end
+In fact, I just love any accent that's not Australian =)
+Once I cut my own hair. Not good.
+I always spill my drinks.
+I love car trips and going places.
+Cupholders are a genius invention
+I always cheat playing Monopoly
+I have a rag doll named Jane
+Me and Brad always have the most random conversations on MSN. Like talking about Michael Jackson's penis, and addign randoms to convos and pretendign to be boyfriend and girlfriend haha
+Okay I am actually in love with Draco Malfoy, when I watched Harry Potter 6, I swear I almost orgasmed when he cried. it was so hot. then when he cried at the end, I started crying. My bf was like... wtf.
+Hermione is a canine.
+Tania and I have a Harry Potter sex lair.
+Me and Brad has a grass war once .That was epic.
+I am such a bitch, and always having random mood swings. how anyone stands to be around me is suprising.
+Everyone I know has a nickname +I get half way thru icecream then chuck it out
+I love stalking people
+One day Emily and I collected buisness cards
+I love glow sticks and flashing lights. +I go on Wikipedia everyday. It's like my Bible.
+Computer Blue performance on Purple Rain... turns me on hardcore. No joke lmao MY GOD.
+I wish I was the stage in 'Darling Nikki'
+I indulge in the occasional spot of bribery
+The best show ever was Alvin and the Chipmunks. I always used to watch it on video when I was lil
+My Girl makes me cry everytime
+Emily and I have a weird obsession with Skittles
+I could probably live on a diet of Red Bull and bubblegum
+I like watching TV by myself at 3am
+One day Amber and I bought handcuffs and a whip...... ah hem LOL
+Once I accidently cut my wrist with a purple texta
+If you ever wanna seduce me.. play 'Scandalous' by Prince. No joke. thats the ultimate in seduction songs.
+I liek fishnet stockings, they're hawt.
+I like to whip people. Im kinkaay.
+The only thing I ever order from Starbucks is Caramel Frappes.
+It's not hard to make me laugh
+ I love Axl Rose's rants. They are truly inspirational.
+I love lame celebrity dating shows, like Rock Of Love or A Shot Of Love With Tila Tequila
+I get distracted so easy, it can't be normal
+Plies is an awesome rapper because every word he says sounds like he is taking a massive amount of effort just to say it
+I realized Slash was sexy when I watched a video one day and he smiled. I melted =)
+Rocket Queen is mine and my Mom's jam!
+ I love the whole hot nerd look, like Charlie from Numbers =)
+I go thru such random phases.
+I hate that Bret Michael's is prettier than me
+aand I hate that Michael Monroe looks hotter than most women. Serious, he is so girly looking but I think he's sexy. What does that say about my sexuality....
+I think Vince Neil was fucking sexyyy back in his day, but now.. kinda makes me throw up a little bit.
+I think the only way guys should play guitar is.. shirtless
+I am probably the biggest hypocrite you will ever come across. Things that are okay for me to do, I criticise others for.. like drinking LOL.
+Sometimes I just start randomly laughing to myself about something that happened weeks ago.
+I have crazy laughing fits.. I love it =)
+I am pretty much convinced I am a cross between Michael Monroe and Vince Neil.
+My whole life has just been one big blonde moment.
+I love taking slutyyy pics HAHA.
+If you annoy me, chances are i'll just ignore you
+Once, Emily and I mixed Blue and Red Everglades together and made them PURPLE! :O

thats how he got that crazy sound

2009-11-23T19:27:00.000-08:00
La la la. I have an obsession with surveys. what can I say, theres not much else to do. Except watch videos; yes i'm old school all right. I found Mom's old Bon Jovi and Def Leppard videos. I love them. Joe Elliot and Rick Savage are pretty sexy English guys, and of course Jon Bon Jovi- possibly the most perfect man ever. :) yep. I also am loving Ratt atm. Stephen Pearcy is yummy. In the 80s of course.. not now. Like most of my 'obsessions' they all looked the best in the past, namly the 80s. Aah, if only I could have been a stripper down Sunset Strip or something, all throigh the 80s. What a life that would have been lol.
Anyway, where was i... SURVEEEEYYY.

Stare into a light. Rub your eyes. Now what colors do you see?
No I will not rub my eyes! I'm wearing too much make-up.

Energy drinks: Monster, Rockstar, or Redbull?
Any and all. I'd choose Red Bull out of all of them though.

Best flavor of chapstick?
Cherry of course ;)

Do you high-five?
In a very gangsta way yes.

Color of the last hoodie you wore?
Grey.

Ever felt movie-style love for someone?
Ryan & I are constantly living a movie haha. We have so many 'That should be in a movie!' moments.

Did it work out?
Of course it is....

When was the last time you went to the movies?
Umm a few weeks ago, This Is It :) Yummy.

Play any sports for your school?
No way! Okay in like Primary School I used to play Baseball. and in PE and such we played Tennis and of course our awesome BADMITTON.

What about outside school?
Yeah no. only when I was young and liked doing..stuff.

Would you ever volunteer at an animal shelter?
Nah, animals piss me off.

Do hostpitals make you uncomfortable?
Yeah, i feel weird being around so many sick people and whatnot.

Have you ever seen a dead person in real life?
No thank you!

How has your day been?
Very boring and gay.

Ever wished death upon someone?
Hahah yes, too many times. i'm a bitch.

Did you mean it?
Nah. I just get angry :)

Do you have your own room?
Of course, as if i'd share.

How far is the beach from your house?
AGES.

name three colors:
No you. Okay Purple, Pink, Yellow.

Now think of three things that are those colors that AREN'T obvious:
Prince's cum, Barbie, butter. what a weird sentence :D

Are you one of those people that always "liked it before it was cool"?
Yeah sometimes. One day the world will love Claude Kelly and i'll be all like YEAH I LOVED HIM FIRST.

What was it?
Errmm I dunno, a few randoms.

Who was the last person you hugged?
My Mom? Ryan? I dunno.

Was it a short hug or a long hug?
If it was Ryan it was a long cute hug ^_^

Last time you cleaned your room?
Today actually. kind of. well i just moved the mess around so it was less obvious that my room is a pigsty.

Tell me about one of the posters on your wall?
It's Prince and his sexy guitar/orgasm face. :)

Worst trouble you've ever gotten into? Did your parents find out?
Who knows..

The last lie you told: was it a big deal or just a whitelie?
White lie to Mom haha..

Is it hard to make you cry?
No I cry so easy. unless i'm in a bitchy mood, then i'm too cool to cry lmao

Do you like sneakers or flats better?
Flats :)

The ol' sky-dive or bungee jump question?
NEITHER :( im scared of both.

Why?
Because they both scare me and just NO:(

Ever laid on the floor in the fetal position, crying?
Probably LOL. how sad.

Do you have a closet, or a dresser? Or both?
Closet.

Where is your mom?
On the phone, like always

Relive one day from your past. Which one?
Theres too many! :)

Do a lot of partying?
Err not a lot, a good amount.

Spend lots of money on clothes or other materialistic items?
Yees. and shit i dont need.

Have a song stuck in your head at the moment? Care to share?
Way Cool Jr :D Ratt are awesome i tell ya.

Do you donate old clothes?
Mom does. when i decide to chuck shit out

Your best friend just downed six shots of tequila, what are they doing now?
Lmao talking shit, yelling out at peopless.

Do you twitter?
Twitters gay, I only use it to stalk Tom Felton & Claude Kelly.

How many years til you graduate?
I graduated this year :

Change one thing about your day?
Umm something to do! No wait, Ryan to be here . yes.

Have you ever been depressed?
Well yeah. quite a bit.

Want someone back in your life?
Nah i'm good.

What's your favorite color?
Purple :D

Have you lost friends in the past 3 years?
Of course

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Dunno yet. we'll see.

Do you listen to music every day?
Yess, can't go a day without it.

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
For sure.

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
I've been everything, my moods are constantly changing.

Do you think you have made anyone happy recently?
I hope soooo

Are you an emotional person?
Very lol. over dramatic some may say..

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
hehhe yes, cute.

Do you get drunk every weekend?
Nah not every weekend.

In school, how was/is your attendance record?
It slowly declined every year, until Year 12 when I was barely there. Im so clever, fucking up in my final year.

Are you good at keeping secrets?
Yeaah if I like you :)

Is there anything you're holding back and not saying to someone?
Umm dont think sooo.

Can you go a whole day with out saying "like"?
Nah im too bimbo rofl.

What's the reason why you were last mad?
Umm, nothing to do so I got mad at everything :P

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Yess, I managed to be for quite some time.

Has anyone ever told you that they would never hurt you, and then did?
Like everyone. especially my current bf. :@

Do certain songs make you cry?
Heaps! I love it though.

What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Coke Zero :)

What are you thinking about right now?
Uhhm, what to do the rest of the week. what to buy.hehe.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
well yeah, i have so far .

What's something you really want right now?
Someone to come over with alcohol and a car, then drive me somewhere fun :)

Have you ever been caught skipping class?
Hahah yes. too many times.

Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?
Yeeesss. maybe.

Who is your number one?
Emilyyy

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Nah. im good.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon?
Yeah probably.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Hahah like everyone.

Where do you wanna live when you get older?
Melbz broo.

Is there someone you wish you were with right now?
Yes :( grr.

one night only

2009-11-20T22:18:00.000-08:00

Who was the last person to call you babe?
Err some total random on MSN.

When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
No, I prefer to ride around the store in them, then push it somewhere.

If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
Ah yes.

Has someone ever sang a song to you?
Lol many people.

Do you play Sudoku?
No it confuzzles me.

If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
Nah i'd just die.

Have you danced in the rain?
Heehe yes, and ran around in it like a spazzz.

Would you consider yourself a jock/prep/goth/emo/gangster?
GANGSTAA. Nah i'm just me lol

Ever been to the beach?
Of course, Im Aussie.

Do you like cheese?
YUP.

Have you ever been to the emergency room?
Nope, luckily.

Do you like hot or cold weather more?
In the middle.

Do you like winter?
Yess, I miss it :(

Do you have a secret crush?
Ahh no.

If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do?
DIE. nah i would freak out so much : dont really wanna think about it.

Would you get plastic surgery?
Yess haha, i'm fake.

Who do you text the most?
Probably Ryan

What color are your eyes?
Bluuuee.

Do you wish you had smaller feet?
I dont carrree

Has a rumor been spread about you?
Har har. yus

Have you written a secret admirer letter?
No im not that lame, i've received them though.

Ever fallen for your best friend?
Oohh Emily knows I want her ;)

Age you lost your virginity?
:O i'm appalled by this question.

Would you pretend to like something to please your partner?
Maybe i'd exaggerate, but i wouldnt lie about my interests.

Ever had a sexual fantasy?
id be lying if i said no ;)

Would you rather give or recieve?
OOOH what a cheeky question. i love both lol

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
I love both!.

Do you look like your mom or dad?
Errmm neither.

How long does it take you in the shower?
It depends, usually ages.

Do you watch reality tv?
If I have to.

What movie do you want to see right now?
I feel like watching Saw 5 again. and Saw 6. and heaps of horrors.

Do you illegally burn music?
No... not at all...

What did you do for New Years Eve?
Got drunk at Nagambie Lake =)

Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
Well it scared me. pretty much every horror does.

Have you been to an IMAX theater?
Yuup.

Was your mom a cheerleader?
Not to my knowledge,

Were you a planned pregnancy for your parents?
I really hope so =

What is your middle name?
Jane.

How old was your mom when she gave birth to you?
26

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
It varies.

Last time you had sex?
Today hahah ;)

What do you buy at the Movies?
A ticket! and smuggle rando food in :P

Do you know how to play poker?
I've been taught so many times, but i keep forgetting.

Do you wear your seatbelt?
Hahahah i learnt my lesson.

What do you wear to sleep?
Whatever i feel like :)

Anything big ever happen in your town?
LOL occasionally some scandal happens.

Is your hair straight or curly?
Straight

Is your tongue pierced?
Sure isnt.

Do you like Liver and Onions?
Err no

What is your favorite sushi?
ew.

Do you like funny or serious people better?
Funny! I love laughing.

Ever been to Hollywood?
Gahh i wish

Who is on your mind right now?
Stephen Pearcy and how much I wish i was groupie in the 80s so i could bang him

Any plans for tonight?
Nopee.

Do you hate chocolate?
How could you hate chocolate?!

What do you and your parents fight about the most?
Me going out, me being a smartass.

Are you a gullible person?
Very lol

Ever go to a theme or costume party?
Yaa.

If you could have any job, what would it be?
Actress!

Are you easy to get along with?
Hahah no

What is your favorite time of day?
Night timeee.

Are you a generally happy person?
Errmm i switch around a lot.

When was the last time you shaved your legs?
This morning

What were you doing this morning at 8?
sleeping.

What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Uhmm Myspacingg

What are you wearing right now?
Shorts and purple top

Are you mad at anyone right now?
Kind of.

The last two people to say they loved you?
Ryan and,.... I dont actually know :(

Are you okay?
Yes,

Are you happy with your living arrangements?
NO.

Last thing received in the mail?
No ideaa.

Have you ever had sex in a public place?
Aahahah not sex, some stuff though ;)

Last text message?
Was cutee.

How is your hair?
gay.

How many different drinks have you had today?
water, juice, pepsi max, coke.

What have you eaten today?
Chips and cheesecake :D

Are you any good at math?
NO

What did you do Friday night?
Uhhmm MSN. long convoss.

Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
Yess and Prince symbol lol

Are you taken for granted?
I believe i was.

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
ahahah almost.

Do you like the ocean?
sometimes, it pisses me off though.

What are you excited about?
crunkk.

What did you do two nights ago?
Lost my boyfriend, so got crunkkk at the pub lmao.

Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Nah.

Where do you keep your money?
in my purse =)

Do you remember the most naughty night of your life?
ive had a few ;)

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
someone else.

hate

2009-11-03T16:25:00.000-08:00

I really hope karma doesn't exist. Because i'm screwed.
Ever had a day when you realise how much of a shit person you actually are? Thinking back to every hurtful word, every time i've purposely said things to people I love just to hurt them. Never thinking of anyones feelings but my own. Acting and pretending that I feel things when I really don't. Doing stuff for my own benefit. Generally, just being the selfish person that I am. Well, that was last night. I spent basically all night thinking about everything and how the boy that I love should not be with me. He's too good. :(

After breaking up, what's worse: knowing you still love them or pretending like you never were in love?
Can't say i've ever experienced either, but i'd imagine the first one.

What's one of your locked text messages?
I wish I could lock them.

Where is the one boy/girl you want to see the most right now?
Hmmm.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
Ah no that's a bit harsh.

Is anyone over- protective of you?
Yess.

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
Many.

Do you know anyone named Joshua?
Yup.

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
Hell yeah, it'd be fun AND i'd get money.

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
Sleep. or drifting in and out of sleep.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yea, it's been a challenge lol

Do you think two people can last forever?
I don't know.. I want to believe it , but I don't think so.

Would you put yesterday on repeat and live it forever?
I loved yesterday, but i'd change last night. :(

Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
Probably.

Do you drink tea?
Ah no, coffee.

When's the next time you'll see your friends?
Tomorrow..exams woo.

What did you do today?
Not much at all, today is mega shit.

Name one person you wish you could fix things with, and why haven’t you?
Ryan, i'm not sure if they are fixed or not, but i'm going to change.

Do you have feelings for someone?
Ya huh.

Do you find smoking unattractive?
Yes, massive turn off.

How many people do you fully trust?
No one these days.

Do you look decent when you wake up?
I look like shit.

Say, the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
Eh.

How far away are you from the person you like?
Too far.

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Lol nah.

When is the last time you were at a beach?
Ageees ago.

Think back to September, were you in a relationship?
Yess..

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I hope he still does.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
GAHFUCKFUCK

What are you doing tonight?
Uhhmm I dunno. studying..yay

Where were you at 2 this morning?
Bed.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a B? How many?
Like.. 3.

What about J? How many?
Fuck, heaps LOL.

What do you currently hear right now?
November Rain- GNR

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
Haha all thee time.

Who was your last text from?
Ryan

Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
Yess.

Would you rather be able to control the weather or control traffic?
Weather.. that would come in handy.

Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer?
Prolly typing.

Would you rather sleep for 3 days, or stay awake for 3 days?
stay awake

What time did you go to sleep last night?
No idea... early hours of the morning.

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
Bit of both.

What were you doing before this survey?
Studying, i got restless.

What will you do after the survey?
GAH study I spose.

When was the last time you had starbucks?.
Back in Surfers, that was the best night :P

If you were to runaway, where would you go?
AMERICA. nah i dunno, far far away.

What's the tenth text in your inbox say and who is it from?
MCBF.

When was the last time you laughed?
Yesterday

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
Yeaa :(

What was the last thing you hid?
I dotn know.

Think back three months ago, were you single?
Naah.

How many piercings do you have besides ears?
none.

Do you prefer to call or text?
Textingg.

Ever like someone older than you?
Ooh yes, older men are yummy.

What year are you in?
12, well after exams i'm finished :

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past five days?
Yerrp.

die.

2009-10-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

Could you kiss some random if you wanted too?
If I wanted too, sure. It wouldn't be very nice of me though.

Would you date an ex if your boyfriend/ girlfriend cheated on you?
Not date them.lol. Why go back when you can go forward....

Who was the last person you text?
Shaunnnyyy.

Are you single?
Nope.

Are you happy?
Partly.

If you could change something, would you?
Yes, yes I would.

How old is your partner?
Partner? eh, 17.

Anything that makes you angry/upset about the person you like?
Mmmhmm.

Will he or she read this?
I dont know. Will he?!

What are you feeling?
More than a feeeelliiiiingggg

Could things be "better"?
For sure. a lot could be better.

If you could, would you jump off a cliff?
Wtf no thank you. lol.

If there was one person you could run too, who would you choose?
I'd run for no one BITCH. okay maybe Jon Bon Jovi.

How many hours sleep did you get last night?
Some.

Anything bugging you?
Errr yes. Im over this weather already

When did you last see the last person you kissed?
Monday.

Is everything "ok"?
I suppose so.

How is this quiz for you?
Orgasmic. was it as good for you as it was for me?

If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again or have your head hacked off, which one would it be?
LMAO HEAD HACKED OFF AHAHAHAHA

What are you up to, at this moment in time?
Studying, pondering things, and this of course :)

What are you looking forward too most as of now?
I've decided I cannot wait for Christmas :)

Orange juice or a monkey?
Neither? JBJ mmm mmm.

Pot or alcohol?
Alcohol.

What is the last thing that slid down your throat?
Oh dear : sounds so naughty LOL. errm, I had iced coffee before? oh yum.

Unicorns are real?
Duhh.

If you could go anywhere in the world and stay there the rest of your life, where would it be?
LA. ;) Wait no, thats only if it was the 80s. I dunno, I wanna move around all the time, I get bored in one place.

What are you gonna do now?
What are YOU gonna do?

Seven months ago, can you remember who you liked?
= too long arggh.

Met any new people this year?
Yup, heaps.

Is there someone you wish you were still close to?
Kind of.

Is there anything you'd like to say to someone?
Go die.

What were you doing at mid-night last night?
Errrrrr...... What was I doing?

What are you listening to?
ONLY LONELLYYYY. i love Bon Jovi.

The shirt your wearing, where did you get it?
Some rando shop in Queensland

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
Nahh.

Can you play pool?
I fail miserably at it.

Last person you talked on the phone with?
Dad.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning?
Yuss.

What are you doing tonight?
Eh nothing. bon jovi videos, i must steal off mom.

What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
Umm.. CHEESEBURGER :D oh man that was good.

Are you an emotional person?
Gah yes, too much sometimes. then other times im just uncaring.

Do you like your name?
I suppose, could be worse.

Do you have plans this weekend?
idk.

Do you dance naked in your room?
In my undiess ;) Lol. cant help it when Prince is on.

When did your last relationship end?
hahahaha lol relationship

Biggest fear?
Spiders =

How long have you been a part of myspace?
Too long. nah, was about 15?

What are you wearing right now?
Singlet and leggings. woo.

Do you hate anyone?
YES.

How many people in the world do you trust fully?
No one. nar idk, depends.

Do you enjoy filling these out?
I actually do.

Do you think it's possible to be friends with someone you wanna be with?
Well yeah, thats usually how good relationships start out.

Are you worried about anything?
Yuss.

How was your day?
EXCELLLENTTTTT. =)

Is there ice cream in your freezer?
Of course, there always is.

Do you find trusting people easy?
Nah.

Is there someone who's usually on your mind?
Sometimes.

Do you cry when something doesn't go your way?
I hate not getting my own way :@ so yes.

Do you miss anything?
Being a child.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Sureeee.

Able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
Nah how boringg.

Do you have to sleep with a television on?
Nah.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yes

Will you be up before 7AM tomorrow?
Yes :(

When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
Today most likely.

What time is it right now?
4:01 pm yoo.

Do you think "I love you" are strong words?
Yeahh they are.

Whens your birthday?
13th of may

Have you ever slept for a whole day?
Ah good times.

Has this year been a good year?
Yuuuupp.

Are you the oldest of your siblings?
I am :D

Are you happier now than you were three months ago?
Mmm my moods are everywhere, so idk

Where were you at two yesterday?
I dont know.

How many piercings do you have?
none!

Do you have any pets?
Yes, two.

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on their bed?
Ah no.

Are you short?
I could be shorter..

Think back to the last person you hugged; do they mean anything to you?
Yess.

Who was the last male you hugged?
Um

What are your plans for tomorrow?
Grr, English exam, kill meeeeeeeeeee

I need to stop with the surveys that no one reads

2009-10-26T17:18:00.000-07:00

Seriously. Im becoming addicted.

Did you stand on your tippy-toes when you had your last kiss with the opposite sex?
I probably did, he's tall =

In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence of anything?
Caffeiene and thats it. Wow.

Would it be more likely of you to fail Science or Math?
Considering i've failed both,but science I failed more soo..

Do you believe your ex cares about you?
Nah.

Are you cheating on someone right now?
Nopee,, and if I was, I doubt I would be posting it on the internet for all to know.

Do you and your parents get along?
Depends, its like me with pretty much everyone, somedays I love them, others im just a bitch.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
I finally think I can be :D

Which would be more meaningful to you: "I love you a lot" or "I love you so much"?
"I love you so much"

Your phone rings, who do you want it to be?
Someone telling me i've won something :D Or Ryan. either one.

Plans for the weekend?
Halloweeeeennnn :D

Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
Its cute ^_^ except that im asleep so I wouldn't realise.

If your boyfriend or girlfriend cheated on you, would you take them back?
I really don't know what I'd do. It could be a Ross and Rachel situation, then like 5 years later, we get back together

Your last ex calls you and tell you they love you, are you surprised?
Eh it's happened before rofl.

Do you ever wonder what your last ex is up to?
I still speak to him, so I guess I know.

Do you have trouble letting things from your past go?
Kind of.

Do you use your middle finger often?
If I need to.....

Who started your last kiss, the girl or the guy?
Guy.. goodbye kiss :(

Are you an alcoholic?
LOL nah i'm not quite there yet, even though the only thing stopping me from drinking on a regular basis is money.

Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?
NUDIE RUN!!!

Can you go a whole day with out saying "like"?
No lol.

Has anyone ever asked you to have a three some?
Yes many times LOL.

Is confidence cute?
Not cute, confidence is attractive. arrogance however, is a turn off. Something Ryan discovered one time LOL.

Are you a jealous person?
Eh I can be. Most of the time I just don't care.

Are you still friends with the last person who broke your trust?
I suppose? I dunno.

Where is your Mother?
Wandering around yelling at me and MJ lol.

Where is your Father?
Work.

Do you like to swim?
If i'm in the mood.

Do you need to return anyones phone call?
Nope.

Where were you born?
Sunshine :)

Where do you keep your birth certificate?
I dunno, ask my Mom lol.

How many days until your birthday?
AGES.

What is the closest orange object to you
NOTHING ARGGGH.

Have you sneezed in the past hour?
Just did like a minute ago :P

How many books are in your room?
Heaps, im awesome of course.

What did you last eat?
I HAVENT YET ARFFFHHHH FOOOD.

Who is your favorite teacher of all time?
I hate you all. Nah I dunno.

Name one of your goals for this year?
Umm..

What is the biggest trouble you have ever been in?
Heaps. lol. Nah im an angel :)

Did you cry because Michael Jackson died?
Eh yes, for at least a weeek.

What does your 9th message on your phone say?
NO YOU.

Look to your left. What's there?
Kitchen... mmm food.

How long does it take you to fall asleep?
Not long at all. Im always sleeepyy

Is there a TV in the room you are in?
Yup.

What are you looking forward to?
I DONT KNOW.

What comes to your mind when I say red?
Why the fkk did I just think of Michael Monroe.

What other language do you want to be fluent in?
Italian :D

Do you crack your neck often?
No eww.

Do you usually hold your pee for a long time?
Lol if necessary.

Is it possible to lick your elbow?
NO.

Worst feeling in the world?
I dunno.. being lonely.

What's your current favorite commercial?
I like never watch TV so I wouldnt know.

Name something you think is pointless?
Pretty much everything.

Favorite fast food restaurant?
HUNGRY JACKS (L) my true love.

Have you ever been in a fist fight?
Nah im a lover, not a fighter.

Would you consider yourself as a pyro?
Lol ah no.

Did you have a weird dream last night?
YES lol, I remembered it before, then I forgot it. Oh thats right, I stole a burger from Hungry Jacks, then some random group of hot men chased me and yeaa... had sex up against a wall with Simon Baker.. :)

Do you wish at 11:11?
No im not gay.

Do surveys really cure boredom?
NO. :(

So....

2009-10-23T17:17:00.000-07:00

I have officially finished Year 12. Woo, I made it! Lol.
Well it's not all over yet, I still have exams... eeeek.
But yeah, Thursday the 22nd of October- my official last day.
Supposed to be Muck Up Day, when my Muck Up Day consisted of getting drunk with Emily, wandering back to school at reccess, picking up Ryan, dragging him down to a secluded area and yeah............. =)
Lol. But that night we had our Valeddictory Dinner. Was good. I wore purple of course, and stole a shitload of balloons. My only regret was I didnt take enough photos! The one night I looked like Marilyn Monroe :( lol.
Andd went to the pub that night, as celebration. There will be many more of those to come, for sure. But yeah, I feel free, yet it's scary that there will be no more school EVER. Im gonna miss it in a weird way. Okay I will miss, not so much all the homework and that, just the routine of school, how I always knew what I was doing, my friends, even teachers at times. Breaking the rules, rebelling, being crazy. All that. and now I know I can do what I want, its scarier.

i like it.

2009-10-21T20:58:00.000-07:00

Unique questions are ya ready?
Yeah sure.. lol.

So far, what year of your life do you think you changed the most in?
This year definitely.

Friends ever seen you cry?
Yeaah like all of them lol, im such a sookyy.

Do you have a lot of pictures in your room?
Not a lot, some. Mainly on my corkboard thingo.

What are you excited for?
Tonight should be aight. Sunday willl be a good good day LOL

Are you a forgiving person?
Nah not really. I can be.

How do you feel about public displays of affection?
I'd be a bit of a hypocrite if I said I was disgusted by them, considering i'm all over Ryan all the time, no matter who's around :P

Can you keep a secret?
Yep, if I like you.

Have you ever played twister?
Yeep, it's fun.

Do you have trust issues?
I wouldn't say 'issues' but I dont trust many people.

Do you have a best friend?
Yerrp.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
Sure. I prefer to talk to my boyfriend though :)

Do you care what others think about you?
Pfftt nope

Do you want any piercings?
Nar.

Did you see a boy/girl today that made you smile?
Yup ^_^

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
If I did, they wouldn't exist in my world anyway.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and aren't around anymore?
I suppose, im happy now though

What if they were back in your life?
Err, wouldnt care.

What is today's date?
22nd october.

are you ready to get out of this town?
Oh god yeah lol

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
No it just wouldnt work :(

Relationships or one night stands?
Relationships thankss.

How many people have you talked to today; with actual voices?
Err quite a few.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Umm nah. only if i'm already upset

In the past week, have you cried?
Ah yes lol.

Are you okay with the life you live?
I spose.

Did you have a good day today?
Eh last day of school ever, can't really complain.

What are you thinking about?
I miss him.

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
A few yeaa.

Do you think relationships are hard?
At times, although in the end it's all worth it.

Do you make people feel better?
No I make them feel worse.LOL.

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Mommmyy.

Who's someone who knows everything about you?
Ah me.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Studying, wooot. and sleepies.

How important is trust?
very.

What was the last drink you had?
Pepsi Maxx.

When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life?
No ideaa.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yeaa, was aight.

What color shirt are you wearing?
White.

Did you have an exciting weekend?
No my weekend was shit.

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
thunderstorms are scarryy, but good.

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
Only problem would be how tired and hot we'd be ;) lol.

How are you feeling?
Moody.

Do you trust all your friends?
no.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Nope, just dunno when it will be :(

Where is your biological father right now?
Eh here somewhere.

Who do you tell the most to?
Emily and Ryan

Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Yuupp (L)

When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
Last Sunday

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
I know I can. coz i did YAY lol

Have you lost friends in the past 3 years?
yes.

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Lmao yes.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
It IS blonde :)

If the person who hurt you the most in your life apologized and told you they loved you what would you say?
I dont even know who that is.. lol.

So, in a relationship?
YEP.

If you are single, why is this? '
Im not fooool

What was so special about today?
Last day of school everrr.

Who can you always rely on no matter what?
Mommy, Ryan, Emily.

How many close friends do you have?
Not many.

Does anyone completely understand you?
Lol no, im quite the mystery :P I change like everyday ahah.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Not much at all.

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
Yeaaa.

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Yup :)

Has someone promised you something and broke it?
Yeaha.

Is there someone you will never forget?
Of course.

Is there anyone who hates you?
Yeep.

Think of the person who has hurt you the most in the past year, who is it?
The only person who really has the ability to hurt me is Ryan... lol.
sall gooddd

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
I always surprise myself with who I like :P

over the edge.

2009-10-17T16:56:00.000-07:00

As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
I need a shower. lawl.

What color is your shirt?
Black, Motley Crue (y)

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Yeaahh heaps and heaps, older guys are sexy. Usually.

What was your first thought this morning?
Aaah wtf happened to my bed?!

Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
Nah that would not be any fun.

What are you currently listening to?
Over The Edge- Akon. fkknlovee.

Where's the last place you went besides your house?
I actually don't remember.

Was your last kiss, standing up, sitting down, or laying down?
standing up .

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
At times. Lol nah I usually love him. USUALLY.

Have you held hands with anyone lately?
Friday yeah.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Yes :(

Who was the last person to call you?
Ryan..

Where is your phone?
Next to me.

Last time you talked to your number one?
Umm texted yesterday.

Are you a forgiving person?
Not usually, but yeah for some people I am,

Can you watch scary movies?
Yaa they just always scare me :)

What's the closest thing to you that is green?
Plant?

What did you do yesterday?
Slept and watched movies. Lazy day ^_^

If the last person you kissed bumped into you at school, what would you say?
Hey :)

Has anyone ever said something that brought tears to your eyes?
Yeah too many times.get fuckeddd.

Has anyone let you down recently?
Yuup.

Have you ever received a myspace message that made you cry?
Yess. pretty much everything makes me cry.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Mom.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Yeeep, seems so long ago.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Lol usually I just dont even realise, im too self involved.

Last time you had a sleepover?
Last weekend? not much sleeping went down though.

What are you excited for?
Pft nothing.

Are you a bitch?
Obviously, what girl isn't/

Do you still have your tan lines from summer?
I have tan lines on my legs from Queensland :)

Do you remember the reason why you last threw up?
Alcohol : lol.

What swear word do you say most often?
fuck.

Do you have a Facebook?
Grr yes.

Do you ever go on Youtube and search the most random things?
Nah I just search hair metal videos :)

What's the next movie you want to see in theaters?
Final Destination! Or Saw 6 :)

Do you live near a beach?
Fk no.

Do you have more than $50 in your room?
Nopee.

Do you think there's a difference between love and in love?
Big difference.

Do you like tomatoes?
They're aight.

Are both of your blood parents still in your life?
Yup.

Who were you dating exactly a year ago?
Was very much single lol

Were you tired when you woke up this morning?
Nah I had a good sleep, even though I stayed up almost all night :(

What did you have for breakfast today?
Coffee that I spilt everywhere coz im a tard.

Who is at your house right now?
Everyone cept mom

Do you prefer an Ipod or another MP3 player?
Prefer ipod, despite not having one,.

Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
Pfft who cares.

Do you consider yourself a hypocrite?
Ahaha yes very much.

How long have you had a myspace?
Like 3 years maybee.

When was the last time you went apple picking?
never ?

Do you sometimes wake up in the morning, lay in bed and think about life?
No I do that at night... like last night..

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Prolly.

Are you happy winter is coming soon?
Winters been and gone mate

What's one thing you like about winter?
Cuddless.

Are you allergic to anything?
Nah.

Where is number one on your top right now?
Dunnono

Do you have drama in your life?
Lol, only coz I make drama.

Has the first person on your top ever seen you naked?
Not to my knowledge :

How many friends do you have on myspace?
Almost one thousand YAY.

Recent adventures.

2009-10-16T15:23:00.000-07:00

I also just decided I should fill in this blog, which no one reads anyway, with a few random things i've been up to, mainly so I don't forget them. which happens.
I sat there for ages the other day trying to remember when a picture was taken, and what I did that day. It happened like last month. My memory really is shocking.
So yeah, last week was good yet bad.
Althogh I did spend most of it drunk. Wednesday I had a fight with Ryan, which is never good, but when i'm pissed off it's always ten times worse because of the fact i'm a drama queen/
Emily and I decided that we hated him, and then she decided to jump on my school bus and come to Nagambie because I was all emo depressed, thinkin that me and Ryan were over.
Luckily she got on the bus, all she has was her phone LOL and we went to the exciting town of Nagambie, where we ended up at her Grandparents house, who offered us a lot of alcohol.

Thursday, I decided school was not worth the effort of attending, so we spent all morning thinking of ways to get money to buy alcohol. We somehow got like 7 dollars, went to the pokies to try and win more, was unsuccessful obviously (But at least we didnt get kicked out like all the other times) and then bought a bottle of Passion Pop, went back to Emilys ans got drunk.

Friday. I stayed at Emilys that night, and we decided to hit up the pub that night. Well at first we bought some Everglades and more Passion Pop (God we're cheap drunks) and drank a lot at Emilys with Jacks mates. They had a bottle of Vodka, which we obviously stole and downed that too, not after adding randoms on Facebook and abusing people. Then webcamming random dudes. We finally got out of the house and went down the lovely streets of Seymour. I dont actually rememebr how we got there, only we did somehow. And hid our bottle of Everglades mixed with straight Vodka in some random bush, thinking we'd come back to it.
The pub was good. Soon as we got in, a man bought us drinks, so we knew it was going to be a good night. And it was. Emily and I were so out of it, we danced all night, met so many randoms, tried to find a guy with a 6 pack (fail) and made people buy us drinks. I made some random muzza buy me water, poor guy was so confused.
Also danced to 'Sexy Bitch' with some Akon look alike LOL how random
At about 2am, we got kicked out anyway, somehow scored 10 dollars off some random, and other change, ending up with more money then we came with :)
Then went to Maccaz, got my usual early morning cheeseburger, then wandered home somehow.
Aaahh I love being 18 and finally having an ID :)

Oh and yesterday we bought more Passion Pop and got some Jack Daniels, got wasted, then I ended up crying at school. Stupid alcohol.

=)

Because i'm bored and depressed.

2009-10-16T15:07:00.000-07:00

Be honest; name of the last person to text you?
Ryan, I think?

This time last year, what was your relationship status?
Was single and loving it.loll. How things change.

Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
Well yeah, he's my boyfriend. i hope.

Are you easily scared by horror movies?
Hahah yes, and I love being scared so it's all good.

Does someone like you right now?
Sure.

What was your worst mistake in your life?
Err I dunno, i've made a lot.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

What does the 15th message in your inbox say?
Who knows, my phone is ages away and i cbf.

Are you Irish in any way?
Maybe I dunno lol.

Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
No way, I had a tummy ache and it was 8am. So much for my sleep in!

Have you ever gone up to a car thinking it was yours and tried to get in it?
AHAHAH yes, Mikkii and I thought we unlocked a car that we thought was her Mom's and tried to get in, turns out the car opposite was her Mom's. That confused us.

Were do you buy most of your clothes?
Wherever I see purple stuff,

How many radio stations do you listen to?
I fkn hate radio!

Is your accent common for where you live?
Ah yeah, im full Aussie mate.

What does your watch look like?
Non exsistent.

How old will you be in 3 birthdays?
Errm...21? Oh my.

Will you be married by then?
I dunno, guessing i wont be.

What was the last thing you drank?
Coffeeee (y)

When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?
No idea, probably with Emily last week.

Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?
Write a paper, I do it all the time anyway

How many piercings do you have?
None, unless you count my ears which I don't coz Im pretty sure I havent worn earrings in like a year

Where is your number two on your top right now?
No idea :(

Do you wake up cranky?
I always wake up cranky, im not a morning person.

When you are home alone at night and hear strange noises, are you afraid?
Yes :(

Would you want to own your own island?
I already do according to my fake will :P

Whats your favorite show or shows?
Friends! :)

Do you drink enough water?
I havent even drank any today.

Have you had more than one alchol drink in the past week?
Oh yes. many.

Your older brother tells you he's in jail, what do you say?
I have no older brother. If it was my younger brother however, I would laugh my ass off.

Is it easy for you to accept loss?
Not at all.

Is it easy to make you cry?
Yes, i'm a sook.

How do you feel when someone kisses you on your forehead?
Uhh... love. :)

I bet you miss somebody right now?
Yeaa.

Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
Yeah I do it all the time.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yeaaa, through Myspace message anyway.

When you last got dressed, did you put on your bottoms or your top first?
Bottoms

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
No I look terrible!

What grade is the last person you texted in?
11

What do you want to get accomplished today/tonight?
Umm.. for him to love me back and forgive me :(

Plans for today?
Homework yaya.

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Hmmm no.

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Female.

What was your last bruise from?
No idea, Im always randomly bruising.

Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?
Err no loll I rarely get embarrassed which is weird, coz I do so much stupid shit all the time.

Where was the last place you went?
I dunno?

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yeees.

What's the last thing you said to someone & to who?
"NO" To Mom.

Have you ever let someone go because you thought they deserved better?
I really should aye, but no.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
maybe

What woke you up this morning?
I dunno, the stupid sun ruining my sleep

Who was the last person other then you that slept in your bed last?
Ryan laid in it? lol.

Last person you talked to on the phone?
Umm I dunno actually.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I guess.

Are you in high school?
Yes, for the next couple of days. then no :(

What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
My boyfriend.

Last movie you watched?
Umm... I dont even remember : I feel like watching SAW.

Whos the last person you said "i love you" to?
Ryan

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yuup defintely.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yeep.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yeaa.

If something was wrong, who is the first male you would go to?
Ryan.

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
No way LOL

Last car ride with?
Mom probzz.

Do you get easily embarrassed?
Naah lol.

Who was the last person you high-fived?
Lol Emily probzz,

How many people did you kiss yesterday?
Just the one.

How many people did you hug yesterday?
One..two.. something like that

Have you done anything sneaky lately?
Yeees :P

Is love really worth fighting for?
I think so.

What's irritating you right now?
Pft everything is.

How many kids do you want?
Not sure, 2 maybe?

What happened at 10:00 am today?
Hasnt happened yet ommmgg

How many hours did you sleep lastnight?
not sure.

Are you mad about anything?
always.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeeeeeeep.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?
Yesss.

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
No

Do you like sushi?
Eh its aight.

Who's the last person you made a pinkie promise with?
Dunno lol.

What annoys you?
everything.

Your phone rings, who is it, what do you say?
YO.

Can you have more than one best friend?
Suree.

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
Tummy :( always does lol im so weak.

Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
He pretty much always does.

Does anyone of the opposite sex have the same name as you?
Ah that would be the weirdest thing ever lol.

Is there a boy/girl that you would do absolutely anything for?
Yess.

Rockin That Thangg.

2009-10-03T00:51:00.000-07:00

If you were given the opportunity to have bigger boobs for a day, would you go for it?
Well yeah, kick it Pamela Anderson style ;)

What was the last book you read?
Currently reading an Axl Rose bio, very interesting.

What do you call your mum?
Mom LOl.

Do you ever get rude comments on your MySpace?
I often get rude messages from randoms offering me sex.

Have you ever been seriously scared you were going to die?
When drunk, yes

What season were you born in?
Autumn :)

Do you like to be in the water?
ehh not really, Im not the biggest fan of water.

What kind of stuff do you dream about?
Sex with celebrities, me being famous, cheating on Ryan, Ryan cheating on me, different ways we can break up..lmao

Have you ever dreamed you were naked in public?
Yeah it was fun :P

When was the last time you felt really embarrassed?
No idea, I do much stupid shit all the time but rarely get embarresed.

What do you think about hair extensions?
Depends who is wearing them, a llot of the time they're really noticible and look skanky, but some girls wear them well :)

Do you think Lindsay Lohan is a bitch?
I think she's a druggy slut.

Do you think the Waynes brothers are hilarious?
Sure why not.

Can either of your parents play an instrument?
My dad plays guitar

Do you have a little brother?
Yes, he's definitely the coolest

Do you know any twins or triplets?
My Mom's a twin.

What is your favourite boys name?
Hmm Logan :) and Troy. and Charlie. and Axl

If you could go anywhere right now, where would it be and why?
Back to Queensland

Did you know that a Finnish heavy metal band called Lordi won the Eurovision song contest?
Do I care?

Have you even heard of the Eurovision song contest?
Yep

What colour is the sky right now?
Blue... I wish it was purple.

Are your fingernails painted or natural?
Natural.

Do you cut your toenails?
Well yeah

Do you think Borders is a great bookstore?
Not bad, not bad at all

If money was no object would you ever get plastic surgery?
Probablyy.

What do you think about permanent make up?
Lmao i'm a fan

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Suree.

Do you think nose piercings look hot?
Err no. whatever floats your boat.

Do you think it is wrong to smoke around pregnant women and babies?
Yeaah, thats why I hate smokers. and to smoke around people who don't smoke.

Would you ever like to visit Ireland?
Suree.

When does summer begin for you?
Well techincally December.

Are you a movie buff?
I used to be.. then came the Friends obsession.

Do you think that bands like Panic at the disco suck?
Nah they're pretty good.

Don't you just hate ignorance?
I suppose

Would you rather be able to rap or sing opera/classically?
Rap isnt exactly hard.

If you could be transported to 1940s England or 1790s France, what would you choose?
England :D

Have you ever watched Dr Who?
Ah no, its not my style.

Have you ever seen a ghost?
No..

Do you find the idea of space scary?
Lil bit yeah

Do you honestly believe that God created the world in seven days?
I dont even believe in God

Can you believe that some sick bastards could bring themselves to eat horses?
Yeah.

Do you live in the middle of nowhere?
Feels that way sometimes lool.

What have you eaten today?
A wrap, and a Milo chocolate thingg, was yum.

Do you watch Family Guy?
Whenever I can :)

Is it warm outside?
No its cold.

Do you find puppies, although cute, a little too excitable?
Puppies, so cute!

When was the last time you saw your grandparents?
Yesterday :)

Do you have pictures of you and your ex in your room?
Aaah no.

Would you date someone who smokes?
No smoking is a massive turn off.

What's the last concert you went to and what do you want the next one to be?
I actually don't remember. and i'd love to see any glam band :) Hopefully Motley Crue or Poison. or Def Leppard.

If someone was hitting on your significant other while you were standing right there, would you step in and say something or would you let your S.O. handle it?
I'd just get cut and go hit on some other random lmao

You and your best friend like the same guy. The guy asks you out, do you say yes, knowing it will hurt your best friend?
Ah wouldnt happen, we like totally different guys, and we both have boyfriends. Unless it was Hot Body Guy.. that could cause problems lmao.

If there were no consequences to your actions, what is one thing you would do that you have never done because it's illegal?
Kill someone! and steal. and do drugs

What's the last movie you've seen that you would highly recommend to others?
Purple Rain lmao, i dunno

If you were given the chance to experience what it is like to be deaf for a day, would you take it?
No thanks, I like being able to hear.

Let's say you are 12 weeks pregnant and you were told that your unborn baby would be blind at birth, would you have an abortion?
As mean as it sounds, I probably would.

If you needed a lot of money for a life and death situation for a close friend or relative, would you steal it from someplace or somebody, knowing you would be caught and sent to jail for a number of years?
If that was like the last resort.

Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
No, I cry all the time lol, im over dramatic.

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Eww yes

What's something you really want right now?
Money and alcohol :)

QUEENSLAND.

2009-10-03T00:42:00.000-07:00

Ah yes, im back from good old Queensland. I miss it so much more than I thought I would. Orginally, I wasnt even looking forward to going, mainly because I thought it'd be really hot, and i'd miss Ryan. and the first night was the worse, I missed him so much AND it was hot.
But once I got to Movieworld, everything changed. Was SO fun, I went on scary rides, like BATMAN, okay I didnt go any scary rides really. Apart from the Superman rollercoaster, but it was more fun than scary. and I met Marilyn Monroe.. yum.
We also went to Wet and Wild, which despite the name, was pretty shit. and Dreamworld.. now that was awesome. I was like a little kid there, running around everywhere, stalking Spongebob, went to NICKEOLEDON world :D and went on scary rides, where I almost cried, but survived it :)

Surfers Paradise, where we stayed, was amazing. It was like a party every night there. and never any shortage of hot shirtless guys. Emma and I loved it hehe ;) Lucky me had a boyfriend. Still managed to meet many randoms, like Mint guy, Pizza guy, and Waffle guy LOL.
Also had Cold Rock..yum much. and went late night shopping. And played mini golf, and discovered how shit I am at it. Bought my own alcohol, was the best :D
Aaandd, went to Timezone, went a bit crazy there too.
Went shopping pracitially everyday, saw a Bon Jovi lookalike.
And the best night was the last one, Emma and I wandering the streets all night,talking to randoms, and singing Smelly Cat :)

All in all, a great holiday. :) and now im home with this shitty weather, no Cold Rock and Starbucks up the street, no ocean view, no shirtless guys everywhere, no beach, no theme parks, no Foxtel and no short shorts :(
waaaahhh

Note To Self

2009-09-12T05:39:00.000-07:00

Never drink a bottle of Everglades, put a little bit of gangsta rap on, dance around drunk, decide it's a good idea to put eyeliner on your boyfriend, give him a side fringe, and then he starts crying coz the eyeliner burns... it can only end in... naughty things ;)
LMAO
Which then resulted in me passing out then throwing up all night :) Im classy.

Your number 2 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I'd run after him.

Think back in February, how was your love life then?
Pretty boring, had a few guys on the go lol.

The person you have feelings for shows up at your house right now, what do you do?
Drag him to my bedroom.

Who was the last person you texted?
Ryan

Who was the last person to call you?
I dunnooo

What does your #2 call you ?
My name? The occasional other nick name :P

Do you have an older brother?
Nope, just a younger one

Last time you held a baby?
Aggees ago

The pool or the beach?
Pool, I hate sand.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Yuup.

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
Lying in bed with my boyy

Have you ever swam in a pool that wasn't yours?
I dont have a pool, so yes. many.

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Ew no.

When was the last time you talked on the phone for over an hour?
Hmm few weeks ago.

Will you be a strict parent someday?
I'd be the laid back cool parent, feeding the children alcohol and trying to make them into mini- Laura's.

Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
Motley Crue (y).

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Just had some water, bout the only thing I can drink without feeling sick :(

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Yeah I think so. Maybe sometimes.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
I really dont remember :

Do you like waking up to new texts in the morning?
Dont mind, I do like the occasional sweet Good Morning msg.

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
I dunno! Kissed Ryan maybe? who knows, I was wasted.

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
Hopefullyy

Where was your default picture taken?
Emilys bedroom. reowwrr ;)

What were you doing at 1am this morning?
...Who knows. LOL.

Who was the last person you just sat down and had a good chat with?
I dunno.

Ever had a threesome?
Aah no lol

When is the last time you saw number one on your top friends?
Last night/this morning.

Have you ever told someone you hated them and meant it?
I always do.

Do you and your friends ever make up 'code names' for people?
Yess haha practically every person I know has like a code nickname :P

Do you know how to work a barbecue?
No, im not that Aussie.

Do you find it rude when people text when they're talking to you?
Well I can't say its rude, when I spend most of my day texting Ryan

What would you do if the last person you spoke to on the phone asked you to marry them?
I dunno who i was.

How long would it take to walk to the nearest McDonald's?
A very long time :(

Takes Time.

2009-09-01T02:13:00.000-07:00

Ah yes, it's been a while since i've updated on my adventures.
Lets see.. been a bit of drama at school. I've been a bad, bad girl ;)
Okay well, since I am probably one of the most laziest girls you will ever meet, I decided for the last few weeks that going to certain classes were just not worth my time, and doing things like drinking, and buying hot chips, or going to Goulbourn Park and engaging in..activities... were better ways to spend school time. As everyone knows, eventually everyone gets caught for their crimes, and this was no excpetion. Emily decided not to go to Pysch, and I, due to the promise of chips, I decided to miss out on Literature. Unfortunately, our coordinator went looking for us, discovered neither of us were in class, put two and two together, and called our parents enquiring on our whereabouts. Luckily, i'm smart and good at crying on cue, which ended up turning into real sadness, and we just escaped expulsion. Was scary though :( Suprisingly enough, my Mom didn't ground me, really yell at all, and got over it pretty quick, when I was expecting to get murdered. But I think I learnt my lesson, other than my slight slip-up, once again involving hot chips, where I got caught down the street wit Amber and Ryan. But yeah, other than that, i am now a good girl :)

Now, Friday. Emily and I decided we'd been spending too much time with our boyfriends, and organised a girls night. Girls night for Emily and I, is buying cheap wine, taking random pictures, and yelling out at randoms. Friday night was no exception.
We got rid of the guys, and went down and bought our alcohol, an event which took at least an hour. We wanted cheap alcohol that got us fucked up quick. My first thought was Goon, but knowing me, i'd throw it all up and be sick all night, so decided against that. Ended up with 2 bottles of Passion Pop. Cheap, and PURPLE. what more do I need?
Turns out, a lot more. After a few Pulses, and some sexual webcamming with uh,, Ryan LOL, and making fun of randoms, we hit the streets with our Passion Pop, in plastic Champagne flutes. I felt very sophisticated.... LOL.

Somehow, don;t actually remember, we ended up at Maccaz, as always, and befriended a number of guys, which is always a bad idea when i'm involved. Not only am I an incredibly sleazy drunk usually, I seem to attract the freaks. And not to mention, this time around, I have a boyfriend, so hooking up with randoms was a no-go.
Luckily, they gave us free drinks, and offered to buy us more at the pub. This is where the fun night..stops being fun. I'd gone past my sleazy stage, skipped angry, and went on to depressed. Normally, depressed drunk Laura found comfort in the arms of the nearest male or boyfriend, but no boyfriend around. So I went through a massive missing Ryan phase. I kept callin him, stalkerish, and ended up calling him from a payphone, demanding that he call me back, coz it was an emergency. Poor guy probably panicked, knowing what i;m like when i'm drunk and probably thought I was throwing up somewhere. But no, I just realised how in love I am. Sad really. I missed him so much. Maybe it was the effects of alcohol, maybe it was my epiphany on love, and how much one person can change in a year.

Anyway, I spent ages on the phone to Ryan, not saying all that much except how much I missed him and loved him, and a running commentery on all the stuff I was walking into, and the random guys yelling out at me. =S
We arrived at the pub, keen to see these guys with a promise of free drinks. But no, little miss Laura HAS NO FUCKING ID. i hate myself :( So Emily went in and tried to score the drinks, except was informed that she wasnt allowed to take drinks outside. Meanwhile,, I was sittng on some random seat (still not sure how I got there) on the phone STILL, trying not to burst out crying because my drunkeness had not only reached being depressed, I was now sleepy and confused. The night ended with us trying to navigate our way home, singing Lady Gaga and.. James Brown? and me depressed coz im a sad fool in love :(
Then Gossip Girl and icecream!!!!!! :D

Hopefully next outing will be much better and not so emo on my part. Although if its not emo, its angry and hating everyone, or overly sleazy and takng clothes off everywhere...hmm..

Bed Of Roses.

2009-09-01T01:24:00.000-07:00

Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano
Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head
And some blond gave me nightmares, think that she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and french kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps it's own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love, the truth, what you mean to me and the truth is
Baby you're all that I need

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well I'm so far away the step that I take's on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd give each night
To see through this pay phone
Still I run out of time or it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to
You I'll just close my eyes, whisper baby blind love is true

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well this hotel bar's hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
Well I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died
Ooh yeah

Now as you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me to stand in her spotlight again
Tonight I won't be alone
But you know that don't mean I'm not lonely
I've got nothing to prove for it's you that I'd die to defend

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down

Freaking LOVE this song atm. Jon Bon Jovi just has the sexiest voice ever. Definately one of my favourite singers, and such a good man. Unlike most of the 80s glam scene, Bon Jovi never got into the drugs, drinking and women, and yeah they were made fun of a lot for their songs and style, but they're all still playing, making music, healthy and happy, so there ya go, not every band has to live their life the way Motley Crue did. Not that theres anything wrong with them either :)

As much as I am into the glam side of things, still love Bon Jovi. How can I not? I've been listening to them for as long as I can remember, even though I never really had a choice, as my mother is a massive Bon Jovi fan. I've been brainwashed into loving them. Well ,every 80s band I love, my Mom does too, apart from Hanoi Rocks and Cinderella and all that. Not as popular as the stuff she was into. But yeah, anyway =)

LOVE.

I hate love.

2009-08-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

Did you sleep alone Saturday night?
That would be tonight, and I will be :(

Is there a person in your life that can make you smile?
A lot of people make me smile, some more than others

What are you listening to right now?
Break Up- Mario. Sounds like such a depressing song, but it's so upbeat :P

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I fell asleep watching Friends AGAIN, so probably laughing at something Phoebe said XD

Is there anything you're wondering about?
I'm always wondering...

What did you have for breakfast?
Nutri grain! I felt energetic. and like a muscle man. YAY

Do you ever get called beautiful?
Like everday, I could never get sick of it .

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Feelings, such strong feelings!

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Should be, I get to see my boiiii

Where is your mother?
Watching TV right near me.

What was the last thing you cried about?
I think from laughter, or being annoyed at..something.

Do you drink energy drinks?
I pretty much live on a diet of just them.

Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
There's nothing I can think of..

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yup. Anyone really, i'm so bored.

You think anyone's thinking about you right now?
That I doubt.

Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Depends on my mood, when i'm in a happy, hyper mood, everyone makes me smile. Depressed- Pretty much only Ryan or Emily.

If you could change your eye color would you?
Purple! Like Elizabeth Taylor <3>Do you go to school?
I do, not for much longer though!

Is anyone mad at you at the moment?
Probably, I always have people mad at me.

Do your parents force you to go to church?
Hell no, we are NOT religous :P

Are you playing hard to get right now?
But i'm a tease! ;) Haha nah, no need. I have who I want.

Do you like winter?
Just as I start to love it, damn Spring comes along. I'm never satisfied!

Do you have anything bothering you?
Umm I look like shit, I have a headache, I'm bored and I wanna get drunk and have no ID. aaaaa

Have you ever watched a movie during the day?
... I do all the time,

If you were at a magic show, would you volunteer to be on stage?
Sure, so long as I didn't die.

Have you ever been in a tree house?
Yeah man, Mikky and I wanted to live in one back in the day. Seriously, we were ready to move in :P

Are you afraid of embarassing yourself in public?
Nah i'm over it, I do it that much I should be used to it.

How many kids would you babysit at once if the rate was 20 dollars per kid?
10! Okay no.. I dunno, depends.

Have you ever made a walrus face using french fry's in your mouth?
I think thats funny! Uhh but no, I don't think I have. Even though i'm immature enough to try something like that

When is the last time you wore a Halloween costume?
Uhh have I ever? I want a Sailor Moon costume!

Would you play Barbies and act the part if a little girl asked you?
I love Barbies! So yes, of course I would. Anything to go back to being a kiddyy.

How many Snickers bars could you eat in a row before throwing up?
Like.. I dunno, never tried.

Have you ever mooned passing cars?
I've flashed some? That was one drunken night LMAO.

Most embarassing thing that happened at school was?
God I don't even know, I do so much stupid shit.

Can you cry on command?
I did in Lit to get out of class! High five!

Would you shave your eyebrows on a dare?
No way!

What cute story does your mum always bring up of you as a baby?
I dunno, ones about my attention seeking ways.. Oh how i've changed :P

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
Oh yes, a few times :P

Last time you got scared, what happened?
The Kranksy Sisters were on TV *Shudders*

Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Well yeah.

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
I do it all the time, and almost always get caught.

Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
No! At least I hope not........

Do you have an annoying laugh?
Probably lol.

Where is your sister right now?
At work.

Name 4 things you did today?
Ate chips, watched Sailor Moon, dyed my hair, had a shower.

What kind of phone do you have?
Err some LG one. I dont pay attention to it, other then to the fact that it is PURPLE. =D

What are you listening to?
Keep On Lovin You- REO Speedwagon. Lurrvveee (L)

What do you smell like?
Hair dye.. yum. lmao

What color are your eyes?
Blueeeeyyy

Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill?
Err excuse me?

Do you know someone named Betsy?
No.. that reminds me of the 50s. coz I was there and all

What color is your mom’s hair?
Blonde and brown.

Are you allergic to anything?
Nah, dont think so.

Have you talked to an ex recently?
Yerrpp.

What does your hair look like right now?
Don't even go there.

Have you eaten today?
Yuup, it was amazing.

Who was the last person you drove with?
Dont even know.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No I had a headache.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Dunno, I'm always moving around.

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Literally ;) haha

Are you going to go watch the new "Harry Potter" movie?
I already did.Ahh, Draco crying, I will never forget the hottnes.

Ever broken a bone besides a toe or a finger?
I've never even broken a bone. It's a goal of mine.

If something was wrong, who is the first guy you would go to?
Ryan.

Who is the first girl you would go to?
Emily

Did you sleep alone last night?
I didss.

If you could have 2 things right now what would it be?
Perfect hair and heaps of money

What is the worst thing you've gone through in the past year?
Err I dunno.

Who was the last person you told a personal story to?
...? Probably Ryan.

If you got married to the last person you kissed, what would your last name be?
Oh god.

Who was the last person who told you that things were going to be okay?
I thinkss Tommyy/

What size shoe do you wear?
Like 7.

When was the last time you cried?
I dont remember!

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mommy. "How are you?"
"I dunno, I just woke up" hahah smartass.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yerrp.

What shoes are you wearing right now?
None.

When is your birthday?
May 13.

Do you have a brother?
Yup

Have you ever gotten sick on vacation?
I'm always sick

Have you ever trusted someone too much?
Nope, I dont let myself.

Would you rather be a priest or a drug dealer?
Drug dealer!

Has anyone ever given you a ring?
Amber did on our wedding day..lol

Who's the first person you argued with today?
I think my Mom haha

Do you sleep with your window open?
Nah.

Do you get along with girls?
Rarely, I hate girls

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
No!

Who's the last person you bought a piece of clothing for?
Dunnoo

Why did you break your last promise?
I don't even remember

How late did you stay up last night and why?
About 12, was watching Friends.

What do you think about math?
I hate you.

Do people ever tell you that you apologize too much?
No lol

Does sex mean love?
Pfft no haha

What's the worst abuse you have done to your phone?
I dunno, chucked it at walls and such.

Are you paranoid about dying a horrible death?
Not paranoid, but yeah it's a thought i spos.e

What colour shirt are you wearing?
Creaaammmm get on top ;)

Ever kissed someone who hadn't finished chewing their food?
Eww lol no.

Do you own any jeans with no back pockets?
Umm nah?

Where did you get the jeans you're wearing?
... I'm not wearing jeans

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?
Depends what kind of 'help'

How far away is the last person you kissed?
Too far! :(

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Not as confusing as girls are. or just me .

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
Yeaa.. :)

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
No!

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
No I look like shit.

Did anyone you've ever kissed have a tattoo?
Yah I think so.

If you could go anywhere right now where would it be?
Hit up a nightclub in Melbourne.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Yeah for suree.

Who was the last person you cried in front of and why?
Heaps of people yesterday, from laughter. at something that wasn't really that funny.

Do you remember your dreams?
Prety much always.

What are your favourite colours?
Purple!

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
the bus probs lol

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Most of them are :)

Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
Nah, surpsingly I haven't. YET.

2009-08-07T23:43:00.000-07:00

What would be your Patronus?
Whatever Draco Malfoys is. Obviously a highly sexual creature :)

What would you want your wand to look like/be made out of?
I only want one kind of wand... Draco's wand ;)

If you could be an Animagus, what animal would you be?
Hmm.... a dog lol like SIRIUS BLACK!

Would you join D.A. (Dumbledore's Army)?
Pfft no i'd join the OTHER D.A--- Draco's Army. Consisting of Draco and I, we go on many sexual adventures :)

Who was the character you hated the most in the books?
Probably Hermione or... Voldemort coz he has no nose. Or Umbridge coz she was just downright annoying.

Who were the characters you loved the most?
Draco Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy, Bellatrix Lestrange, Snape Siruis Black.. all the evil ones ;)

What house would you be sorted into at Hogwarts?
Slytherin... ohhh yeerr ;) Pfft as if i'd be in Gryfindorr or Ravenclaw. Maybe Hufflepuff but... no.

What was your favorite store in Hogsmeade or Diagon Alley?
Honeydukes sounds like good fun. or Borgin and Burkes or whatever it is.. to chill with Draco when he shops there.

If you could play Quidditch, what position would you play?
Any postion baby ;) oh QUIDDITCH? Woops.. ah um...Seeker :)

Would you honestly eat the kidney pie?
I'd eat Draco

Dark mark or D.A. "Galleon"?
Dark Mark, i'd be cool then

What magic power or inheritance would you want the most?
Hmmmm...... Legilcmeny or whatever it is that Snape has were U can read minds. Ahh good fun I shall have ;)

What magical creature was your favorite (ex. centaurs,house elves, etc.)?
Hmm... I liked Hippogriffs :) And House Elfs are pretty mad too! Dobbys a cutie :) and he worked for The Malfoys. He may have even seen Draco naked. Hahahaha

At the moment if you walked by the Room of Requirement what would it turn into?
A sex lair for me and Draco. Including, a bed, pool table, whips and chains, handcuffs, stipper pole, incense and candles, mood music... etc

What would your boggart be?
Um.... HERMIONE in her canine form. Or Voldizzle in his sexy suit. Except that'd be more funny than scary.

What was your reaction to the Ron and Hermione "thing" in book 7?
It was cute.. if you like them. But I hate them both, so I just laughed at how ugly their kids will be.

Are you brave like Harry, funny like Ron, or intelligent like Hermione?
Sexy, blonde and evil like Draco.

Which of the Deathly Hallows would you choose (the cloak, the stone, or the wand)?
Err.. the stone. Yes, come back MJ and Heath Ledger. lol.

Would you be a member of S.P.E.W.?
Pfft no.
Not with Hermone leading the way.

Out of the Marauders Map, Sirius' dagger, and a Sneakoscope, what would you choose?
Map :) I could stalk Draco like obsessed Harry does in Book 6...

What pet would you take with you to Hogwarts (toad, cat, owl, etc)?
Owl... be handy.

Who was your favorite teacher at Hogwarts?
Snape of course! :) Other then him... Hagrid coz his classes would be a bludge. O and I LOVED Lupin :)

What subject would you like to teach at Hogwarts?
Something that would require little effort. or Potions, because i'd push Draco up against walls. yes

What job would you like to have in the Wizarding World?
Wife to Draco Malfoy.

Which character do you wish was real and you could befriend?
DRACO! Oh my, the things i'd do! and i'd do much more then 'befriend'

Would you enter your name in the Triwizard Cup?
Yeaa why not...

Which was the best movie so far?
The 6th, how could I not love Draco crying! And after orgasming over his sexyness, I cried coz he crieed. Thats love.or obsession.

On a scale of 1-10 (ten being the worst) how depressed are you that the series is over?
Pfft not even, Draco survived, that's all I care bout.

Pour Some Sugar On Me!

2009-08-07T22:51:00.000-07:00

Do you have any condoms in your room?
I do not. To my knowledge :|

Do you think the last guy/girl you kissed cares for you?
Yeah, i'd be extremely suprised if he didn't.

How/where exactly did you enter the year 2009?
Nagambie Lake, extrememly intoxicated, lost, tryna locate many people, calling randoms, falling over and going to the 'The Hang Spot' LMAO. Good times.

What are you excited for?
Not much at all really.. dying my hair. yes.

Have you ever made out against a car?
I think I have.. i've made out up against pretty much everything, including other people LOL.

Are you looking forward to marriage?
Well I don't know, could I be with someone forever? Am I ready to take my Grade A loins off the meat market? *Friends Reference #1*

How far away is the last person you kissed?
At this point of time, I have no idea.

Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
Yes.. yes they have. Obviously all were lying, except for one who is actually still with me..for now.. lol.

The last person you kissed needs you at 3am, would you go?
Depends what he 'needed' me for ;)

Do you believe exes can be friends?
Err no I hate all my exes, specially ones that call me their best friend then run off to Uni!

Is there a person of the same gender who means a lot to you?
Yess, suprisingly few. Mainly Emily and family.

What's the third text in your inbox say?
Err, too long and personal.

Who was the last person to leave you a myspace comment?
Some rando, Myspace pricks have died out after the discovery of a boyfriend :O

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
Im not sure, he very well might be for all I know, I am an annoying girl.

What do you think of smoking weed?
Whatever gets you through the day ;) Can't deny I have days when I just think.. "I wish I were high right now..." LOl.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
Nope, I had an amazing sleep, involving a dream of Ryan&I breeaking up which was far to life-like.. I was drunk and bored of a guy.. NEVER :O

Last time you saw your best friend?
Yesterdaayy.

Have you ever done something you promised yourself you wouldn't?
Yes, I do it all the time. such as dating when i;m 18. Before I met Ryan, my year was planned as one of as much drunkeness and random hook-ups and humanly possible. Ah, how that fucked up LOL.

Which movie did you last see in theaters?
Bruno! I wanted to see Harry Potter again :(

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Boy. What girl ever texts me?!

What do you currently hear at the moment?
Currently watching Pour Some Sugar On Me, Joe Elliot is mighty fine.

What colour are your eyes?
Bluee.

What do your parents think of your musical tastes?
My Mom loves it, considering that it's pretty much all the music she loved growing up in the 80s ;) My Dad and I are similar, I like some of the bands he does, but we often aruge over who did the better versions of some songs, like Anarchy In The UK. I'm all for Motley Crue (y)

What colour are the sheets on your bed?
Purple, are you kidding.

What size bed do you have?
I agree

What were you wearing when you last kissed someone?
Jeans ;) haha. and school top, coz it was Jeans for Genes day, which is confusing. I wanted Trackies for Trackies day :S

Last May, what was your love life like?
Confusing, but I was very into someone ;)

How many pillows do you sleep with?
Well one, I had 2 at some point but it started to hurt my sensetive neck LOL.

Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
I have indeeed.

Will this weekend be a good one?
Ah no, i'm sick and been watching VIDEOS all day. I've gone back to my childhood YIPEEE.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yes, people always upset me. Could be my Histrionic personality? Hmm.

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past seven days?
Just the one special guy :) I;m so gay.

Think of the last person who said I love you that wasn't family, do you think they meant it?
I hope so.. Im prettty sure he did.

Who has the same phone as you?
Casey! My sisters friend. It was amazing to discover the glory of sharing a phone with another person.

Have you ever kissed someone even though you knew they were dating someone else?
Well yes, but it's not as bad as it sounds!

Where was your default picture taken?
Errm, my Nan's house. I was very bored, and the lighting was good. STOP LOOKING AT ME!

What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Hearing my mother yell "PUT DOWN THE AX!" After I shat myself, I laughed for like half an hour.

Can you name four people of the opposite sex you get along with?
Ryan,Brad,Michael, Reece.. usually. lol =)

Who do you get a long with better, dad or mum?
I fight with them both so much, but I spose my Mom, considering I rarely talk to my Dad unless I want money or just to make fun of him.

Is life confusing you right now?
Yes, everything generally confuses me.

Do you plan on having children any time soon?
Well actually. NO! I think Ryan might, like that time in Pyschology when I almost ran for the door " I want a baby" *stares into space* LMAO.

What does your 8th text message say?
NO YOU.

What do you have planned for this weekend?
Being a child.

What would you like to be when your grown up?
Still a child, in the body of a woman ;) yOWWWW.

Can you grow to love someone?
Err, I suppose?

What are you doing thursday night?
Bit far away, I hate Thursday nights. As oppposed to my double spare Thursday mornings, which usually involve alcohol, or at the very least, caffine intoxication. YES IT EXISTS.

Do you have feelings for someone at this point in time?
I doooo.

Do you plan on moving out soon?
Err, I really hope so, im very over Nagambie life. Give me Melbourne!

Do you have a best friend?
Yes.. yes I do.

Do you sleep walk?
Ah, I think not. I sleep-moan? :O

Is there something you want right now that you can't have?
Alcohol. I mean I COULD have it, but circumstances prevent me. Grr, I really do hate not getting my own way.

Do you think you will be married in 12 years?
Who knows? It's possible.

You're locked in a room with the last person you kissed, how is it?
I don't think there'd be any problems. I'd never wanna leave ;)

Do you regret doing anything this week?
Little bit, but i'll get over it.

Who are you currently texting?
No one, texting is too much effort, and T-Rex is playing!

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
Forget, my memories shit, so I usually forget anything ever happened anyway. and I have a really bad reality problem, I keep questioning whether stuff actually happened :| am I mentally unstable?!

Do you hate being alone?
Not hate, I dont usually like it, less i'm down.

Do you like competition?
No, I run from it!

How late did you stay up last night?
I have no idea, I was watching dvds all night.

What was the last thing you ate?
Tim Tam! YES.

What are you currently craving?
Girl i'm just a jeepster for you lurrvee. Uh, I want Red Bull and sour lollies. and sex. yes.

Are your nails painted?
Nope.

Are you happy right now?
I keep going from crazy happy to depressed. I swear I have bipolar lol.

Dark or light jeans?
DARK. the darker the better baby ;)

Do you have trust issues?
Kind of, I wouldn't call them issues.

Do you get mad easily?
Yes, my random raging. lol.

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
:|

Do you have any bruises?
I always have bruises. I hurt my arm somehow last night and I don't even know how, but theres big ass bruise there. and one on my neck, that one could be Ryan's fault.

Who made you mad today?
My brother threatening to kill me :| It also made me laugh.

What are you doing tomorrow?
YOU.

Do you like to wikipedia random things?
YES, lol a good thing to cure boredom.

If you had to choose between going to the Jonas Brothers concert or a Miley Cyrus concert, which would you choose?
I'd rather die.

Does anyone dislike you just because your friends with someone they don't like?
Err, probably.

Where are you on a Friday night?
EVERYWHERE.

Have you met anyone who was always happy no matter what?
No, that would get annoying.

Is there a friend you have that you only put up with because your other friends are friends with them?
AH yes, very much so.

If you were pregnant, how would you tell the father?
Err, I have no idea. RACHEL STYLE!

Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
No, I don't really have a problem with showing emotion.

Are you in a good mood today?
Not really.

Is there anything around your neck?
Naah.

Who would you be shocked to see call you?
Prince!

What were you doing this time yesterday?
I believe I was on the internet.. when aren't I lol.

What are you currently doing?
Watching my Glam Rock video and doing THIS.

Do you believe you can change someone?
I could for some stuff, but never completely.

Have you ever trusted someone too much?
Yes, didn't end well.

Who else is in the house with you right now?
Mom, everyones everywhere.

Do you miss anyone?
I do

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Err, no idea. I need a Melbourne trip!

Are you wearing jeans right now?
I am actually! I've stolen Emma's jeans, there so damn comfy.

Did the last person who hurt you the most apologise?
Err probably.

Are you easy to get along with?
No way. I am extrememly difficult. Somedays I just am annoyed at people and have no idea why, like yesterday with Ryan..poor guy. :P

Is someone on your mind right now?
Marc Bolan is pretty hot. Weird.

Would you rather be mad or sad?
Mad is fun! I hate being sad, but being mad is good. sometimes.

BANG A GONG!

2009-08-07T03:10:00.000-07:00

Hmm, been a while..
Not much is new at all, except i've discovered I may or may not have Histrionic Disorder. It sounds serious LOL, but it's really not. Amazing what a quiz website can tell you. Does this sound like me??

Be uncomfortable unless he or she is the center of attention
Dress provocatively and/or exhibit inappropriately seductive or flirtatious behavior
Shift emotions rapidly
Act very dramatically, as though performing before an audience, with exaggerated emotions and expressions, yet appears to lack sincerity
Be overly concerned with physical appearance
Constantly seek reassurance or approval
Be gullible and easily influenced by others
Be excessively sensitive to criticism or disapproval
Have a low tolerance for frustration and be easily bored by routine, often beginning projects without finishing them or skipping from one event to another
Not think before acting
Make rash decisions
Be self-centered and rarely show concern for others
Have difficulty maintaining relationships, often seeming fake or shallow in their dealings with others

Hmm so yeah, I dunno, but I found it funny. Others however, did not see it as amusing. Ehh, could be worse, I was convinced I had bi-polar for a while, but that could just be a part of my personality :P

Anyway, my caffine addiction is worsening. That could also be worse, i'm on the small stuff. But it's definately a worry, I can't go a day with at least 5 serves of CAFFINE. one coffee in the morning, 2 Red Bulls throughout the day, a coffee in the afternoon, then sometmes.. other...things :) But yeah, like I said, could be more serious, lucky it's a cheap addiction ;)

Another addiction I have, which is not life-ruining, is GLAM ROCK. Woo, okay well i've had it for a while, but I went through a small rnb phase.. then for some reason got back into glam, but 70s GLAM :) I then discvoered that there was this video I used to watch all the time as a child, called Glam Rock, and suddenly my life made sense.
I'd been brainwashed! No wonder I have this big obsession with men in make up, I watched a video full of men with nothing but make-up and crazy outfits on for YEARS.
So in conclusion, all my Moms fault.

Really loving T-Rex&Sweet atm. I find Marc Bolan strangely hot. hmm.
Still in love with Michael Monroe, Bret Michaels, Jon Bon Jovi, Nikki Sixx, Tommy Lee and many others though =D

That is all.

2009-07-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

Bored. Much.

I feel like typing. not sure why.
Okay. so whats new?
I've achieved absolutely nothing this holidays, unless owning every season of Friends is an achievement.. Whether it is or not, I'm still proud of myself.
Even though it meant neglecting my goal of owning every Prince album.
So..Michael Jackson's memorial. How sad was it? I thought I was prepared, but obviously not. And I chose to watch the highlights of it at the worst possible time. Wednesday morning, just did my make-up ready to go to Melbourne for the day. Put Sunrise on TV and then little Paris Jackson gave a speech about her Daddy. It was heartbreaking. So of course, I burst into tears and wrecked my face LOL.

And Marlon Jackson.. oh my god. His speech was so amazing. It really touched me for some reason, just the talk about how Michael's at peace in heaven now. and how he might finally be left alone. It was so sad. I watched that one on Youtube yesterday, cried a lot again. Yes, I am aware that i'm a sook. Real life things that happen to me rarely make me cry, but when a celebrity dies, or I watch a sad movie.. or Ross and Rachel break up on Friends, I bawl like a baby.
I really need to toughen up LOL.

Interesting..

2009-07-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

Do you complain when you are bored, or look for something to do? .
Usually complain, then just watch trusty old Friends.

Do other people's complaints ever get on your nerves?
Gah yes, if it's stupid shit they're complaning about.. like their weight etc.

Generally, what is your favorite ride at an amusement park?
ROLLERCOASTER! Or Ghost Trains!!

Do you think that music was better when your parents were young, or now?
Back in the day! I love the 80s <3 Nowdays music is SHIT.

How did you develop your specific taste in music?
I have my Mom to thank. Without meaning to, she made me love 80s glam rock. Playing all that Bon Jovi and Guns N Roses when I was a little kid.. I didn't realise I loved it until last year. Now we bond over our love of make-up wearing front men :) As for Prince, thats a whole other story, definately wasn't my Mom.

If you drink coffee, how do you like it (with cream, black, etc)?
With a lot of sugar :D

Did your parents sign you up for things like piano lessons and ballet?
Nah, all I did was tennis, gymanstics, atheletics and drama class :P

Are you good at telling jokes?
My jokes are usually unfunny, but I always find them hilarious and end up cracking up over shit i've said. LOl i'm cool.

Are you uptight, or are you easy going?
Fairly easy going

Other than gas, what do you frequently purchase at a gas station?
Every morning before school, 2 bottles of Red Bull for 6 bucks. (y)

Ten years ago, did you think that this was how the world would turn out?
10 years ago my biggest problem was which Hanson was the cutest, which Spice Girl I wanted to be and what Barbie to play with next.

Ever think you might be better off living in a different time period?
I was meant to be an 80s kidd. I dont know what i'm doing in this time period. Other then my love of technology, I am such an 80s girl :P

Think of your favorite band? What album by them is your LEAST favorite?
That John Corabi shit! Generation Swine was it? I dunno, but wtf,how can anyone replace someone like Vince Neil?!

Have you seen your favorite band in concert?
No! Hopefully I will one day, although it won't be the same as when my Mom saw them... sexy thin Vince Neil.. shirtless Tommy and his spinning drum kit. Herion addicted Nikki Sixx :P
And as for seeing Guns N Roses live, not gonna happen. well the orginal line up anyway. Could see Axl Rose & his nameless back ups.

Do you walk regularly?
Whenever I need to get places... like Mcdonalds..

Did you take a Health class in high school? How was it?
I hate Health! The teacher is off her nut, and out to get me and Emily, because we used to litter the coridor near her office :P

Do you like any bands from other countries?
I only like bands from other countries.. I hate Australian music.

When was the last time you mailed a handwritten letter?
Have I ever?!

Do you know anyone who is really hard to please?
Me? Lol but nah, I don;t

Do you have a Before Bed routine?
Must listen to music, or else I can't sleep lol.

Have you called anyone today? What did you talk about?
I have not.

When was the last time you went bowling?
Oh my.. like last year, when we went bowling in Phillip Island and we all changed our names to Harry Potter characters, then started chants. Good times

Do you drive around the neighborhood to look at lights around Xmas?
We used to in Werribee. They had the best displays and shit. Now I live in a hole.

Why are so many single people bitter on Valentine's Day?
Because..they're single? And Valentines Day is all about being in love an what not...?

What holiday is a big deal for you?
I guess I love Christmas, for obvious reasons.

Have you ever been sledding?
I uh... think so?

Have you made a fool of yourself today?
I am a fool.

Is there someone you wish you could talk to, but you're too afraid?
Only if it was a celebrity. and what i'd be most afraid of is keeping my hands to myself..

Do you have a favorite cookie?
I don't discriminate, I love all cookies!

Have you ever been convinced to try something you didn't want to do?
Aah, joys of drinking lol.

When was the last time you cheated?
Probably playing some form of game.

Do you play any online computer games? If so, what?
No, I do online trivia quizzes though. Because i'm cool.

Why do a lot of people say they like Myspace comments over messages?
Ehh messages normally are private and creepier.

Was Myspace ever a popularity contest for you?
No, because when you have 10 million friends, it's kinda obvious you don;t know them all.

When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?
Be a smartass. Although I'm a smartass all the time, so that's probaby not a good indication that i'm mad, it's just me being normal. Or maybe when I go all bitchy.

Have you ever been sick to the point of possibly dying?
My terrible time of glandular fever, I don't know how I made it through that... lmao

Have you ever had a tooth pulled?
No way.

How long do you you usually chew a stick of gum?
Not very long, until I get over it.

Did you chew gum in school, even if it was against the rules?
Yes, i'm so naughty.

Did you take a foreign language in school?
Oh yes, Japanese was always fun back at Werribee. Did Italian for a bit.. ;)

What was your favorite school project?
School..project..?

Did you attend any school dances?
In Primary School lol.

Were you in any after school clubs?
Uhh no.

Which parent are you more apt to go to if you're upset?
My Mom, I wouldn't even bother with my dad

Do you have any coffee mugs with funny pictures/sayings?
I have a Joker mug and a Marilyn Monroe one. The Joker one does say Why So Serious, not sure if that'd be considered a funny saying..

Do you ever worry about where the world will be in 20 years?
Ehh not really. I don't exactly worry. Otherwise i'd be tryna save water and fix Global Warming.

Do you know what you want your funeral to be like?
Similar to Michael Jackson's memorial.. LOL. Nah, just a big purple party with a lot of Prince music and alcohol.

Who was the last person you saw cry?
My Mommy, we were watching Michael Jackson memorial stuff on Youtube, so sad.

Do you give a good back massage?
Pfft I dont know.

Do you think that feet are disgusting?
Eww yes lol.

Do you have a girlish scream?
Very much so LOL.

When was the last time you screamed?
Yesterday

Do you think you would enjoy living in college dorms?
Yeah mad fun.

Have you ever been to the YMCA?
No I haven't. But i do know the moves.

If you ditched school, where did you go?
Goulbourn Park.. ;) oooh yeah. and various other places. Like Emily's conviniently placed house

Have you ever been offered drugs? What, and by who?
LOL yes specially in Melbourne.

What do you think of people who are shy?
Shy guys are the cutest!

Friends

2009-07-06T18:49:00.000-07:00

Yee, so i'm bored, and I only have one dvd left until I complete my collection of Friends season. I'm going through the biggest obsession with it at the moment. Every day I just wanna watch Friends. I find any moment appropriate to quote something from there. I idolise every character. It's good though, despite the show being old and no longer on TV, I love it, and it's better then having an obsession with another famous actor or singer. Of course, I still do. My fave at the moment being Tom Felton <3>
Anyway, since i'm bored, I thought i'd post some of my fave Friends quotes, as taken from imdb.com. There's probably a lot more, but yeah :)

[In response to a stupid comment] Chandler: You have to stop the Q-Tip when there's resistance.

Rachel: Wha... married?
Ross: Well, yeah, I think we should get married!
Rachel: What? Because that's your answer to everything?

Ross: You know, we should probably ask the doctor if she even knows how to deliver a baby that's half human, half *pure evil*!

Monica: Can you help me fold these napkins?
Phoebe: Sure.
Monica: I'm gonna go across the hall and check on the yams. [Notices the way Pheobe is folding the napkins]
Monica: No... no honey... Not like that, we're not a barn dance. You wanna fold them like swans like I showed you at Christmas, remember?
Phoebe: Yeah. It all came screaming back to me.

Ross: What are you doing?
Chandler: Making chocolate milk. You want some?
Ross: No thanks, I'm 29.

Ross: I figured after work, I'd pick up a bottle of wine, go over there, and try to... woo her. Chandler: Hey, you know what you should do? Take her back to the 1800's when that phrase was last used.

Chandler: I can handle this. "Handle" is my middle name. Actually, "handle" is the middle of my first name.

Phoebe: Phoebe. That's, P, as in Phoebe, H, as in heobe, O as in oebe, E, as in ebe, B, as in bebe, and E as in... Ello there mate.

Monica: My motto is get out before they go down.
Joey: That is so not my motto.

Joey: [during Ross's speech, Joey laughs every time he hears 'homo erectus'] Ha, Ha, he said 'erectus'.
[notices Rachel is also laughing]
Joey: Erectus?
Rachel: [stifling laugh] No, 'homo'.

Phoebe: No, huh uh, no way, I'm sorry, not gonna happen.
Chandler: Whoa, whoa, prom night flashback.

Rachel: Hey, you guys wanna go see a movie?
Ross: Yeah, sure.
Rachel: How about you, Phoebe?
Phoebe: No, thanks, I've already seen one.

Chandler: Condoms?
Joey: We don't know how long we're gonna be stuck here. We might have to repopulate the world.
Chandler: And condoms are the way to do that?

Rachel: You don't want to try things too fast. You know what happened to the girl who tried things too fast?
Jill Green: No. What?
Rachel: Well... she died.

Rachel: See? Unisex.
Joey: Maybe *you* need sex. I just had it a few days ago.
Rachel: No, Joey, U-N-I-sex
. Joey: I wouldn't say no to that.

Joey: [drinking a beer on the boat] Look at this clown. Just because he's got a bigger boat he thinks he can take up the whole river. [yelling]
Joey: Get out of the way jackass. [to Rachel]
Joey: Who names his boat Coast Guard anyway?
Rachel: That is the Coast Guard.

Phoebe: I may play the fool at times but I'm a little more than just a pretty blonde girl with an ass that won't quit.

Ross: OK, how about Ruth?
Rachel: Oh, I'm sorry, are we having an 89 year old woman?

Monica: Now come on, Chandler, the Miami Vice soundtrack? Really?
Chandler: They were just giving it away at the mall... [Monica stares]
Chandler: ...in exchange for money.

Ross: Wow, Joey, that's a steamy picture.
Joey: Yeah, I know. The magazine said it was for my gay fans. [winks at Ross]
Ross: Why'd you wink at me?
Joey: Don't look at me. You're the one who like the picture so much

Joey: C'mon. I got *your* secrets, I got *their* secrets; I got secrets of my own you know. Rachel: [rolling her eyes] You don't have any secrets
Joey: Oh yeah? Well you don't know about Hugsy, my bedtime penguin pal.

Rachel: Hi, I'm Rachel. And you are?
Woman: Amanda.
Rachel: Oh... I get it. A-man-duh.

Phoebe: Went to the store, sat on Santa's lap, asked him to bring my friends all kinds of crap. He said all you need is to write them a song. Now you haven't heard it yet, so don't try to sing along. No don't sing along. Monica, Monica, have a happy Hannukah. I saw Santa Claus, he said hello to Ross. And please tell Joey, Christmas will be snowy. And Rachel and Chandler... have a [mumble] Phoebe: handlerrrrr.

Phoebe: You still love Rachel.
Ross: No, I don't.
Phoebe: You got married to her.
Ross: In Vegas. I was so drunk, I could've married Joey.
Phoebe: [angry] Hey. You could do a lot worse than Joey Tribianni.

Ross: I mean, last year Elizabeth now-now this kid. What-what-what-what is it? Am I giving out some kind of... sexy professor vibe?
Rachel: Not right now.

Joey: They want me to do frontal nudity. I can't do that. My grandmother's gonna see that movie.
Phoebe: Well, grandma's gonna have to get in line. [winks at Joey]

Chandler: I'm not so good with the advice... Can I interest you in a sarcastic comment?

Joey: There was this movie, "Footloose".
Chandler: "Flashdance".
Joey: Where this plumber chick...
Chandler: She was a welder
Joey: What, were you like *in* the movie?

Phoebe: They're coming. Run!
Joey: Where?
Phoebe: Mexico!

Phoebe: Sting's pen... [as she puts it in her purse]
Phoebe: ... that he gave to Phoebe.

Rachel: Didn't the chick and the duck di...
Phoebe: -ve, dive. Yeah, they dove. Head first into fun on the farm.

Grrrr.

2009-06-29T19:31:00.000-07:00

Okay, so Michael Jackson is dead.
The world still hasn't really accepted it yet, it's still hasn't sunk in for a lot of people (me included)
Everyone is still grieving, his family, close friends, fans. Yet the media still deems it necessary that every little part of his private life is revealed to everyone.
What I mean is, even though it's not that bad yet, this will be JUST like Princess Diana. No one will ever really know exactly how he died, or why he was on drugs, or what the doctor was doing there.
His whole life was just a media circus, he was never left alone. Every move he made was followed, everything small thing he did was criticized. It;d be nice that in death, he could finally be left alone and allowed to rest in peace. He had a career of lik 40 years, that's 40 years of not being normal, never been left alone and able to do your own thing. Never wanting to just go down the street without being followed and mobbed.
No wonder the poor guy was crazy, I think most people would be a bit nutty living like that too.

All i'm saying is, I just wish that we could all leave him alone. But I know thats nto gonna happen. There's always gonna be peopel coming out with unflattering stories about Michael, making claims, and everything.
It's just sad, and annoying as a fan to have to listen to all this crap about him that I don't wanna know, when I just wanna be left alone to grieve.

Gone Too Soon.

2009-06-27T20:23:00.000-07:00

I don't even know where to begin. I never thought it would ever happen.
From about the age of 11 or 12, I've worshipped Michael Jackson. This was long before the Prince days, where my mind got corrupted. Back in the young and innocent days.
I just can't believe he's gone. I always used to wonder what it'd be like to lose a celebrity such as Michael Jackson, how the world would react, how i'd take it. Praying that it happened long after i've gone.

But now it's happened. Never will forget that Friday. I watched the news in the morning, said something about Michael Jackson having a heart attack. I shrugged it off, assuming it was either a rumour, because with Michael you never know whats true or not, or I just assumed it was mild and he'd be fine.
I went on the school bus as normal, for some reason choosing to listen to Michael Jackson, when for the last 3 years, I've always listened to Prince. Anyway, got a message off Mom, which was weird. It said "Michael Jackson died"
It was one of the surreal moments, I just didn't wanna believe it. Even worse, I was on the bus so couldn't cry like I wanted to.
I sat through the whole bus trip, wanting to get to school, to drink Red Bull and be happy lol
Thank God for Emily and Ryan, they made me forget about it. Everytime we heard a MJ song that day, Emily would turn it off, or change channel.
The whole day was just shit. I still cannot believe that he died. He seemed like the type of man that would live forever. Be Invincible.

I find it the saddest though, is his family. Imagine his parents, out living their son. Elizabeth Taylor, Quincy Jones, Macaualy Culkin, Diana Ross, Lisa Marie Presley, all those closest to him, how they have to deal with losing him. All his millions of fans, and admirers of him
I'm just one of the millions affected by this. It really makes you realise just how short life is, how no one lives forever and life can end in a matter of minutes.

There's not enough words i can say in this blog to describe how much he meant to the world. So many people have said such nice things about him, it's all so sad, but great the impact he had on everyone. We've all grown up with his music. It's sad it takes his death for everyone to realise how amazing he really was.
As Elizabeth Taylor said, which broke my heart really:

"My heart ... my mind ... are broken. I loved Michael with all my soul and I can't imagine life without him. We had so much in common and we had such loving fun together. I was packing up my clothes to go to London for his opening when I heard the news. I still can't believe it. I don't want to believe it. It can't be so. He will live in my heart forever but it's not enough. My life feels so empty. I don't think anyone knew how much we loved each other. The purest most giving love I've ever known. Oh God! I'm going to miss him. I can't yet imagine life without him. But I guess with God's help ... I'll learn. I keep looking at the photo he gave me of himself, which says, 'To my true love Elizabeth, I love you forever.' And, I will love HIM forever,"

I remember the years of being obsessed with him. I used to LOVE 'The Way You Make Me Feel' and 'Thriller' I remember Mom buying a greatest hits cd of his, when I was about 13. Without realising who he even really was, only knowing what i'd heard on the news about him being a pedophile and what not, I loved every song on it. Suprisingly, I already knew most of the songs, just growing up with him in my subconciousness.
As most people who know me would guess, I quicky became obsessed. Shortly after that, was when the allegations came out about Michael Jackson molesting a young boy.
The whole year or so that this went on, I spent researching the case, reading all about it, staying up dated and defending him no matter what. I had to put up with a lot of abuse about how he's a pedo, all about his skin, plastic surgery, his eccentries. People were just so stupid, but I never gave up defending him. In my eyes, he could do no wrong, and even if he went to jail, I wouldnt think any less of him.

Anyway, I could go on forever about how much I worshipped him. I downloaded pretty much EVERY song that he ever released, I bought all his dvds, I talked about him all the time. Howver, I got to the age of 15, and discovered Prince, who sadly overtook MJ in my obsession. I never turned back after that lol.
As much as I love Prince, Michael Jackson was truly the greatest. No one will EVER replace him. There'll never be another as great as him, and in death he has truly became a legend.
He will never ever be forgotten. and his music will always be around to listen to and enjoy, just as he would have wanted.

I'm just thankful that it wasn't Prince, because I really don't think I would be able to live with that happening, no lies.

Rest In Peace Michael Jackson, i love you. :(

Oh and..

2009-06-23T20:35:00.000-07:00

Exciting news. Friday night, I finally bought my own drink from the pub without been asked for ID. *bells go off*
Yes yes, very exciting. I was so close to running out the pub yelling "I GOT AWAY WITH IT!! YESSS!"

Anyway, just thought it was necessary that I wrote that. Ooh, and we also won chocolate machine..chocolates. And then a black man flashed his dick on webcam for us that night. My eyes!
Pretty rando night really, Emily hadn't stayed at mine for like a year, with good reason as I never used to be allowed to drink and Nagambie is shit. But it does have pubs, water, and pizza. And that was enough for us two girls. :)

Sadly, no hot men though.
The Saturday was even funnier. Gotta love random days in the city. It's either, go to Melbourne, buy heaps of shit and are busy as. OR, meet randoms, spend all my money on caffine and Hungry Jacks, and just make fun of all the freaks you see in the city. We chose the latter.
For starters, all the emos are just too much to handle. They must be made fun of. Why else would they dress like freaks if they didn't expect normal people to yell out at them and make fun of their uglyness? EXACTLY.

And people either with Swine Flu, or are scared to get it. So pretty much anyone wearing masks. Everytime we walked past one, who were usually Asian, we just coughed really loud, and generally acted like idiots.
Homeless people, also hilarious. Bums asking for spare change, then lecturing us on drinking V and how it damages us. Oh please, like I need to homeless man to tell me that, I hear it enough from my own mother.

And the randoms handing out magazines. So funny, it went like this:
Man- *Hands me magazine*
Me- *Glances, keeps walking*
Man- *Looks sad, I assume*
Me-Brain kicks in, remembers what the title was, turns around* WAIT, SIGN OF THE TIMES?!
Man- *Is pleased*
Me- "Wait, this isn't a Prince album!" *chucks magazine away*

Ahh, yes. so much randomness. We also kept getting moved away from machines in Galactic Circus, because every ride..was a place for Ryan and I to make out on or near. hehe.
Oh and my memeorable caffine lows. Oh when i'm high, im high. when i'm low.. i'm low. very low.

That is a whole other blog though, I could talk for ages about the effects of caffine deprivation gives me. In fact, i've had no coffee today and i'm in a state of both confusion, and crazy typing mode. I wanna stop typing, but I can't. Maybe if I type long enough it wil stop the caffine craving. Ah fuck it, im getting a coffee.

Sailor Moon!

2009-06-23T20:21:00.000-07:00

Okay, I really don't know why, but lately.. for some reason.. I have become obsessed with Sailor Moon.
Not just the character of Sailor Moon (Although she is amazing) the whole TV show!
I used to love it as a kid, I had Sailor Moon dolls, which I really wanna find now, and accessories, such as her crown and.. septar? thing? I dunno, but it was awesome. I also had videos of the show somewhere.
Ahh, I really do need to grow up. Little kiddy shows such as Sailor Moon, Captain Planet etc, I LOVE for some reason. The Sailor Moon thing is going a bit far though. I was almost ready to buy a Sailor Moon costume off Ebay. This is something that as a child, would have been cute, but as an..adult? OMG AM I?! Anyway, as for someone of my age, could be used as more of a seduction technique. I did a survey, and the popular choice of the question 'Should I buy a Sailor Moon costume off Ebay?" was yes.
That could have something to do with the fact that she's a little slutty, but yeah.

In conclusion, i'm seriously considering getting one. I have no idea what i'd do with it. Maybe a costume party or two, maybe use it in the bed room *WINK* or maybe even try nad get a job as a Sailor Moon impersanator! I mean come on, we look similiar...we're both blonde.. blue eyes.. freakishly long hair and thin legs.. okay that parts not true.
But i'm ditzy and out of it most of the time, like her.
Okay fine, I admit it.. I wanna be Serena :(

Anyway, i'm off to go hunt down English versions of Sailor Moon on Youtube. Watching it in Japanese is never fun.

"...fighting evil by moonlight. winning love by daylight. never running from a real fight. she is the one name sailor moon"

Memories

2009-06-07T22:14:00.000-07:00

I'm quite alone and bored, so as you do in this situation, I got out the old family photo albums. It was interesting. I was such a happy looking kid, and I have exactly the same Asian smile hahah :P

Anyway, it got me to thinking how young and carefree we all used to be. We knew nothing of the world, we were so innocent and lived in our own little imaginary worlds. Well I know I did haha. We didn't like boys, so no broken hearts and all the complications men bring. No bitchiness or fights with other girls. No worrying about how we look, our hair, make-up, clothes, weight. Just enjoying being a kid and living life. Ah, gotta miss it.

4th birthday. Look how happy!

That ride looked like fun!

Me and 'Santa' Despite being 2 years old, I figured out that it was in fact.. MY PA!

Busting a move.

I still sleep like that ;)

Me & My Mommy :)

Dad & I. So very young

Young Emma and I. I miss that dog :(

Lazy

2009-06-05T20:42:00.000-07:00

Im having the most lazy day today. Well really, when aren't I lazy? It's natural for me.
But I woke up at like 10 and JUST HAD A SHOWER. Weird, for someone who is used to having showers at 6am :
Just watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall. Funny movie. The only reason I made Mom buy it was because of my crush on Russel Brand. Damn he's sexy. I dont know if it's the English accent, the eyeliner, the long hair, the tight shirts and leather pants or just because he's so charming and sex crazed, but i'm obsessed with him at the moment. And he pretty much plays himself in the movie, or so I imagine him to be.
and it has Mila Kunis in it! I love that girl! She played Jackie in That 70s Show, and I kind of have a girl crush on her too, so this movie was like perfect for me. Yeah, i'm a weirdo. Not even a lesbian but I think way too many female celebrities are hot :P
Ehh, i'm strange :)

Anyway,just thought i'd share random thoughts. I'm off to watch Just Friends. Aah, love that movie, so very quotable. And Samantha James is just my idol =)

xx

School

2009-06-05T00:50:00.000-07:00

I dont know. Long weekend WOOO pumped :)
AND then exams.. not so pumped.
Speaking of, we had a practice exam today, The GAT, which reminds me of a gun and 50 Cent everytime someone says it. It was shit. I was so confused the whole time, which is really not unfamiliar to me. Oh, and then I finished early, like always. and Amber (my wifey) and I made up a comic. We used to do it all the time last year during our Year 11 exams.
Aaah, good times. Then have laughing fits about them, coz they're that ridicolous.
Anyway, we made an awesome one. and I was just about to pass back my extrememly hilarious addition to our comic, which involved my best friend and a very very good friend of mine hooking up and being a gay couple, when stupid MS LAWSON stole our comic :O
THEN READ IT.
Ehh, she wouldnt have got half the shit we were talking about, but I was still pissed off, because that was Myspace material. grr.

Okay apart from that,today was good. I had potato cakes :O and 2 spares, pretty much.
Nothing compares to yesterday though. Ahh, 4 spares.. does life get better?
Emily and I took full advantage of this, causing trouble down the streets of Seymour.
Then deciding sober fun wasn;t as fun. So Emily purchased us some alcohol. The poor lady at the bottle shop looked so confused. 10am, two schoolgirls buying Cruisers. hahahaa.
Sad life. Oh and then we went to the Pokies, and sat in the pub with out drinks.
I can see that being a regular occurance for me. If i'm not an alcoholic by the time i'm 30 i'll be very suprised indeed.

:)

Little survey I picked up..

2009-06-03T00:41:00.000-07:00

1.Given one backstage pass in your life, which band would you use it for?
Motley Crue... I'd probably end up sleeping with the whole band ;)

2.Other than Rock/Metal music, what other genres of music do you listen to?Mainly RNB. and of course PRINCE.

3.If you can change spots for a day with one artist or band member, who would it be?
Vince Neil! I'd have women all over me, all the time. Okay not a good thing, but yeah, he looks like he has a lot of fun.

4.What's your favorite instrument to listen to?
Probably guitar. It's sexy.

5.What is your all-time favorite CD?
Umm.. Purple Rain =D i dont know, there's heaps.

6.What one line from a song sums up your feelings about your own life?
Hmm.. I dont know! "It's only life" haha :P

7.If you could create the perfect "superband", who would it include?
Lead- David Lee Roth
Guitar- Slash
Bass- Nikki Sixx
Drums- Rick Allen

8.Do you feel that downloading music hurts/helps the bands in regards to exposure, not financially?
I think that it helps the band. Young kids, like myself, wouldnt even know half the bands I do if it weren't for being able to download their music.

9.What is the one band you would want to see live before you die?
The orginal Guns N Roses! Reunited! It will happen :(

10.What are the 3 greatest bands of the 80's?
Oooh.. probably Motley Crue, Gnr and Hanoi Rocks.

11.What are the 3 greatest bands of the 90's?
Poison, Bon Jovi and..I dont even know, I hate anything after the 80s :P

12.What are the 3 greatest bands of 2k?
NO.

13.If you were able to sit down with a major label and discuss their strategies for promoting and selling music, what would you advise them?
i have no idea! More tight pants, hairspray, glitter and purple. LOL.

14.Do you have a piece of music memorabilia that is "absolutely priceless" to you?
My Prince stuff is priceless. Well I could buy most of it again, but I love it =)

15.Has MySpace become the most important Internet site for music today?
Err I dont know/care

16.How many CDs have you bought in the last:a.Week - 0b.Month - 0c.Year - No Idea

17.Your preference: physical CDs or digital music?
Prefer digital only because it's more convinient, but can't go past a CD. Only because it's more personal and actually costs money :P

18.Name a relatively unknown band that you think has the best future ahead of them? I have no idea.

19.FM radio, Internet Radio, XM radio, Sirius Radio, or other as your radio of choice?
I hate you all.

20.If you got to meet your musical idol, what is the first thing you would ask him/her?
MARRY ME?!

LOL.

Oh and yeah.

2009-06-02T20:46:00.000-07:00

Tee hee, I forgot to mention. I'M 18 LOSERS! (Who i'm talking to, I don't know)
I thought it was necessary to update on what exactly i've been up to since turning 18.
Well, since I don't have an 'official' ID, since i'm too lazy to get my L's, my adventures have been limited.

Take the night of my 18th for example. I went out to dinner with the family. Got to the front desk. Decided I wanted to play a bit of the old pokies (why do they call them that?!)
The nice man informed me that my little student ID, wasn't going to cut it for official ID. Luckily for me, I had my Grandma there. and no one messes with her. So she told the mean man off, informing him that it was my 18th birthday, and my card clearly states that i'm 18, with a nice picture of me. Well, not nice. I look like a blonde Asian, but anyway.
So yeah, I managed to waste like 5 bucks at the pokies. Not as fun as they look
They're all colorful and flashing, but after like 2 goes, I got over it and just wanted to keep going back to the bar.
Typical. haha.
Plus, I won nothing, AND Mom stopped me from getting more drinks. :(

My second adventure took place on the night of my party. Okay the whole night was one big advednture. Me and Emily, being us, started drinking before the party, and turned up tipsy.
Emily and Amber made up, which made no sense at the time, as they;'d been fighting all week, and the school counselor had to talk to us earlier that day. Wasn't fun, as not only did she threaten Emily with suspension, she questioned our soberiety!

Anyway, the night was fun, until people disappeared. Amber and I ended up running down the main road, Pulse cans open, holding hands, then bailing on Ryan and Colin. I got punished by running into a brick fence. It hurt.
Oh, and not to mention our big sing along to Queen. Thats like the only soundtrack of the night.
Liek most parties, a lot of dancign and sleaziness, from me of course. Emily and I talking to a guy, discovering he was 16 and running off calling ourselves pedos.
Then ending up down the street, eating the best cheeseburger ever from the BP ( I LOVE THAT PLACE) then at Goulbourn Park, falling over drunkingly.. a lot.
Ahh, memories.

Oh. and in true Laura fashion, the night ended with me throwing up and forgetting how to turn on a shower :) Thank God for my wife.

18's not all it's said to be when you don't have ID. My God, that should be a song!
I really need to get my L's. Or, do the smart, lazy thing and pay $50 to get a Government approved card..thing. Because I don;t know how much longer I can last without going to Melbourne and running into the nearest club/pub/bar/strip..place and getting crunk.
and I can't expect Emily to do it all by herself!

It was bad enough on Saturday, the night of Emilys party, when we took the big step and went into the bottle shop to buy drinks. Well.. I unfortunately had to give money to Emily to buy mine. It felt like being 17 again! :(
Then the man questioned my age!
Why oh why do I look about 15 or 16!!! :(
Grr, life.

Anyway, another pointless blog for no one except me to enjoy.
One day when I have my ID, I will look back at this and just laugh.
Hopefully.

Off to convince parents to sign some forms so I can get my ID! :)
wish me luck

xx

AHH!

2009-06-02T20:33:00.000-07:00

Hmm okay, so I was supposed to be writing in this a lot, but I kind of forgot I had it, and now i'm bored and feel like TYPING :) so yeah.
I have recently learnt that people have been going around my town wearing masks to protect themselves from Swine Flu. WTF?
I'm really confused as to why Swine flu is even that bad. No one will explain it to me!
It sounds exactly like normal flu, just with a cooler name. Oh and the 'pig' influence.
I can handle normal flu.. i'm doing it right now. Well kind of.

Truthfully, I have Glandular Fever, and it's not fun.
Yes, I know it's called something like the 'kissing disease' yes hahaha very funny, everyones told me. I don't kiss people! :
How did I get this! But yeah, apparently there's no drugs I can take to help, which shocks me. Drugs help everything!
Some advantages to being sick, are obviously sympathy and attention, both of which I love.
I also get one day off school a week, because according to my doctor, it's impossible for me to concentrate, and i'd have severe fatigue.
Considering most of the time i'm barely even with it, and pretty much always fatigued until I have caffine.
AND I HAVEN'T HAD COFFEE IN TWO WEEKS.

There's obvious disadvantages, such as my low tolerence for some of my favourite things... food, alcohol and Red Bull.
But i'm powering through!
I force myself to eat, I force Red Bull in my mouth, only because without it... I die.
and Saturday night, Emily forced me to drink! Well, is it really forcing if I WANTED it? Is it really rape if I enjoyed it? Hmm... questions..

Anyway, way off topic. In conclusion to this random blog, Swine Flu is stupid, and knowing my luck, i'll probably end up getting it AFTER I get rid of Glandular Fever. :) woo looking foward to being sick all year again.

Peace ;)

Introduction

2009-04-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

YAY blogging.
Okay so, for some reason, in my times of desperate boredom whilst on holidays, I decided to start a blog, despite already having a blog on Myspace.
Expect for my Myspace blog ended up being not my thoughts and feelings, but my views on who the hottest male was, and various lyrics to Prince songs.
This, however will be no such thing. Except that it's kind of impossible for me to do anything without somehow bringing Prince or Vince Neil into it. I have the most addictive personality.

Okay, while on the subject of 'addictive' personality's, up until recently, I used to think that the term meant a personality that is so addictive and good, everyone loves you. Or something along those lines.
So when my Mom said "Laura, you have an addictive personality" i'd be complimented, and thank her

The one day, while reading my favourite book EVER, The Dirt, by the members of Motley Crue, I discovered that 'addictive personality' in fact meant someone who is easily addicted to stuff, such as drugs or alcohol.
Or in my case, 80s rock stars, Purple, and caffine.

So there you have it, that's an interesting fact about me- yes I have an addictive personality, and yes, chances are once I finally turn 18 (29 days to go!), i will probably become a full-time alcoholic, because really the only thing stoppping that now, is the fact i'm not allowed to drink, thanks to my parents.
So there you go.

I promise this blog will get more interesting as days go on :)